I was so stunned. In all this mess I had totally forgotten about the treaty, Jasper must feel so bad. "But, Jasper's gone, so he's not a threat so we can still stay cant we?" I sort of pleaded them.
"I'm afraid not, he is…was, part of our clan. Therefore we are still responsible; we are leaving in 20 minutes." With that Carlisle left the room, to go pack his stuff I suppose. I felt so bad, this is all my fault. Right now would usually be when Jasper chimes in on my feeling and tells me that it's not my fault, or I am worth it. Edward isn't making me feel worth it at all. Poor Alice, oh poo, Alice. She was standing next to the window, just staring out.
"Alice?" I whispered from where I was, I knew she would hear me.
"Mmhmm" she mumbled.
"Alice, you have to go pack. I'm so sorry; I've ruined your family…"
"No... No Bella. You didn't."
"But now you have to move, Edward is angry at me, and Jasper left! How is that not my fault? If I had never changed everything would be the same as it was yesterday morning! You can't deny that!" I was so angry at myself! How could I do this to them?
"Yes we have to move, but we'd have to move at the end of the year anyway, he's just angry at you because…well I don't know why."
"But still, Jasper left beca…" She cut into my sentence.
"Because Edward attacked him..."
"Alice…im so sorry"
"Edward is the reason my mate ran away…Edward is the reason I'm alone." She whispered, I barely heard her, even with my vampire hearing.
I walked over to her and hugged her with all my might. He would come back wouldn't he?
"C'mon sweetheart lets go pack. He'll come back when he's ready." I turned her around, I had to steady her because her tearless sobs we're racking her body so badly.
"H-he…l-l-left…me" I rubbed her back, "Honey, he will come back. I will find him. I know he loves you, and you sure love him. He can't stay away for long…" God I hoped he would come home soon. POO, we're leaving…Jasper probably won't know. The pack will kill him if he comes back here. I should tell Alice…but…she's not ready to hear something like that. She probably figured that out by now anyway…
I led her to her room, and then went to Edward's room, seeing as I don't actually have a room here. Edward was bent over near his CD racks, getting the last few from the bottom shelf. "Why are you here?" Where did that come from?
"I…I have to leave to."
"Why? You're not in this fam…" I broke him off I couldn't stand what he was saying; he was being a right turd face.
"So what Edward, I'm just the vampire's girlfriend that was accidently changed? I will be killed if I stay here, you know that. What is up with you?"
"I just…you…"
"Spit it out! Why are you acting…well not like you?"
"You're not the same anymore."
"I'm not human anymore."
"Exactly. You're not the same anymore."
"So what, this was all a game for you? You had a fragile little human to look after and love, and now she's like you and doesn't need to be taken care of anymore, so you don't love her…?"
"…yes…" It was like a slap in the face.
"I…don't understand." Well how did this all happen?
"Well, you were so fragile and you loved me, I didn't really have a choice but to love you back. I had nothing to do with my life, its SO boring. So looking after you took up quite a bit of my time, I wasn't as bored anymore. I figured you would get over me when we graduate and leave." He was telling the truth, I could somehow feel it.
"You…You are SICK!" I stormed out of his room and down the staircase. As I went down I saw Rosalie looking at me and...Smiling. What the hell was up with her! Urgh I was so pissed! I just went down to the drive way, got in my car and went to the only person I felt like talking to, even if he might kill me on sight.
So yeah. 2 chapters in one day. I am so cool
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Idea's for next chapter please, BTW I have a few ideas for Bella's power, but suggestions would be good. I want it to be something original.
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