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I open my eyes noticing I'm still in my room. What was all of that...? It was like a bunch of silly little words jumbled together in my head... And I can't pick out specifically what was being said... I open my eyes and turn to face the alarm clock sitting there next to my bed. Hmm... It's still only 4:00 am... Which means I'd still have an hour and a half to sleep... I smile knowing that and close my eyes again... And my eyes again open almost immediately. Hehe... Guess I'm awake now? Well at least I won't be late for school! Maybe I'll even get to walk to school with Mitsuki! I smile at the thought of my childhood friend. Mitsuki and I have been best friends since as long as I can remember! He's always been there for me, and I'm really grateful for him. But.. But I never see him with other friends... And that concerns me. I can't be the only one he spends time with... Especially when he deserves to have much better friends than me... Or maybe that's worded weirdly... But it makes enough sense to me!!

I feel my eyes threaten to close again as I get ready. Silly Mitsuki... Why would you be friends with me anyways? ... All I do is annoy you. I let my thoughts continue to flood over until my eyes flutter shut again. So much for being on time to school today...

I wake up again to a warm bright feeling on my face. Hmm that's weird... It was dark a few minutes ago..Ooooh!! Maybe I'm still dreaming?? Hmm this feels very realistic for a dream... I open my eyes to see the room completely bright. Wait?! What time is it? I grab my phone from the side table where I left it earlier, and I turn it on. 6:58...!!? Wafer cookies!! I'm gonna be late!! I frantically stood up and ran back up the stairs into my room. I haphazardly throw on my uniform and bow, and then search for my brush. After a few minutes of it being no where to be seen, I run my fingers through my hair a few times and run out the door. As I get closer to the end of the neighborhood, I notice that Mitsuki is still standing there. Oh!! Yay!! I guess I won't miss walking to school with him!! "Heyyy!!! ", I call out excitedly, running to catch up to him. I see him turn back towards me almost looking... Annoyed? Heh... I guess that makes sense... Of course I annoy him... I finally catch up and struggle to catch my breath. "I overslept again", I point out with a giggle, "but I caught you this time! ! ". He shakes his head at me and sighs. "Maybe, but only because I decided to stop and wait for you", he says with a small smirk. "Eeeehh!! You say that like you were thinking about ignoring me! ", I point out with a pout. No wonder he finds me so annoying... "That's mean Mitsuki! ", I continue to pout, yelling at myself inside my head to stop. Oh dear... He's really going to hate me now..! "Well if people stare at you for acting weird then I don't want them to think we're a couple or something ", the smirk continues to stay on his face, but luckily he seems a little less annoyed with me. But why did it hurt so badly when he said he doesn't want people to think we're a couple? I should want that too, right? I mean we're only friends,right? Besides, he deserves much better than me anyways!!

I shake off the negative feelings and smile. "Fine fine! ", I giggle and attempt to get rid of all the weird pain I felt from his words, "but, you did wait for me after all!". I smile at him again, "I guess you don't have it in you to be mean even if you want to..!". He shakes his head at me, the annoyed tone taking over his voice again. "Whatever you say Sayori", he says, not even looking at me as he speaks. Way to go! You've made this even worse than it needs to be. Now he completely hates you, and you probably should never talk to him again before you do something stupider. I ignore the negative thoughts racing through my head, and force a smile onto my face, despite his annoyed attitude. "Ehehe", I giggle nervously before we start making our way towards the school. Holy macaroons!! I just had the most bestest idea!! If Mitsuki is so annoyed with me, than he definitely needs some new friends. That way I won't be around him and annoying him all the time! Plus the literature club could use more members!! And inviting him would mean there'd be 5 members an- I almost forget to tell him about my plan as I continue to ramble to myself in my head.

"By the way, Mitsuki... ", I start off, trying to think of how I should word this, "have you decided on a club to join yet?". I really hope he hasn't...! I mean, I haven't heard him mention a club!.. Then again... He probably avoids talking to me... I'd do that to myself too ehehe! Oh!! And Natsuki was making cupcakes today in attempt to get us new members!! This is just perfect!! "A club? ", his voice sounds completely uninterested as he speaks, "I already told you I have no interest in joining a club". Oh right..! He did say that once... "Ehehe don't say that!", I mumble, trying to think of how I'm going to change his mind. "Y-you told me you'd join a club this year!!", I stutter out. Okay so maybe that's not a hundred percent true, buuut a little teensy lie is totally okay if it's for his benefit, right? He looks around as if he's trying to recall something for a few seconds. "Did I..?", he looks at me with a look of confusion like he really doesn't know if he said that or not. I guess it should be a good thing due to the fact that it helps me with convincing, but I still can't shake off the small feeling of hurt inking it's way into my heart. No no no!! It's all okay!! He doesn't need to care about me anyways!! "I-I yep! You definitely said that!", I shake my head reassuringly, "I was talking about how about how I'm worried you won't have any skills or learn how to socialize before collage, a-and your happiness is really important to me, you know!!". I guess this was more true than the last thing I said, but I still felt a bit guilty for lying to him previously. But this was all for his best!!! "And I know you're happy now, but I'd die at the thought of you being a NEET in a few years because you're not used to the real world!", I finish my explanation with a small nod feeling slightly proud of myself, "y-you trust me, right? Don't make me keep worrying about you...!!". It all was true though!! I wanted him to be happy more than anything else in the world!! He looked like he was deep in thought before nodding after a few seconds. "Alright alright", he said slowly, his facial expression a weird cross between being annoyed and smiling, "I'll look at a few clubs, if it makes you happy".

He turned around as if to say he was ready to continue walking, before turning back around and smiling at me. "No promises though", he said with a slight smirk. Well, it's a start! I skip a few steps ahead of him and turn back around to make sure I'm facing him before I start talking again. "Promise me you'll at least try a little?", I say, putting on my best concerned face and trying to convince him more. He shook his head with a laugh and looked me in the eyes, a small smile forming on his face. "Yeah, I'll promise you that", he responded. "Yaay!!!", I jumped up and down excitedly, proud of my small little achievement! Now all that's left is to convince him to join the literature club, and that couldn't be too hard, right??

AN/ 1427 words. Thank you so much for reading!!~ this is officially the first real chapter!! This took me a little too long, but I'm happy to finally have it finished!! Thanks again for reading and have a lovely day!!

Megumi