Karai took the girl home with her.
April has never been to Karai's, not voluntarily or as a prisoner, and the girl drinks in the surroundings, slowly turning around in a circle. She is ignoring the strangeness that this whole situation is, her friends trying to kill her, her enemy taking her in, in favour of simply creating her own memories. Step by step, piece by piece, she's building what other people have their whole life to work on.
Karai's room is, not very surprisingly, messy. There are clothes scattered on the floor and a multitude of things lying on top of each other on her writing desk; makeup, pencils, throwing stars, even some schoolwork. It obvious she hasn't lived there very long, though. The walls are a very not-Karai light blue colour, and the posters meant to cover them are still mostly lying rolled up on the floor. There is no closet, and the few garments that are not thrown across the room are all gathered in a large pile in a corner.
"So," Karai says from where she's sitting cross-legged on the bed. "You're a clone of the princess?"
The girl flinches. "Yeah, I'm a clone of the lovely little April. Aren't I pretty?" She snorts. "Of course, I can't actually be pretty. April is pretty. I'm just a copy."
Karai shrugs. "Who cares about pretty? You can defend yourself, that's for sure. Way better than that little miss high and mighty." She smirks. "Besides, she isn't really all that pretty."
"Am I supposed to take that as a compliment?"
"Take it however you want, Red."
The girl turns away from Karai, and suddenly she's facing April, staring back at her from a mirror with an ornate, black frame.
Her hair isn't tied up in its neat ponytail anymore, and there are still bruises covering most of her freckles, but there is no question about it; she is April.
"I'm curious," Karai continues, not picking up on the girl's melancholy at all. "If you're a clone, then how come you can fight better than her? And why would they even bother cloning her in the first place? I mean, she's worthless."
"They made some adjustments during the cloning process," the girl says quietly. "Adding some things to my knowledge and skills, for example. But they didn't find it necessary to let me know everything, like why they need her so much. Why bother? I'm just an experiment meant to throw away."
That rage she felt earlier is coming back, but she has a hard time directing it. She doesn't know if she's angry with the Kraang for making her what she is, or with April for being the exact same but having so much more.
"Why are you moping so about it? If they hadn't created you you wouldn't even exist. Who cares if you are a clone; at least you're alive."
Her anger keeps bubbling up, and suddenly there is someone to throw it at. She spins around and scowls at Karai, hands curling into fist at her sides.
"What do you mean why am I moping? I'm not human! There's someone out there who looks exactly like me, who thinks exactly like me. My personality isn't my own; it's just an imprint of hers!"
Heart pounding, quick intakes of air, limbs still aching from her fight earlier. Everything feels so human, exactly what April always felt like in her memories. A beating heart, working lungs. A brain taking everything in and evaluating it, turning it into emotions boiling through her body.
Moments like this nearly makes her forget that none of these are her sensations, her body. Just a copy.
Something like steel has crossed Karai's face, extinguishing the teasing boredom that harboured there before. She stands up and walks closer. The very room is holding it's breath, waiting for her words. The air quivers.
"Don't you dare act like I should be feeling sorry for you. You've got life, and feelings and thoughts and a working body, when you shouldn't even be here at all. If you ask me, that's pretty freaking lucky, no matter the reason you were created." She pokes the girl in the chest with a sharp finger. "Lots of people have it way worse than you. Lots of people are dead, or dying, and you're not. So man up or I'll throw you back on the street."
"But it isn't fair!" the girl screams. "How am I supposed to know what is real? How am I supposed to know that anything I think or do is based on my own thoughts and judgements and experiences, and not just a copy of what April would do?" She's crying now, big ugly tears rolling down her cheeks and dropping from her chin, falling to the floor like rain. She doesn't want to admit how much it hurts, and she doesn't want Karai to see her like this. She turns away, once again facing the mirror and her own tear-brimming eyes. "How am I supposed to be my own person?" she whispers.
She can see Karai's face soften in the mirror. "I'd say it's impossible for you to bee an exact copy of April, no matter how similar you are on the surface. You bleed black, don't you? April doesn't, that much I know." She smirks, and the girl is thrown back to a memory of Karai hitting and hitting April, taking her to the ground again and again.
She grimaces, forgetting for a moment that the pain she remembers isn't her own.
Karai tilts her head to the side and meets the girl's gaze in the mirror. "You know what? You aren't like her on the inside, so why not change you on the outside too?"
"What?" The girl turns around, but Karai has already put her attention elsewhere. She's digging through the mountain of stuff on her desk, sending a cascade of papers and books to the floor. After a moment she holds her hand in the air, a victorious grin on her lips.
"Aha!" She twirls the objects between her fingers before gripping it tightly. It's a knife, slightly curved and gleaming in the light. The girl still doesn't understand, and Karai rolls her eyes. "I'm cutting off your hair, silly."
"Oh." The girl's fingers touch a strand of her red hair. April had been saving it for years, wanting it to be long and luscious even though she deep down knew it wouldn't happen.
April had been saving it.
She lets her hand fall.
"Go at it," she says.
She's seated in front of the mirror and the floor around her is covered in red strands of hair. The girl staring back at her from the mirror looks as surprised as she is feeling.
Her hair is short, cropped off above her ears in a spiky style standing up and about in all directions. The girl in the mirror looks like someone tough and perky, someone who does what she wants when she wants.
She doesn't look like April.
"You know what you need?" Karai says, not looking up from her work, "a name. I cant keep calling you 'girl', it's messing up my head."
"I haven't even thought about it." The idea tickles her mind; her own name. The first step towards an identity. "Any suggestions?"
"You could keep up the whole named after months thing. How about June?"
"No," she says quickly. "I don't want my name to be based on April in any way; it'll be mine, not hers."
"Okay, then. Lisa? Emma? Hanna?"
"Those are awfully uncreative."
"Shut up, Red." Karai stops herself, tapping the tip of her knife at the girl's head. "What do you think about that? Red?"
She can't keep the smile back. "Still not very creative. But I like it. Red." She tastes the name, lets it roll over her tongue. She isn't April, the girl with a daddy issues and a tendency to get kidnapped. She is Red, the clone who bleeds black and survives where all her sisters dies.
And she will own it.
AN: Well then, the oneshot became a twoshot. Still no promises that I'll keep writing it though. I hope i kept Karai in character. It might be a litte weird that she decided to take the clone in out of nowhere, but i thought it kind of fitted her rebellious, impulsive nature. Besides, she and the Shredder have cooperated with the Kraang, who created Red.
