Thanks to all of you who added me as fav author, fav story, or any alerts. you are all amazing. you guys rock! OK everyone, you're going to hate me. I'm putting Rising Sun on hold. For those of you reading it, I'm sorry. For those that are not, well, I don't have anything to say to you. Yes, I don't own twilight or any characters. I don't see any point in saying it, it just kills my happiness.

Chapter 2

BPOV

I walked into the cafateria. Today wasn't bad so far, everyone was happy to be back, and to see their friends again. Of course, my worst classes were lunch and gym, and they hadn't happened yet.

I got in line and grabbed a tray, then scanned the lunchroom for a place to sit. First I saw Tanya, trying to kill me with her glare, and trust me, if it was possible I would be dead. Then I saw all of my friends sitting at a nearly full table. Half the table was filled with my regular frineds, including Jessica, Angela, Ben, Tyler, and Mike. The other half had Edward and his family, and Jacob.

I smiled and went to go sit with them. I passed Tanya's table on the way.

"Hi, guys!" I greeted, and put my try on the table. Suddenly, something, or someone, caught on my ankle, making me fall. I tried to grab the edge of the table to catch myself, but insted grabbed the edge of the tray, spewing food all over the culpret.

I slowly stood and turned around, only to see Tanya White, covered in today's lunch menu. I stiffled a laugh. Then I looked her in the eye and made my expression one of mock sympathy.

"Ohmigosh Tanya! I'm so sorry! Did you get mashed potatoes on your guchi bag? Oh that's just too bad, isn't it?" I said sarcasticly. The people sitting at my table snikered, while the people at Tanya's table glared at me.

Tanya herself seemed to ignore my comment, and turned to Edward. Was she going to ask him out again?

"Wow, Edward, you hang out with this slut? You know, you could come over to my table. We have plenty of room for your family too." She smiled, and I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry, Tanya. I think my family and I are perfectly happy here." I noticed he didn't comment on the 'slut' part.

"Oh, okay then. I'll see you around." She turned back to me. She hissed quietly at me, so no one else would hear. "If you ever try anything with him, you will die in seven minutes, bitch." She said. Then began to walk away. I grabbed her arm to stop her, no way was she getting away with that comment.

"Yeah, well you might as well give up now, because he will never go out with you. I can promise you that much. You can go now, I'm done with you." I turned away, and felt her glare. I went and sat down next to Edward.

"Hi!" I said cheerfully.

"Hey." He responed. "Would you be okay with coming over to my house this afternoon? I told Tanya you were last night." At first I wasn't concerned, but at his last few words, my head snapped up.

"L-last night?" I asked.

"Yeah, what's... Oh! No, she was on AIM last night talking to me." He said.

"Okay, I'm fine now. I'm alright with going over to your house."I answered, returning to what was left of my food.

"Cool, I'll meet you at your house and you can leave the truck there." I nodded.

"Alright. No Alice, you cannot take me shopping!" I called to her.

"Grrr." She grumbled. I laughed. Then I got a briliant idea; Alice's birthday was coming up. I turned to Edward, and - making sure Alice wouldn't hear - I told him my plan.

"No Bella! You are not getting me a barbie doll. I have you for that." Alice called to me.

"How the hell does she do that?!?!?!" I asked. Everyone but Jake laughed.

"Actually, I agree with her. I was sitting next to Bells and I didn't hear what she was saying." Jake said in my defense.

"Thank you!" I said.

"Don't try to figure me out. There is no solution to the question that is Alice Cullen. Just more questions under the surface." Alice smiled. I rolled my eyes. Wierdo.

"So true, Bella, so true." Jasper told me, grinning.

"What?" I asked.

"That Alice is strange." I shook my head and smiled.

"I thought Edward was the one who knew what I was thinking." I laughed with everyone else. Then I looked at the time.

"Shit! We're going to be late for class!" I stood and threw away my garbage. Then I came back for my books. No one else was getting ready.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Easy!" Jacob responded. "We're not going to class. And niether are you!" Suddenly giant arms wrapped around my waist and I was hoisted over a shoulder.

"Emmett. Put. Me. DOWN." I told him as mencingly as I could manage. I was beggining to crack up. God I love my friends.

"Nope. You need some time off. And you deserve it for what just happened." He responded with a laugh.

"Let the games begin!" Alice screamed as Em dropped me in his Jeep. She jumped on me to keep me from running away.

"Alice, stop! I wouldn't be able to run anyways. I would just end up sprawled on the blacktop." She pouted.

"I know, but it's funner this way." I smiled as she got up and the car moved forwards. Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rose, and Edward were in this car, and Jake was on his motercycle.

"Funner is not a word Alice. You say, 'more fun'" I grinned as she glared.

"Funner is a word in my world." I laughed. Everyone was listening now.

"Really! And what's your world like? You're in charge I'm geussing." I said.

"Yup. All the guys look like Jazzy and all the girls look like you and they let me give them makeovers all day long." I laughed with the rest of the car.

"Please, Bella! Come to my world! We have cookies, and they look like Edward!" The car silenced. I glared at her. Edward turned to look at us. I shrugged. We got to the place then, thank god.

Unfortunately, with my luck, Edward and I ended up at a table by ourselves. And the waitress was flirting with him. And it was really akward because of what Alice had said.

"I'm seriously going to kill Alice." I grumbled when the waitress walked away.

"Why? She didn't mean any harm." He said.

