BPOV
We've been friends for a really long time, best friends, but I wish with all my heart that we were more. I knew it wasn't possible though. He was perfect and was beautiful on the inside and out. It hurt to think about this as I did so often, but it was the truth and it s not healthy to be in denial.
I was so deep in my thoughts that I hadn't noticed the beautiful voice softly calling my name. But as soon as I noticed, I gave him my full attention.
"Sorry Edward! What did you say?" I asked. I couldn't help but laugh at the expression on his gorgeous face. It was mixed with amusement, shock and concern.
This was mainly because lately I have been blanking out completely due to the fact of me thinking about Edward. This has been happening for the last few weeks and Edward is concerned about me, but he still finds my blank expression amusing, and he was shocked because I usually always answer him when he talks to me or calls my name. How can I not his voice is amazing. But today I was so deep in my thoughts I didn t hear him.
"Bella?" God I love it when he says me name.
"Bella are you all right?" he questioned me with a worried tone.
"I'm fine Edward, honestly I m just thinking" He seemed more at ease when I told him that.
"Okay, that's good" he said.
All of a sudden his expression turned really soft, and his green eyes were piercing mine.
"Because if anything happened to you, I don't know what I would do. So Bella promise me you'll take good care of yourself"
I couldn't answer I was lost in his eyes.
"Bella, promise me" He said again with desperation colouring his tone and every word he spoke.
"I promise" I whispered. He looked relieved when I said that.
His kind and caring words made my heart melt, but I knew better than to get my hopes up he thinks of me as a sister not a girlfriend, or soul mate.
"Thank-you" he whispered back
"Well I had better go, Mother wants some help with the house work today" Edward said. He turned to leave but I grabbed his arm and pulled him around to face me. He looked confused.
"Edward, can you promise me to look after yourself?" I quickly said.
I knew that I wouldn't be able to exist if Edward didn't.
He gave me a soft smile and leaned forward and kissed me on the forehead and said "I promise!"
I was satisfied so I said to say hi to Elizabeth for me. (Edward's Mother)
Edward was already walking away as he screamed over his shoulder "Will do!"
