I Always Will
Chapter 2
Thanks for coming with me. I know it was late. You enjoy the rest of your night. I said. Looking over at her. As I got out of the car.
Don't mention it. I'm only a call or text away. I love you. Haley said. Smiling up at me.
I love you too Haley. And I will keep that in mind. Goodnight. I said. Smiling back at her.
I walked up the stairs and opened the door to my home. Going inside shutting the door behind me. I went up the stairs and walked through the hallway. Opening the door to my bedroom and walking through it slowly I shut the door and turn on the light. It was then that I looked around.
My red dress from Haley and Nathan's wedding hung on my closet door. Next to it was my cheer uniform. On my walls were pictures and sketches of clothes. Along with a picture of Lucas and I. During one of the happier moments of our relationship.
I walked over to the large mirror that was by my closet. And placed a hand on my stomach. I was 17 years old. A cheerleader, just gaining success with my fashion line. I was in love with a guy. Who was in love with my best friend. And the two of them were basking in the glow of their new relationship.
Victoria was everything I knew a mother wasnt. And my father was always away in work, trips, or other women. I never had an example of a loving relationship. What it was like to have parents who put you first.
Was I ready for this to have my life changed completely. To be responsible for another life. I wasn't sure about any of this. I took the pamphlets off my bedside table and began to read.
Each one giving me a glimpse into a different path.
Adoption, abortion, or raising a child. I read all them all.
I woke up the next morning. With the pamphlets spread out on my bed.
I stretched feeling sore. Then carefully got off my bed. And walked straight into the bathroom. I took my clothes and turned on the water. I was as confused as ever. I stayed in the shower until the water went cold then I got out and dried myself off. Pulling on my road and slippers. Then walked back into my room. Heading straight for my closet.
I was feeling tired and sick to my stomach.
We were in the middle of a heatwave. So I decided to just keep it simple. Picking out a white sundress covered with sunflowers and green sandals. Going over to my mirror I simply put on some lipstick and put my hair in a ponytail.
Then started to walk out of my room. Going through the hallway and down the stairs. Avoiding the kitchen. Not wanting to see or think about food right now.
I heard knocking at my door and looked up. Walking over to it and opening the door slowly.
Hey slut! want to get some breakfast.? Rachel asked. Smiling up at me.
No and if that's all you came here for you can go. I said. Looking to her.
Okay. And that isn't all I came here for. Lucas and Peyton were really laying on thick today at school with the pda. And I just wanted to check in you. So how are you doing.? Rachel asked. Locking eyes with me.
I don't care. Honestly I have much bigger things in my life going on. To think and worry about. I said. Looking back at her.
Oh really and what would that be.? She asked.
I'm pregnant. I said. Looking back at her.
Shut up! You are not! She exclaimed.
I am. I went to the doctor just last night. And before you try and question it. The baby is Lucas's. And I haven't figured out how to tell him or even if I should. He chose Peyton. We're teenagers. I doubt what he wants is to be held down with a baby. And I don't know if I'm even going to keep it. So what's the point of upsetting anyone. I say. Looking to her.
Brooke I love you. But that is bullshit. This child wasn't created with some random guy. This baby was made with the first and only guy you've ever loved. The person you don't want to upset is Peyton. And she has nothing to do with this. There was no cheating. You and Lucas were over when this night happened. You need to talk with Lucas alone and the two of you need to figure out what the next step is going to be. Rachel said. Looking up at me.
What if he doesn't want anything to do with me.? I ask. Feeling tears well up in my eyes.
She took a hold of my hand and looked back at me.
You aren't in this alone. You have me, Mouth, Skills, Nathan and Haley. Karen. Give him a chance to know the truth. Before you make any decisions. Rachel said.
You're right. I'm just scared and unsure of what comes next. Rach this baby wasn't planned and could be bought into a situation that is full of drama and chaos. I don't want that. I said. Looking up at her.
Of course that could happen. None of this comes with a gurantee. All you can do is be honest and think about what you really want out of life. Rachel said. Looking to me.
