Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters.

Sorry i should of put this on the first chapter. This story my friend on my bus who is for my friend wh is a huge fan of twilight. Her favorite character is Renesmee. I'm sorry that i spelt Renesmee wrong in the first chapter

As Jacob's car pulled into my driveway i suddenly new that i had to ask him now or i would never get a chance.

He stopped the car and put it in neutral. I undid my seat belt and leant over to kiss him but as our lips touched i got carried away and pulled myself onto his lap and started to kiss his neck.

Luckily he is slightly more in control than me. So he sat me back slightly.

"Nessie, you know I would be killed literally. Just not here ok."

He didn't say it as a question more as an order i could feel the grip he had on my arms loosen as I relaxed my muscles.

"I know but I don't think we ever will as every time we get close you restrain yourself. Don't you want me?"

"Nessie, you know I do, that's why i have to sing Christmas songs but we only have to wait a little longer, when your body is twenty."

"But that is a year away, I don't think i can last that long."

"Nessie"

"Fine, anyway there was something else i wanted to talk about."

"I'm listening."

"Well i was thinking we could just leave. I hate living here i want to explore the world this country is too cold for me. We could leave tomorrow night and as long as we are on the plane within an hour it would be too late for Edward to find us and Alice can't see us all i need to do is..."

"Nessie, I would be slaughtered and we can't just leave."

"Why not?"

"Well for starters there is school you have to get an education, and then there is your family they won't be very happy and my family. How would I tell them?"

"We would go to Seattle high and i would leave a note for my family and give them a call when we are settled in, and well Billy has Rebecca, and you're never there anyway. Please"

I battered my eyelashes and tried to work the persuasive half I have as a vampire

"You really want this," I just gave a silent nod as I could see he was thinking. "Ok but instead of tomorrow evening you finish this week at school and we go on the Saturday."

I was slightly disappointed but we are going so I'm not going to argue. "Thank you I love you." I gave him a light kiss on the lips and got out of the car.

As I not so smoothly glided over to the house I was humming humpty dumpty in my head but one small thought about Saturday evening slipped into my head. I couldn't have any physical contact with anyone in my family but Jacob.

I have learnt to control my power but if someone close to me touched my hand and wanted to know something, and they had a power of their own, they would usually be able to make my power work for them.

The next few days dragged on, it was like they would never end. I know it was only two days but they were the longest two days of my life, the only reason I got through them was the fact that i would be with Jacob and know one telling me what to do.

I would be able to be my own person.

I woke up this morning and I had a huge grin on my face. I had to hide it or someone in my family would know something was up.

Today we were leaving and wouldn't be coming back for a long time. I wouldn't be talking to Edward or Bella for at least 2 months.

I was going to miss them but at least I could start fresh, be normal.

I slowly packed my things. Thinking about all the good times I had had here in forks. There had been many battles. I had gotten to know many interesting people.

I was starting to think that maybe it wasn't such a good idea but I was probably just getting cold feet.

As I signed my name on the letter, I was leaving for My parents, I couldn't help but feel some guilt as they couldn't do anything about my decisions to leave, they don't even know. But it was for the best.

I grabbed hold of my bag -I had packed light because I can't exactly walk out of the house with a suitcase as there would be questions- and I slowly walked out of the house silently saying goodbye to everything.

The Cullen's were all on a hunting trip and so I had 1hour and 30 minutes until they got home and realized I wasn't there. Then Bella would go up to my room find the letter, read it and give it to Edward who would then follow my sent in ,which time I would be at the airport and boarding my plane.

Please tell me if you like it because if you do i wil carry on. Your comments will be really helpful. Thankyou for reading it anyway.