I could feel my throat close as Haji lean over my body pinning my hands above my head.'' Haji . . . . . . . . . what . . . . . are you doing?'' I ask as he lean down our noses touching. He didn't answerer me which scared me. Haji was really strong and no matter how hard a tug his grip did not bulge one bit.

I was so confused, I didn't understand what Haji was doing until I felt him press his lips ageist mine. I was too shock to respond at first. But somehow I felt myself pressing harder against him as if I was silently begging for more. And I was.

I gasp as I felt Haji toughen lick my lips then he sudden jerk back away from me. ''Haji!?'' I stammer out. Haji didn't look at me instead stumble toward the door . Before I could say wait Haji ran out of the room slamming the door behind him.

I laid there for a mintue just staring at the ceiling doing my best to blink away my tears. I don't know how it start but thought began to float in my head.

''What if he wasn't trying to kiss me? what if he was taking my temperature slip and our lips met by accident. He was probable disgusted by me kissing him back.'' I thought furiously.

A couple minute later Sayacame busting into my room with a large white bag that said convenient store on it written in bold black letters. Saya was about to say something I guess then see stop when see notice that Haji wasn't in the room with me. ''Where Haji? I thought I told him to watch you.''

''H-e w-ent to. . . . .. . ummmmmmmmm . .. . . .to the bathroom!'' I tried to make my voice sound steady but I failed miserable and I knew that Saya knew that I was lying. But thankfully she didn't ask anymore question. Instead she told me to sit up as she poured this purple liquid into a sliver spoon and told me to open up.

''I'm not drinking that.'' I told her as I duck my head under the cover. I knew I was acting like a brat but Nyquil taste so nasty. Especially when the flavor was purple.

Saya chuckle and pulled the cover off me with her inhuman strength . Which wasn't fair I might add. Before I could duck Saya shoved the spoon in my mouth forcing me to swallow.

''See that wasn't so bad now was it?''

I could only glare at my sister. I mean if I could kill someone with just a glare Saya would be dead ten times over now. But I had to admit I could feel the medicine work almost immediately reliving myself of a headache I was beginning to get.

''Hey, so what up with you and Haj-

''Knock''

''Knock.'' (The sound of a door being tap on.)

There was a small knock on the door before Hajicame back into the room. Our eyes meet for a brief second before Haji look away. As soon as he did I could feel something in my heart wrench.

''Where were you? He has a fever!'' Saya turn around facing Haji who was standing in front of the door with his hands in his pocket.

''I went to relive myself in the bathroom.'' Haji told Saya.

While they were talking I was staring at the floor ashamed at what I did to Haji. ''He probable hates me now.'' I thought as I laid back down on my bed .

My head began to feel dizzy then my vision stat to blur. I don't know whether it was the medicine making me tried or the stress . Either way I feel straight asleep as my head hit my pillow.

(Haji pov)

''I can't believe I kissed him!'' I thought as I ran out the room. I had ran all the way into the bathroom locking the door behind me. I had stayed in there splashing cold water on my face.

I had truly just wanted to talk to Kai. But he look just too cute laying there. His nose was slightly pink and he was curl up in a ball with his covers speared around him.

I had lost control and let my feeling get in the way. And now he fucking hates me.

Kai likes to protect people he doesn't like to be protected. He just doesn't like feeling of being powerless and I probable made him feel that way with my inhuman strength.

I had eventually left the bathroom when I felt Saya presence coming toward Kai room.

As I enter the room I look at Kai but I quickly turn away. I was afraid too see the hatred that was surely burning in Kai eyes.

I had woke a couple of hour later to find that Riku was asleep by the foot of my bed. Saya had probable told him I wasn't feeling well and he came to watch over me.

Yawning then I carefully swung my legs off the bed carefull not to wake Riku up. I could feel my stomach growl a little and decide to go to the dinning hall for some grub.

A\N: Yes Riku is still alive and what happen between Diva and him never happens. Well it dosn't happen in my story beause I cried when Riku died he was one of my favorite characters. Also when I switch character p.o.v it will be written in bold letter if you get confused.

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