A/N: haha I haven't updated this in like four months or something I dunno I didn't count but w/e anyway sorry if this is a little OOC my mind is a little conjubilated... well that sounded okay in my head... anyway tell me what you think!!! And trust me I will update a lot sooner this time lol...

Disclaimer: I know I know it's not mine

BPOV

My nostrils filled with the smell of bacon as I slowly opened my sleepy eyelids. I attempted to jump out of bed to get to the bacon quicker, when a sharp pain slashed through my lower abdomen. I called out in pain and grabbed at my stomach as I fell back onto the bed. I curled up and hugged my knees with one hand grabbing my stomach.

I heard Charlie's heavy footsteps bounding up the stairs and into my room.

"Bella?" I sucked in a breath and turned over to look at Charlie. He was standing in my doorway, spatula still in his hand. He walked over to me and rubbed my back.

"Are you okay?" I grimaced. Of course I'm not okay! I was raped and now I can barely walk! I nodded my head anyway and let him help me sit up.

"Oh Bella…" He breathed and rubbed my arms. I looked down to see splotches of black blue all over them. Charlie's hand went up to my cheek and my head turned quickly to avoid his hand. He dropped his arm but grabbed my hand and pulled me out of bed and helped me down the stairs sitting me into a chair.

He smiled at me and I managed one back as he went back to cooking. Something out of place then occurred to me.

"Why are you here?" He turned around and looked appalled. "I mean, why aren't you at work?" He nodded and turned back around.

"I got the day off to help you out." He turned off the stove and brought a plate with bacon, eggs and pancakes on it over to me. I smiled at him. "Bella, I can also call in to the school and tell them you won't be there tomorrow."

My head snapped up.

"No!" He looked surprised.

"Why not?"

"I-I don't want Edward to think something is wrong. I don't want him to know."

His brow furrowed. "Why?"

"Because as much as I hate him-" I hissed the word "- right about now, I'd rather Edward didn't go to jail for murder." Or for letting the whole world know he is a vampire.

Charlie nodded but didn't look quite convinced. He still thought Edward was the one who did it.

"Who- um, who-" Charlie stuttered not quiet able to get it out. I grimaced and lowered my head.

"Mike." I mumbled. Charlie's head snapped up.

"That's not possible, Mike is a good boy." He said gruffly. I just lowered my head and flinched away from the name and tried to keep my tears at bay. Charlie must have seen the look on my face because he let it drop.

We finished our breakfast in silence. I stood up slowly and told him I was going to go take a shower. He nodded solemnly.

When I got to the bathroom I stripped off all of my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror. My legs had bruises from where his held me down. My breasts were bruised, my arms, my wrists. But mostly my neck where he choked me. There was a purple bruise ringing my neck. My face was the worst though. Almost my whole entire face was black and blue. I didn't know what I would tell Edward. This many bruises couldn't be from just falling.

I sighed and turned on the water. I got in and scrubbed every inch of my body. My arms and stomach had scratched from me clawing at myself so much. My body finally just sank onto the floor of the tub and I curled up and let the water beat onto my head and back.

I started crying as I thought how unfair this is and how right Mike was. I felt so awful because I was his now, in a way. He took the only thing I had to give Edward. My body racked with sobs as I thought of that. It wasn't fair! I wanted Edward to be my first. I wanted Edward to have that. We were supposed to loose it together when he finally got his head out of his ass and saw that the only way for us to be together was if he changed me. It wasn't fair!

After sitting there crying for a while I finally took a deep breath, pulled myself up and turned off the water. When I got to my room I through on my nightclothes and fell back asleep and didn't wake up until morning.


In order to hide the bruises from Edward, I pulled on a long sleeve, turtle neck sweater and had put on more make-up than usual. Mostly just cover up, but I didn't get it all. I figured that I would just have to tell Edward that I tripped and fell down the stairs.

I walked down said stairs and Charlie was there to give me some toast and give me a not so awkward hug. I climbed into the cab of my truck. I pulled out of the driveway and drove to school. I took several deep breaths to keep from crying and smearing my make-up.

When I collected myself I opened the door and got out. I had already seen Edward's Volvo as soon as I had pulled in. I walked towards him now dreading the reaction I would receive if he might see through my pathetic "disguise".

