A/N Sorry this took so long to update, i just didn't know where this story was going. Uber mental blank. But I do now and I'm excited. Get excited.


Kaoru allowed his twin to pull him up and walk him outside protectively. Being with Hikaru made him feel safe again. As he walked he made a mental note to put the boys actions out of his head.

Chapter 2: The message, the name and the note.

In the gardens of the academy Kaoru felt peaceful again. He was surrounded by his friends. He and Hikaru were sitting together on the grass watching Honey and Haruhi spin in circles. His twin was holding his waist tightly, aware there was something slightly wrong. Usually Hikaru would have been playing with Haruhi and forced him to play as well. But he hadn't let Kaoru go since he pulled him out of the classroom. Kaoru leaned back into his twins embrace. Put this morning out of your mind, he thought to himself. Hikaru kept his eyes on the horizon but tightened his hold around his brother.

Kaoru laughed at Haruhi when she fell over. He stood up pulling Hikaru up with him. His twin looked at him amused for a moment, as Kaoru started spinning.

"Haruhi!" Tamaki shouted joining in the spinning, "don't hurt yourself!"

"MiLord, we both all know you are much more likely to hurt yourself." Both twins said in unison. They both went and placed their arms around Haruhi while watching Tamaki spin. The blonde had an ecstatic grin on his face.

"Commoners games are so much fun," he said swaying, "you must have won all the time Haruhi."

"What's there to win, the point is to get dizzy..?" Haruhi said blankly.


They made their way back in from their break, saying goodbye to the others.

"Are we having a themed Host Club this afternoon..? Kyoya didn't say anything." Haruhi said pushing the door open.

"Nah just normal." Hikaru answered.

Kaoru walked in behind them, he was feeling slightly uneasy from this morning. Even though he tried to place the whole thing from his mind, he saw his water in a bin and felt his stomach clench. When he walked in the room he saw the boys from this morning. But they didn't look up or acknowledge him when he took his seat.

'Maybe they have moved on,' Kaoru thought happily.

He had never been in this situation. Hikaru had always been with him, but had people secretly wanted to pick on him all this time..?

Kaoru sighed into his book, if Hikaru had been with him, he would have beaten the shit out of them. 'Maybe I should tell Hikaru,' Kaoru thought uneasily, 'but then he would have this same uneasy feeling and he may stop acting with me...'

Kaoru sighed again miserably, he couldn't tell Hikaru.

He kept his eyes forward and made himself concentrate on the boring classes for the rest of the day. He found that he was concentrating so hard on concentrating that he wasn't actually concentrating on the class. So when lunch started he hardly noticed. Hikaru once again pulled him up and drew him into a hug.

The rest of the day went faster and Kaoru started enjoying himself again. Him and Hikaru made fun of Tamaki during lunch and then teased Haruhi though the entire next lesson until they got to the Host Club.

Kaoru put his bag down where he and Hikaru would be entertaining today and froze. In the top of his bag sitting on a book was a folded note. Kaoru tilted his head and read the word on it. 'faggot.'

He froze and coughed lightly, someone had been in his bag.

Kaoru stood there for a moment, with his heart pumping in his ears painfully. Hikaru was with Haruhi making tea, and wasn't there to see his inner turmoil.

"I'm sorry," Kaoru said standing and grabbing his bag, "I can't be here right now."

He heard Kyoya and Tamaki yelling at him from their seats as he left through the doors. He paged the driver and made his way down to the turning circle to be picked up. He had left without saying anything to Hikaru, his twin would be upset with him.

The driver was waiting for him when he got to the pick up area. Yet as he got in and put his seat belt on the car didn't move.

"It's just me." Kaoru said hating talking to the driver.

"Oh," The man made a nose and the car started.

He sat in silence and put the window up that separated him from the driver. Carefully he got the note out of his bag. It was folded over and the first page read 'faggot.' He nervously opened the paper and saw two well drawn figures. One was tagged as him, the other, a masked man was having sex with him! Down the bottom of the page there was a sentence scrawled in messy hand writing. It said, "the punishment for fags like you."

Kaoru folded the note back up and placed it back into his bag. He felt sick and the car was making him feel claustrophobic.

He couldn't arrive home fast enough. He jumped out of the car and left the door open. His house which usually looked so welcoming seemed lonely and unfriendly without his twin. It was a massive Greek style mansion, which was designed with a market place in mind. So that each room flows into the next, yet it was also designed with the same disorientation of a market place. So some of the staircases didn't go to the second floor, and instead one found themselves on the forth. For example to get to the third floor study, one needs to take the stairs to the basement, and then go the the right hand staircase which jumps three floors and ends up in the study.

Kaoru decided he would go to his twins room and wait till he got home. As he walked up the staircase to their rooms, his phone vibrated in his pocket.

"I'm sorry Hikaru," Kaoru said answering his phone.

"No worries faggot." Came an unfamiliar voice on the other end. "I will punish you later."

Kaoru held the phone away from his ear and looked at it. 'Private number,' he dropped it and let it clatter down the stair case as he fled to Hikaru's room and under the covers of his twins bed.

He stayed under the covers letting the darkness calm him down. Shortly though he felt his twin come into the room. He must have left the host club early, probably had to wait for the driver.

He felt the depression on the bed next to him and then the movement of the blankets. Slowly dim light pierced Kaoru's surroundings as his twins body moved in next to him.

