Yo readers and how are you on this fine evening, just saying thanks to the people who reviewed last chapter and of course to the people who actually read my story.
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(NARUTO POV TWO DAYS LATER)
I walked threw the gates of Konoha, my head down and my eyes hidden behind my hair, I drew little attention to myself as I walked through the village and towards my apartment.
"Naruto you're back, how did it go, did you get Sasuke back, is he here, where is he, Naruto come on don't hold out on me, tell me already." Sakura whined into my ear.
I only just realise now how truly annoying she is and I can't believe I ever had a crush on her, she's a bitch, she's always hitting me and judging me because of what I am, she may not do it out loud but I can see it in her eyes, they barely concealed her hatred for me, just waiting for me to do something wrong so she can once again compare me to that fucking bastard.
"He's not here Sakura, I failed, again." Sakura frowned at me looking me up and down with those eyes of hers that I know are showing the hatred she has towards me, but I don't look up at her, I just keep walking, with my head down, and eyes hidden, knowing that they would be all red and puffy from crying the whole way home.
"You didn't fail, there's always next time right, I know you can do it, for me please bring him back." Ha she still thinks that'll work on me, stupid whore, who does she think she is, all well better just clear things up for her then.
"No Sakura there won't be a next time." I tell her, she looks at me again suspiciously this time, trying to figure out whether I'm a fake or not, my voice is monotoned and I refuse to look at her for fear of her picking up weakened state.
"What do you mean there won't be a next time?" She asked an accusing tone in her voice.
"I mean exactly what I say, there will be no next time at least not for me anyway if you want to try go ahead, but he made his choice and he ain't coming back to Konoha Sakura." Sakura stopped and I stopped as well, she slapped me and my head swung to the side, I looked at her face ignoring all the looks we were getting from the villages, they were mainly glares for me but others looked on in approval, there were tears in her eyes and she looked angry as well.
"How could you Naruto, you said you'd bring him back, you promised me that you would." She yelled at me.
"Yeah well I guess that'll teach me to promise the impossible, sorry for disappointing you 'Sa-ku-ra ch-an'." I yelled back adding a bit of sarcasm in my voice.
She punched me this time and I fell to the floor, to weak to take it because I still hadn't taken care if my wounds from my fight with Sasuke, not that she noticed.
"You're so selfish Naruto, when will you learn to put others needs before your own, Sasuke is much more important than your problems asshole, so why don't you just stop being so selfish for once and work on my needs as well teammate, I need Sasuke back here and you said you would get him back so why haven't you." Sakura screamed at me, kicking me in the stomach as she went.
"I'm sorry then, I'm sorry for all the things I've done and the things I have neglected,
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you to be protected,
I'm sorry I couldn't bring Sasuke back because he called me a monster,
and most of all I'm sorry for the fact that I gave up on you all,
you were never my friends I was just used,
I realise now that I'm just here to be abused,
I'm sorry I couldn't have done better by you,
I know I really could have to,
I'm sorry for all the things I've done wrong,
I'm a monster and demon and I knew it all along,
every says it even Kakashi,
I knew it from the start you were using me before passing,
you abused me and destroyed my heart,
I tried I really did but you all made me fall apart,
I hate you all you hate me to,
kill me now I've got nothing more to offer you,
so please I beg of you take my life,
at least then I'll be gone and you can forget I was alive." I said that poem I made to her.
She looked shocked at my words, the villagers to, I just noticed this but we had picked up an audience, all my so called friends were there to hear me as well, even Baa-chan and Iruka sensei, hell even Kakashi was there and he wasn't reading his porn for once, it was dropped on the floor by his feet, they were all watching me and I realised I was crying, I must have started when I was reciting my poem or when Sakura was kicking me in the stomach, a few people had recorders out and were filming the whole thing, others looked on with guilt and sadness in their eyes as they just realised now how much of an impact all they did to me had.
"N-Naruto, I-"
"Don't, just don't, leave me alone, Baa-chan I'm leaving the village tomorrow, I won't be saying goodbyes so this is the only warning you'll get, I'm packing my stuff as soon as I get back to my apartment and as soon as I'm done I'm leaving." I told her.
she nodded and didn't say anything, she knew she couldn't stop me, no one could as I walked away I untied my ninja head band from my forehead and took out a kunai, the people around me flinched and a couple moved forward a bit probably thinking I was going to commit suicide.
I dragged the kunai across the leaf sign on my band and crossed it out marking myself as a rouge, no one dared challenge me not even the Anbu, everyone just let me pass and I knew it was the right thing to do, leaving was the only way.
The moment I cut across the leaf insignia, I felt... Happy, for the first time in my life, it was a strange feeling, like I was floating, I felt like I could shit rainbows if I wanted to, I almost skipped back to my apartment where I immediately fell asleep on my bed, knowing I'd probably have trouble in the morning from other ninja if I didn't leave quickly.
