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To clear anything up, this takes place when Meredith is seeing Dr.Wyatt, the trial is still going, and Derek and Rose are dating. So its a little after A Piece of My Heart.

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Waking up the next morning Meredith and a weird sense of calm wash over her. Whether it was the phone call or throwing away a piece of her and Derek she felt somewhat relieved. After getting dressed and double checking she had everything in her bag she would need for the night she walked downstairs and out the door, not even bothering to greet her roommates. Although Meredith felt this calm, she had no desire to talk to any of her friends or much less go to work and have to see everyone. All she wanted was for the night to come, maybe for once she could feel like herself.

Once she got to Seattle Grace and changed into her scrubs, Meredith went in search of her interns. She found them by the nurses station and quickly gave them all assignments. Just as she was about to leave Derek and Rose approached the nurses station. It had been 8 weeks since Meredith and Derek had broken up and since than Derek and Rose had been on quite a few dates and were seen all around the hospital. Meredith had made a good job of effectively avoided them both any chance they got, but the fact they were still together never helped. Stealing a glance at her watch she realized she had just enough time to check on Derek and hers latest trial patient and try to see Dr. Wyatt.

"Oh Dr.Grey. I was just about to go see our latest trial patient, care to join me?" Derek asked just as she grabbed the chart from the cart.

Meredith turned on her heel to face the two and studied them clearly. Rose had a smile on her face, ear to ear and looked rather happy. Derek on the other hand had a worn look on his face and bags under his eyes, he looked tired and unhappy. Meredith couldn't help but feel happy that maybe he wasn't happy.

"I was just on my way now", Meredith said as she turned to start on her way to the patients room, Derek right behind her.

After talking to their and his family Meredith and Derek walked out of their patients room.

"Meredith", Derek grabbed her shoulder and turned her to face him. " I.."

"I gotta go, I have an appointment", Meredith said quickly and started down the hall towards Dr. Wyatt's office.

Meredith pushed open the door to Dr.Wyatt's office and walked right in. Without having to turn around Dr.Wyatt grabbed her notebook and sat in her chair.

"I have decided to pay a visit to my past tonight", Meredith said pulling the orange flier out of her scrub pant pocket and putting it flat on the table. Dr.Wyatt grabbed the flyer and started to read.

"Visiting a part of your past might be a good idea", Dr.Wyatt said still looking at the flier.

"So you think I should go?", Meredith said staring right at Dr.Wyatt.

"Do you want to go, Meredith?" Dr.Wyatt said looking up from the paper.

"I think I do, I'm tired of this Meredith. The Meredith of my past was a totally different person and sometime I miss that Meredith, instead of this always heartbroken and damaged Meredith" Meredith said looking away from Dr.Wyatt and at the fish tank.

"Okay than, go, try being that Meredith for a night. I have another appointment coming in, but come to be tomorrow. I want to hear about your night", Dr.Wyatt said getting up from her chair.

"Yeah", Meredith said giving Dr.Wyatt a half smile and walking out the door.

The rest of the day was a blur for Meredith. All she could think about was what was about to come tonight and than later that night when she walked into the resident lounge, Meredith pulled out her cell phone.

"Hey it's me again, tell them to expect me tonight at the front, oh and make sure everyone knows", Meredith said into the phone before hanging up. Tossing her phone back in her bag she changed out of her scrubs and into the clothes she came in this morning. Before leaving she double checked to make sure the clothes from the black box were in there from last and and than walked out of Seattle Grace and to her car. Pulling onto the roads of Seattle and turning left when she should have gone right to her house, going unnoticed by the man who was just getting in his car and turned onto the same street but turning right, running a hand through his brown locks and thinking of what he could say to the woman he left once again.

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