Cold Part Three: I've Missed You

Disclaimer: Now you all know by now that I don't own Inuyasha

A/N: So yea I'm going to make some more parts, here's part three again read part 1 and 2 first lol well r&r thanks and well yea ok I'll stop typing in this part now on with the story.

Sesshomaru couldn't bare to let Kagome go. He felt as though she would disappear the moment he let go. For the first time he let his tear freely fall from the barrier his eyes had, had for so long. Kagome smiled and hugged him back with equal ferocity. She didn't want to let go either but she knew that they had to talk.

"Sess we really need to talk, come on," Kagome said while grabbing his hand and leading them back inside the room. Sesshomaru shut the door and they both sat down on the bed. It was quiet for a while till Kagome realized she needed to speak.

"Sess… you're the only the that can see me. I walked here from Inuyasha's forest and not even your guards saw me. I thought I was a ghost till I realized I could touch things and that I couldn't walk through walls…" she said laughing a bit at the last part. She didn't understand why she was alive or why Sesshomaru was the only one that could see her but she wanted to be with him and this gave her that chance.

"I can find out what happened tomorrow if you want," Sesshomaru said slowly in her ear. She shivered a bit but liked it.

"What are we going to do till then?" Kagome asked a bit flushed from having him so close.

"Oh I think you know," he said placing kissed upon every inch of skin that wasn't covered by clothing. He missed her and wasn't going to waste one moment of her being there.

"I love you Kagome,"

-Hours Of Love Making Later-

The stench of sex lingered all around them and their screams and moans replayed in there heads over and over. They soon fell asleep in each others arms hoping to wake up there again.

-Kagome's Dream-

She ran through the forest leaving the man she thought she cared for. She was stupid. How could she believe that they would live happily ever after. That could never happen with them. She knew her friends would except her back. Not that she really left them anyway. A clearing was up ahead and she entered it.

There stood Inuyasha along with Sango and Miroku. Where the others were she had no clue. She looked upon them and smiled. Here everything would be ok.

"Hello Kagome where were you?" Sango sweetly asked. Kagome couldn't answer due to the fact she was frozen because Inuyasha's closeness to her. He sniffed ever inch of her as his eyes bleed red.

"Inuyasha… I-I can explain," Kagome said as she started backing up. She had forgotten that Inuyasha could smell his brother all over her. She was frightened by the way he looked at her and it seemed her friends were scared to. They didn't understand what was going on and that scared them even more. Inuyasha advanced on Kagome. The urge to kill in him. Kagome had fear in her eyes and knew that this moment would be her last. Inuyasha screamed his attacked and watched as it hit Kagome. She laid bloody and dead upon the ground and he cried. He had finally relized that he killed the one he loved and that she had already forgotten him. He knew she slept with his brother and that was enough to break him apart.

-End Dream-

Kagome woke up in a cold sweat. Sesshomaru was up in a second when he realized his Kagome was in distress. He couldn't tell about what but he knew he had to make her feel better. She had been back a mere night and was already having nightmares. He was scared (though he would never admit it to others) that he would lose her again.

"Kagome," he said wiping some of the sweat off her forehead. "Are you ok?"

"I-I had a nightmare about when I was killed… I can remember it all so clearly and I could see after I was dead…Inuyasha…he cried cause I had been with you…" Kagome said and started crying. She couldn't take all this. she was alive again and she knew she had hurt Inuyasha and even though he had killed her she knew it was only because she was off with his brother. She hurt him and she felt horrible and knew he felt horrible about killing her. She didn't want to feel bad. She wanted to hate him for what he did but her sprit wouldn't allow her to hate him. She couldn't.

"I have to see him Sesshomaru," she said still crying. "Please,"

"Kagome…Inuyasha's dead. He killed himself a year after he killed you," Sesshomaru said softly.

"He…He killed himself, he's dead?" Kagome said barely getting out what she wanted to say.

"Yes Kagome…" Sesshomaru didn't like seeing her like this but she deserved to know.

"Cause of me..?" she said crying more. "He killed himself cause he killed me?" Sesshomaru could only shake his head.

"Yes.."