Well, in the beginning I planned to form the first and this chapter to one, but I couldn't so I separated them. This one is about something that happened two days before the blackletter day, and Raven remembers it. Enjoy!

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In Raven's memory:

Beastboy took her hand and run to a big cedar's side. He sat down and gently pulled Raven's hand, so he made her seat beside him.

"So? Why did you want me to come with you there?" Raven said coldly

"Um…Isn't it obvious, Rae? Can't you see the beautiful scenery around us? The sparkling colors that everything's shining-"

"Not my favorite" Raven cut his sentence

"Dude, c'mon Rae! Can't you just once relax and free yourself? Look around you; don't you feel anything seeing this gorgeous sunset?" Beastboy complained

"If it's just for one time…Ill try to be…meek." Raven said

"Thank God!"

"But you should stop talking; I'd like to watch the sunset in silence…If you please." Raven took of her cloak's hood and stayed silent as the sun set.

Beastboy watched Raven watching the sunset. He wondered, what was so interesting about the sunset that Raven wanted to concentrate on? Except from the fact that it was romantic, of course Raven didn't seem to notice that.

"Um…Raven? Do you mind if I-"

"I do"

"If I ask you whatissoimportantaboutthissunset?" Beastboy asked, choking on his words

"Pardon me?" Raven's eyes opened wide

"Um…I said…What is so important about this sunset…"

"It's just relaxing."

"Oh. I see…" Beastboy said as Raven closed her eyes and, without noticing, she started meditating. "Um….Raven?" he asked

"What is it again?"

"You…You are….You're meditating…"

"What's so strange about it? I tend to do this, you know"

"You promise that you wouldn't tonight! That you would try to focus on what I am doing!"

"I'd prefer to become dr. Light's, Red X's, Slade's, Freak's and Trigon's apprentice, all these together, rather than wasting my attention to your actions, but since I promised…"

"Ok, meditate if you want, but only until I come back. I'll go search for something and I'll be back quit soon, Rae!" Beastboy responded.

"Don't get a rush…"

"Not funny" Beastboy said as he stood up and run to the park's other side. He have hid a Hydritis (blue orchid) somewhere there. He found it and made all the way back as a little sparrow. He went behind Raven and said "This is for you, my baby!"

Raven opened her eyes and turned to face him she was blushing and got ready to hit him, but once she saw the blue flower, she stopped and froze. "Where did you…"

"I asked Robin if he knew what's your favorite flower, though I doubted you would have a favorite flower, but he said you really love blue orchids, he asked me why I ask, I said it was nothing, he said I was acting very strangely, I said that I always do, he said I could go now, and so I managed to find one…." Beastboy said and then stopped to take a deeeeeeep breath.

"And all these just for me?" Raven was surprised

"Yes! Oh my God Rae, HOW CAN YOU BE SO BLIND?" Beastboy erupted

"Define blind"

"I mean blind, blind and deaf in the same time!"

"You're way too close to-"

"Stop this creepy bullshit! Enough of your creepy phrases! I mean that you want to be blind not to see my love, and deaf not to hear my whispers to you! I know I'm not that handsome as Robin is, or as strong as Slade is, or as generous as Malchior pretended to be, I'm just what my name says, a beast boy, but that's just me! I always hoped that you would love me as I am, but…."

"Beastboy…"

"No. Stop." Beastboy raised his hands "Stop and this time YOU will listen to ME. I love you Raven. You always complained, saying that you have no one to love you, to take you as you are, but you could never see I was already there for you! I loved you, I love you and I will love you until the day I die. And I'm willing to give my life to save yours, so when I'm gone, you can live happy and find your ideal 'boyfriend'….You are an empath Raven, but you're not an empath enough to see what I hide in my soul, no matter how happy I am in the outside! That's something we have in common. No matter what we show in the outside world, deep down we aren't what we seem to be." Beastboy went closer to her side. He took her hand and looked at her, she was about to cry

"Beastboy…I….I'm sorry…..If that's what will make you happy, know that I'm sorry for the way I am. I never meant to hurt you, I just…" Raven said

"You don't need to apologize, that's you Raven! You don't need to change the way you are either, because that's what I loved in you. I don't want anyone to take this Raven from me. I just won't let it happen" Beastboy leaned forward.

"You will…"

"I mean that I want to be by your side Raven, I want to stand by you and protect you, I want to be…" he said as he raised the little blue flower between their faces. "…With you. All I'm asking is a place in your heart. Nothing more, nothing less."

"You should know then that you already have it." Raven sobbed

"What?"

"You have it. You are in my heart Beastboy." Raven wiped away her tears. "Do you think I would protect you from Blackfire, Slade, Terra, any villain we have faced if I didn't feel something for you? Would I ever hug you after everything Malchior did to me if I didn't love you? Would I ever play stinkball with you and Cyborg if I wanted to stay away from you?"

"Then why did you…"

"Kept trying to avoid you?"

"Yeah"

"I only wanted to be away because I was afraid. If you didn't love me, I would be alone, I would feel hurt and abandoned, and I wasn't willing to put myself through this…So I just…."

"Stayed away" Beastboy continued. "Oh, Raven, why didn't you EVER came to ask me? I was willing to say everything, but you…."

"It's all my fault Beastboy….I promise I'll try my hardest to by worthy…"

"Please don't start crying now….Not now Rae…" Beastboy said. Raven shook her head as she tried to hid her tears, but she wasn't able. They run free.

"Uh, Rae…" Beastboy hugged her. He gave her the flower and leaned forward. "Don't cry my angel. Don't cry…" He whispered and he kissed her.

End of Raven's reminiscence

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Fiew! Isn't it a little rushed? Oh, if you are disappointed, review and tell me what you didn't like, so I can be able to improve it. Bye!