I leaned over and hugged her. Her words somehow giving me comfort and courage.
Rachel hugged her back. The two separating minutes later.
I'm going to go. Talk to Lucas. You can stay here and hang out if you want. I said. Looking back at her.
Sounds good to me. I'll get some snacks and some drinks. And see what's on Netflix while I wait for you to come back. Rachel said.
I smiled up at her. You do that. I shouldn't take long. Thanks for the talk. I told her. As I opened the front door and began to walk down the stairs towards my car.
No problem. Us whores and sluts have to stick together. Rachel said. Smiling up at me.
I shake my head. Smiling back at her.
I walked down the stairs. Opened the door and got into my car. I turned on the car. Then turned on the radio. And began to drive.
I knew the way to his house better than I knew my own. I had spent and shared so many moments with Lucas at his house. It became a second home to me when I moved in there. Which now feels like another lifetime.
I pass Karen's Cafe and Tric. The River court. I turn into his street and pull into the driveway. Seeing the sight of a familiar car in the driveway next to his. It was the Comet. Peyton was here. They were probably together.
I turned it off and got out of my car. Locking it before I made my way up the stairs.
I knocked at the front door. Once then twice. The door then opened in front of me.
I looked up and was met with the person I knew too well.
Brooke it's been awhile. Why are you here.? Peyton asked. Looking up at me.
I need to talk to Lucas. I said. Walking inside the house.
He should be in the living room or the kitchen. Peyton said. Looking up at me.
I started to walk further inside the home.
It was then that Lucas appeared. He had on a simple grey t shirt and jeans. His hair was cut short. He smiled up at me.
I resisted the urge to run my fingers through his hair.
Lucas we have to talk. It's important and can't wait. I said. Trying to not look directly in his eyes.
Okay Brooke let's talk in my room. He said. Looking back at me.
It was then that Peyton turned around and looked up at him.
Luke. We were in the middle of something. She said. Smiling up at him.
We'll get right back to it. Once I hear what Brooke has to say. Lucas said. Looking to her then back at me.
There is no need to be shy. We're all friends here. What is so important that you can't talk with me around.? Peyton asked. Looking up at me.
Peyton this conversation is between Lucas and I. I said. Looking back at her.
Well since Lucas is my boyfriend. Whatever you have to say to him concerns me. Peyton said.
Peyton it's clear that Brooke is going through something. And needs some support. Lucas said.
Yeah I bet support is what she's looking for. Now don't leave us in suspense Brooke what do you have to say.? Peyton asked. Smiling.
I'm pregnant!. And the baby is yours Lucas. I know the timing is terrible and I didn't plan this. I just found out. I've been struggling with what I want and if I could picture a child in my future. But before anything is decided I had to tell you first. I said. Looking up at him.
Wow. Brooke. This was not what I saw coming. When you showed up here tonight. Lucas said.
I know it was a shock to me to. So do you want to have this baby.? I asked. Looking up at him.
Don't believe a word that comes out of her mouth. She's lying trying to get back with you. And it's not like you were some innocent virgin. We all remember Chris Keller. Peyton said. Looking to me.
Peyton I thought we all moved on. Lucas said.
I'm not lying and I wouldn't try to take Lucas from you. I know what it's like to have your heartbroken. And like I said when I got here. This conversation is about Lucas and I. I turned my gaze to Lucas.
Whatever you decide I'll support you. Lucas said. Looking back at me.
I sighed with relief. Knowing regardless of what choice was made I wouldn't be alone.
I've thought about it. And I want to keep the baby. I said. Looking back at him.
Then we're having this baby. Lucas said. Looking to me.
My heart raced as he put his hand on my stomach.
I'll make an appointment with my doctor. And let you know when it is. I told him.
You let me know if you need anything and I'll be there. For the both of you I promise. Lucas said. Locking eyes with me.
I'm going to go. And thank you for reacting so well. Goodbye Lucas. I said. With a smile on my face.
I walked out the door and went down the stairs. Got into my car and began the drive home.
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