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"Bella" Charlie said as he came into my room which woke me up. "Yeah, Dad what is it" I asked groggily. "I'm going fishing with Billy I'll be back at five at the latest" Charlie said. "Ok, I'll have dinner ready by then" I sighed. "Don't worry about that honey I'll order a pizza" Charlie said. "Are you sure" I asked? "Yeah, you cook too much as it is" He joked. "Ok, Dad have fun fishing with Billy" I said. "I will bye, Bells" Charlie said as he left my bedroom and down the stairs and out the front door. I got up and grabbed a pair of tight black jeans a flyleaf band shirt and a white hoodie and went to take a shower.

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After I got done with the shower I went back into my room and remembered the letter from Jasper.

Flasback:

Bella

I am sorry for attacking you it was wrong and it was part of why Edward left you

and I hope that one day you will be able to forgive me

I won't blame you if you don't though

-Jasper

Flashback ends


I went over to my dresser and pulled open the drawer I had put the letter in last night and took it out and reread it a few more times and it was as if I felt the sadness in his words the sadness when he wrote the letter. I wondered what he meant when he said that him attacking me was part of why Edward left me was there another reason did Edward keep something from me that i should know. I put the letter back in the drawer and shut the drawer. I decided I would think more about this after I had my breakfast. I went downstairs and poured myself a bowl of lucky charms. While I ate I kept asking myself the question that had been bugging me. Was Edward hiding a deep dark secret from me? Why did Jasper Apologize it was his fault it was all on me I was the one who cut my finger? Was I right did Edward not want me anymore? One thing i knew for sure I was going to get answers to all these questions very soon. I finished eating and put the bowl and spoon in the sink and went back upstairs into my room onto my bed. A thought popped into my head I remembered that Charlie told me that "the cullens" moved to L.A. and odds are that Carlisle would be working in a hospital so I would just have to call all the hospitals and ask if a Carlisle Cullen works there. I went to my laptop opened foxfire and typed in the search engine Los Angeles Hospitals and there were endless list of hospitals from Shriners Hospital for children to California Hospical Med Center. "Damn" I sighed. As I was about to close the window (computer window that is) I seen a popup window that said want to find someone you've come to the right place. Usually I thought popups were scams but I was desperate for anything it could be true and I wasn't willing to let that chance go so I clicked it. A webpage came on that said Scrying in old text from like the 1800's. I read through the website and I found out there were books on it. Looks like I'm going to Port Angeles earlier than I had planned not that I planned going there. I took out a piece of paper and wrote down the book title and author of the book and went over to my nightstand and put my fully charged blackberry in my pocket just in case my truck didn't last all the way from port angeles and back. I went back downstairs and into my truck for the hour and a half trip to Port Angeles.

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I arrived at Port Angeles sooner than I thought I would thank god that my truck didn't break down. I walked into the bookstore and the lady greeted me and asked me if she could help me with anything. "No thank you" I said. Almost emediately I found the book I was looking for. I brought it up to the lady and she looked up at me. "Dear are you expiercenced if not don't dabble in the occult its dangerous" She said. "No, I am not expierenced, but I'm looking for someone and I need to find them I am desperate and I can't find any other way" I said. "I understand she said as she grabbed a crystal with a small chain attached to it and put it on top of the book. "You'll need it trust me" She told me. She rung the crystal and book up. "twenty five" she told me in a mexixan or philopino accent i'm not sure which. I gave her the money and she bagged the crystal and book up and gave me the recipt and I left the store and went back to my truck and hoped that it would make it back to Forks.

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