"That's what you think." I murmered so quietly he couldn't hear, or so I thought.

"What's that supposed to mean? I'm so confused Bella! I - it's like I don't even know you anymore! You and Jacob, it's like you guys don't want me to be here! Is that what you want? You know what, it is, I can tell. Just, I'll go switch with Jake. Have fun in your little exclusive club." He stood and left. I felt heart broken.

"Edward. No. Please. I love you." I wispered. He turned around. At first I thought he heard me, but then he began to speak.

"Oh, and forget about coming over tonight. I'd rather hang out with Tanya and her group then you. Good ridance Bella. Have a wonderful life." He left for good then.

Jacob came over a little while later.

"Are you okay? I could tell how you felt about him. I know you love him." He was so caring. I began to cry. Why did he go?

"Jake, why did you make me keep these secrets from him. If we told him we would of at least had friendship. I'm not-I want to go home." I said. Jake nodded.

"Don't worry. Emmett said he'd pay, so we can just leave." I nodded and stood. Then I grabbed my jaket.

"Could you just take me to the school? I'll get my truck and leave." Jake got his jaket on, and we headed out. I didn't miss the glare he sent towards Edward. I also knew it looked like Jake and I were a couple. We got on his bike, and I put my hands around his waist. Frankly, I didn't care what we looked like to other people. I had Jake, and I knew what he was to me.

The bike started and I rode away. Leting the wind wip my tears away. I knew nothing would bring us together again.

Edward POV

God, I was so pissed. What was I saying? Tanya over Bella? Never. I watched Bella leave with Jake and I rethought that. At least Tanya would stay with me, even if it was just for my looks. Bella didn't even love me, so us being friends was pointless when I wanted more. I had to learn to love the one who loves me.

Alice watched Bella leave with dispair covering her face.

"Leave her alone Alice. She's not good for us. She's full of bull sh-" I was cut off.

"If you finish that word Edward I will kill you. You don't even know the half of it. I do. I didn't tell you as a favor to her. She-" I cut her off this time.

"Yet another secret she's keeping from me. Who knows what else she's lied about. Maybe she and Jake are closer then we think." Please, someone prove me wrong. I didn't want to think like this, but watching them leave made it look like she would give him the world. I was just an unimportant part of this world in her opinion.

No one spoke. I stayed riged in my seat and watched everyone's faces closely. Everyone but Alice and Emmett looked angry. Alice looked undecided about someting, probably telling Bella's secret. Emmett was sad. He knew how I felt about Bella. He was the only person I had ever told.

I had no idea that Bella's and my relationship would end in shambles. She just had to keep her fucking secrets, didn't she?

Well then Bella, I've got some news. Fuck you. Fuck Jacob. I've got a call to make, and take one geuss on who it's for? Yeah, Tanya.

I made an excuse and got up. Then I slipped outside and diled Tanya's number. She answered on the second ring.

"Hello?" She said.

"Hey. It's Edward. I was wondering if your invitation for tonight was still open." I said.

"Of course. What happened between you and Bella?" She asked. As if she cared. I heard Bella's voice then. It had to be in my head.

Don't. You. Dare.

I smiled and answered Tanya.

"We had a little fight, but we won't be hanging out anytime soon, so my night is open."

EDWARD! The Bella-voice yelled at me. I found it hard to think her name, so I stopped.

"That's great! I'm sorry about your fight, but it'll give us a chance to... bond." I shuddered. "Your place, or mine?" I thought about it quickly. There was less she could do at my place.

"Mine. I'll see you around five?" I suggested.

Why are you doing this to me? Come find me at the school, or at home. Please.

No. I told her in my head.

"See you then Edward. Bye." She hung up. There was suddenly a frenzy around me.

"Who the hell was that Edward?" Alice's words were the first I could make out.

"Tanya." Everyone was silent. Then the voice exploded inside my head.

You are a basterd you son of a b-

She stoped there. I sighed as the real people in front of me began asking questions.

"Alright, alright. She's coming over to our place at five." I explained.

"Fine, whatever. Let's go home." We left then. No point in sticking around when none of us were hungry anymore.

We went home and Tanya came at exactly five. Figures. She never looked away from me with her 'I'm so in love with you' look. Esme didn't seem to mind all that much when we told her that Tanya was coming over.

Throughout the night her voice kept talking to me in my head. I tried so hard to ignore it,but it was impossible. So I told Tanya she should go at about 8:00, and she left. I ignored everyone's glares at me while I went back to my room. Of course, when I am in my room, Alice barges in.

"I know." She said.

"What?" I responded, what was this about.

"I know how you feel about Bella." She said, and came in the room and sat down on my bed.

"I'm going to kill Emmett!" I growled.

"He didn't tell me. I figured it out. It wasn't very hard. I doubt Bella knows though." Alice calmed me.

"Good. I don't want her to feel guilty about keeping secrets. No need for her to come back to tell me she's sorry, and then leave again. Nope. She's gone. And I'm glad." I said. Then before Alice could respond, I told her, "I want to go to sleep, so, can you please leave?" She nodded and stood, then, before she left, she turned back to me.

"You are more oblivious then I originally thought. Bella may not know how you feel, but you don't know the half of how she feels." Then she left. Why was there an ache in my heart? Bella, cringe, hates me. If not before, then now for sure. I was such an idiot. Maybe she'll come over and talk to me tomorrow.

I layed down on my bed and turned off the light. I shouldn't dwell on negitives, I'll just see what happens tomorrow.