"Kaoru."

Kaoru turned over and looked into his twins eyes.

"Kaoru, what is wrong?" His twin whispered.

Kaoru didn't know what to say, there was no point in lying, but he couldn't say the truth.

"I'm okay, Hikaru. I just need to lay with you."

He felt Hikaru's arms wrap arm his body and then pull him to his twins chest. He felt calm with Hikaru. It didn't matter what anyone else thought, as long as he had his twin. He numbly thought of what the voice I said on the phone. 'I will punish you later,' did that mean they were going to do something with him... Kaoru swallowed uneasily. He felt his twin tense as if sensing his discomfort. In a flash Hikaru rolled on top of him and pinned him down with his arms and legs.

"Kaoru, talk to me."

Kaoru looked up at his twin. He was beautiful, muscular is some ways, but tender in others. Yet his eyes were etched in worry. Kaoru allowed himself to stayed pinned down under his twin until he felt it.

A throb in his pants.

He froze for a moment as if hoping he hadn't felt it. But there it was again. His twin had made him hard. Kaoru twisted under his twins arms and jumped out of his bed. He moved quickly into the bathroom, locking the door behind him as he looked at his boner.

"Shit," He whispered to himself.

His twin, his brother had gotten him hard. That was so disgusting. Kaoru put his hands through his hair, his twin was turning him on.

This had never happened before, he had slept next to his twin, been naked and had showers with him. But he had never gotten aroused from Hikaru.

"Kaoru! What is going on?" He twin half yelled from behind the door.

Kaoru almost cried, he could hear the anxiety in his twins voice.

"Nothing all good Hikaru, I'm..." Kaoru trailed off and then leaned into the shower and turned the taps on, "I'm just having a shower."

There was a pause behind the bathroom door, Kaoru could almost hear the thoughts running through his twins mind, "okay... I will find us some food."

Kaoru waited some moments and heard his twin lightly leave the room for the kitchen. Kaoru breathed a sigh of relief before turning his attention back to his large problem. His school pants were awfully tight so he quickly unzipped them and pulled them off along with the rest of his uniform. He decided now that he was here he would actually have a shower.

The warm water trailed down his body, he numbly hoped it would help his erection go away, but it seemed to only make it worse. Leaning against the wall of the shower he lightly stroked himself. In his mind he was allowed to think of what ever he wanted right? He closed his eyes and forced himself to think of the porn he had looked at a handful of times. His mother had bought him and Hikaru some magazines which they had both flicked through eagerly. But had been slightly repulsed by the images. Not that they found anything wrong with naked women, it was just how they posed and acted. Some would say it was pride in their bodies, but Kaoru would argue that it was lack of dignity. Kaoru opened his eyes again and shook his head, how could he be attracted to women when the first look he had of their bodies was so disgusting. Plus he spent enough time around girls at the host club, listening to them chat. It was enough to drive him off girls for the rest of his life, they were vain, selfish, shallow, only interested in him for his looks and forbidden love act with his twin.

...Hikaru...

Lightly Kaoru's pace on his erection picked up, he couldn't stop the images of his twin filling his mind. Shirtless in bed together, swimming together, how close they had been only moments before. Hikaru had been on top of him, just where he wanted him to be. Concerned and caring yet dominate and rough at the same time. His mind flashed to the drawn image of him and he imagined Hikaru as the masked man. He and his twin, flesh on flesh. Perfect mirrors creating heaven with each thrust. Kaoru arched his back as he came over the wall, his body shuddering out every last drop.

Kaoru stared in shock at the milky white liquid covering the wall for a moment before the reality hit him. He had just come from thoughts of his twin.

He hosed down the wall and turned the heat up on the shower. Immediately the hot water burned his flesh but he deserved it. He had to escape the dirty feeling. There must be something mentally wrong, he had just – no he couldn't even think of it without feeling sick. It was so wrong. He jumped out of the shower and looked at his red body. How could he justify this?

"Kaoru! Come out I have us super spicy curry." His twin said breaking his thoughts.

Kaoru hung his head, he wanted this small happiness. There was nothing to the events of today, by tomorrow things would be better again. He grabbed a towel and put it around his waist before opening the door and meeting his mirrors eyes.

Both twins watched each other silently for a moment longer than usual.

"Super spicy." Hikaru said finally.

Kaoru grinned and walked over to the now made bed where there were trays of food and their school books were laying.

"Get dressed and I will help you with your physics homework." Hikaru said with a patient smile.

Kaoru nodded and grabbed some of Hikaru's trackies and went into the bathroom. He couldn't change in front of his twin. He had almost reached the door when a hand met his arm. Kaoru looked to his twin.

Hikaru was turned away from him but his hold on Kaoru's arm was firm. Kaoru didn't need him to speak, he understood the gesture. Don't hide from me, I won't look if that's what you want. Kaoru sighed and pulled on the trackies before taking his brother hand and leading him to the bed.

They ate in silence, having resumed their usual form. They didn't need words to speak. Fleeting eye contact, slight touches, it was enough.

Kaoru lay his head down on his pillow, he wouldn't sleep in Hikaru's bed tonight. He blinked into the darkness letting the events flood his mind. Everything would be fine tomorrow. Time heals all right? An uneasy sleep washed over him, it only deepened when he felt another beside him, his mirror, holding him close.


Chapter 3. Ladies?

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