He smiled at me as he took my small, soft hands in his. He smile quickly fell as he spotted the bruises that I hadn't been able to cover up. He raised his hand to softly stroke my cheek, but as I had yesterday morning, I quickly turned my head away. Edward's hand coming towards my face all of a sudden scared me. His frown deepened as he saw this and he dropped his hand.

When I looked back at him his eyes had succumbed to pools of black.

"What happened?" His voice was soft but his eyes were hard and cold.

"I- I fell. I'm sorry, i- it just hurts." I managed. Edward face smoothed into a soft, amused smile.

"I leave you alone for two days!" he exclaimed. I turned my head away. I felt bad about lying to him, but I couldn't let him ruin everything Carlisle had built for them just because Mike is stupid. I knew it was worse than that too, but I figured if I pretended that it was small it would seem small and would rip me open inside so much. It wasn't working.

I was actually surprised. I had figured that Alice would have seen… it. I was sure that Edward would have already known and seen right through my lie but he had been acting normal all day. But now I had P.E. and thank god Edward wasn't in this class with me, otherwise he would have realized something more happened than just me falling down the stairs. Unfortunately Mike was in this class though.

I wanted so bad to skip but I knew if I did Edward would get suspicious. So I walked into the locker rooms after a goodbye to Edward and changed into my gym clothes. The shorts and t-shirt didn't hide much. I crossed my arms and used my hands to hide some of the bigger bruises but they were still very noticeable. I hoped Edward wouldn't be "listening" today to hear what people would say about the bruises.

As I walked into the gym I saw a couple heads turned and hear a few whispers but I did my best to ignore and went to lean against the wall with my head turned away from them.

I was just starting to block out all the annoying whispers when I heard footsteps walking towards me. My head snapped around and I relaxed slightly when I saw it was just Jessica and Angela. My eyes quickly scanned the gym to find Mike at a suitable distance away. I cringed and turned back to the girls that had just reached me.

"Bella, what happened to you?" Concern was eminent in Angela's voice but Jessica's eyes said that she was just looking for new gossip. I managed the best smile I could conger.

"Oh you know me, I just tripped walking down my stairs." I said and they seemed to be convinced. They said a few other things about hoping that I get better and such but Jessica just looked like she was disappointed that something really bad hadn't happened to me. Oh how wrong she was.

We were playing dodge ball today and I guessed Coach Clapp had seen all my bruises and decided I didn't need any knew ones and let me sit in the bleachers and just watch. I did for the first few minutes but I found I had to look away after catching Mike smirking at me with a evil, lustful glint I his eye a few times.

Gym finally ended and I hurried back into the locker rooms to change. I left with a few more girls wishing me a full recovery and came out to find Edward scowling.

"What?" I asked. He looked down at me still frowning.

"Newton has been thinking some very inappropriate things all day." I stiffened and shrugged.

"Boy's will be boy's" I said trying to brush it off. I started to walk back to the parking lot when I felt Edward's cold arms snake around my body. I froze and winced as his hands hit bruises on my rib cage. I stopped moving and pulled his arms away.

"Sorry," he said softly. I just nodded and kept walking. He followed me to my truck and opened the door for me. I started to climb in and shied away from his hand as he went to grab my arm. He frowned.

"Do you want me to come over?" He sounded vulnerable. I shrugged and new that I was hurting him right now, but I just wanted to go home, break down and cry myself to sleep. He nodded and reached for my hand. I pulled it away. And looked out the other window, ashamed.

"I love you." He seemed so sad and I almost started crying then.

"I love you too." I whispered. He nodded and closed the door to the truck. I let out a jagged sigh. I held it in until I got about a mile away from the school and then tears started leaking out of my eyes and down my face blurring my face. I pulled into my driveway and got out of the truck into my house. I closed the door and my back scraped across it as I slid down to the floor tears streaming out of my eyes.

A/N: I'm Sorry if it was short I wasn't really paying attention and it took long enough to write so just be happy that its there :) Okay so I was kinda toying with the idea of doing some of this in Edward's point of view but I'm not sure anyway tell me what you think!

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-DeepGoldEyes