Chapter 2

JACK'S P.O.V.

I didn't stop running until I crashed into my house nearly colliding with my mother Joyce in the process.

"Oh my god Jack are you okay dear, have you been crying?" asks my mother worry filling her voice when she sees the tear stains on my face.

As I run up the steps I yell to her that I'm fine it's just my allergies acting up and that I have to go the bathroom. I hate lying to her, but I just can't bring myself to tell her.

Once I'm safely inside my room I make a beeline for the bathroom, were I slowly begin to shed my clothing. With every piece of clothing I shed the more the pain of my body increases. Once I'm completely naked I look at myself in the mirror and I see the extent of the damage Rudy caused. I see the bite marks and hickeys along my neck and shoulders, I see the slightly faded redness of my wrists, and I see the two almost perfect handprints on both of my hips.

I turn the water in the shower to as hot as it goes and I step in hissing as the scolding water hits my battered body. After my body is almost completely numb from the heat of the water, I proceeded to scrub myself until my whole body is red and raw, but it doesn't help erase the feeling of Rudy running his hands all over my body. It doesn't help erase the feeling of disgust and it most definitely doesn't help erase the heart reaching feeling of knowing your virginity was just forcibly taken by the man you just confessed your love to. And it was this feeling that caused me to breakdown on the shower floor curled up in ball crying inconsolably saying to myself over and over again why, why, why?

I have no idea how long I was curled up on the floor in the shower, all I know is when I finally regained the strength and control to move the water was ice cold. I slowly stood up on shaky legs and walked over to the sink, pulling out my toothbrush I could still taste Rudy do I brushed until my gums bled. Then I limped over to my bed, hissing in pain as I sat down. Then I looked at the picture of me, Rudy, Jerry, Eddie, and Milton taken after we beat the Black Dragons. My eyes started to water again so I throw the picture in the trash, laid down and cried myself to sleep.

"Please Rudy stop" I start to beg again, close to tears.

"Don't worry you're going to love it Jack trust me" smirks Rudy.

Rudy then grabs his forgotten black belt and binds my wrists with it. Then the older man slowly runs his hands down my body finally coming to rest on my crotch where he squeezes it causing me to utter an unwanted moan.

PLEASE RUDY STOP! I yell at the top of my lungs.

NO! I yell as I shoot up into a sitting position instantly regretting it because the dormant pain in my backside returns with a vengeance and causes me to yelp in pain.

"Jack sweetie are you okay I heard you thrashing around in your bed scream Rudy please stop" asks my mother as she enters my room concern written all over her face.

I smile and tell her yeah mom I'm fine just a bad dream about a match me and Rudy had the day before and it got to me and made me realize I have to train more. I knew the excuse was lame, but my mother let it slide for now them god however I knew she wasn't going to give up that easy.

The next morning I woke up with a massive headache probably from the crying and my ass was killing me, so I went to the bathroom and took a few of the pain pills I had left from when I break my leg a year ago.

All I could think was thank god its Saturday.

"Jack honey I'm leaving for work I'll be back later love you I hear my mother yell to me as I carefully lay back down in bed.

I yell back to her that I love her too.

A few seconds later I hear footsteps coming closer to my room and when my door opens I assumed it was my mother, but when I turned to check my eyes widened in fear and terror at seeing Rudy in the doorway.

I quickly spring to my feet and take my fighting stance, get away from me right now you son of a bitch I yell at the top of my lungs.

"Jack please calm down" Rudy says with both is hands up.

Where my mother what did you do to her! I scream as I'm trying to stop shaking.

"She just left for work and she told me you were in your room and that I could go right up" explains Rudy calmly.

Yeah well I'm sure if she knew that you raped me last night she wouldn't have let you anywhere near me!

"Look Jack I came here to apologize for what I did last night it's just I waited so long for you to say those words, that I just lost control."

That's no fucking excuse Rudy, I loved you and you turned what should have been a wonderful experience into a nightmare, I was a fucking virgin for Pete's sake!

The look of guilt and shame on Rudy's face made me feel slightly upset, because deep down I knew I still had feelings for him, however I also knew that after what he did I could probably never forgive him.

"Oh my god Jack, I had no idea" States Rudy as he goes to hug me, but I backed away from him before he could touch me.

Don't ever touch me again and if you don't leave now I will call the police, I never want to see your face again now get out I say though clenched teeth trying to hold back tears.

"But Jack"

I said now Rudy get the fuck out of my house I never want to see you again!

With that said Rudy turns around and slowly walks out of my room. Once I hear the front door close I once again broke down and started to cry only this time I was laying on my bed and not the shower floor.

****End of chapter two I hope to have chapter 3 done by Thursday, but won't post it unless I get at least two review. Yes I know I'm evil, but I love review so please review thank you