A/N: Wow you all really liked the first chapter of this Sequel. Thanks to all those who have left reviews. And yes Sophie anon reviews count also. I also want to thank those who have added this story to their favorites and/or story alerts. I'm glad that you guys liked the chapter. In this chapter things will become clearer for Emily. Fair warning this chapter may be a bit short but I wanted to get Emily's thoughts across and I wanted everyone to see how she was feeling. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds.

Chapter 2

Emily thought about everything that Hotch had said the rest of the first day she was home and well into the next day. Even when she was asleep she thought about what he said. She came to the conclusion that in some ways he was right. She didn't give him the chance to explain anything the night that she was in the accident. She just made a decision without thinking and ran out of his house. When she woke up in the morning she was ashamed of how she acted that night at his house and then at the hospital when he came to see her.

Emily knew that she needed to call Hotch and tell him that they needed to talk but she first needed to get what she wanted to say straight in her head. She got out of the bed slowly because she was in a lot of pain. She knew that she should have taken a pain pill last night but she had wanted to go to sleep with a clear head. Once she was out of the bed she made her way in to the bathroom and took a shower, got dressed and then took a pain pill. She then slowly made her way down the steps and got herself something to eat.

Once she ate she picked up the phone, took in a deep breath and then dialed Hotch's cell phone. She still wasn't quite sure what she wanted to say but she knew that this was one call she couldn't put off. She needed to see him and talk to him. She was hurting from the loss of their baby and she now knew that he was too.

"Hotchner." Hotch said as he answered his phone.

Emily drew in another deep breath. "Aaron it's me. Can you come over sometime today so that we can talk?"

Emily could hear Aaron take in a deep breath and then he said "If you want me to I can come over now. Dave can keep an eye on the office for a while. I think we really need to talk."

Emily swallowed a couple times and finally managed to say "Now would be fine. And you're right we really do need to talk. I will see you when you get here."

Emily hung up the phone and then looked around her apartment. She was really nervous about the outcome that this talk would have but she also knew that the longer she put it off the harder it would be. She got up off of the couch and slowly went over to unlock her door. She knew that if she yelled come in he would come on in and she didn't want to have to get up again. Right now moving to much shot pain through her whole body. She decided to send Aaron a text telling him to come on in and that the door was unlocked. She knew that he would probably lecture her on it but right now she didn't care. After sending him a text she sat back down on the couch and leaned her head back and closed her eyes.

Emily must have dozed off because the next thing she knew her front door was opening up and closing. She opened up her eyes and looked over to see Aaron standing with his back to the door and looking at her with concern in his eyes. She tried to smile but failed miserably. She patted the spot beside her on the couch and watched as Aaron made his way to her.

Once Aaron was sitting beside Emily, Emily turned to where she was facing him. She looked in his eyes and saw all the pain he was feeling which made her feel even worse than she already did. She took one of his hands in hers and brought it up to her mouth and kissed it. She saw surprise flash into his eyes and she smiled slightly. This is what she needed. She needed him close so that she could smile even just a little. She needed him near so that she knew that she was still alive and not just existing. After looking into his eyes she let her eyes roam his face and then down his body. She sighed as she saw the toll the past six weeks had taken on him. His eyes had lost the light in them and he had lost weight.

"Aaron, I'm so sorry for what you've been going through these last six weeks. I'm so sorry that I shut you out and I'm sorry that I ran like I did. I wish that I could take everything back but I can't. Not only have I lost our baby but I lost you as well and I don't think I'm going to be able to recover from this." Emily said.

Emily closed her eyes and breathed deeply. This was harder than she thought it would be. She knew it was going to be hard but it seemed a whole lot harder than she imagined. She opened her eyes back up when she felt Aaron's hand stroking her cheek tenderly. She was surprised at how much emotion he was showing in his eyes. No matter what the problem or the situation was Emily was always used to seeing no emotion showing in his eyes. When she looked into his eyes now she saw all the pain, worry, love, heartache, and misery in his eyes. It took her breath away.

Emily finally let the tears fall. She cried for the pain she was in. She cried for the loss of their baby. She cried because she lost the one man that she truly and whole heartedly loved. And she cried for what she thought she would never get the chance to have again. She cried even harder when she felt Aaron wrap his arms around her and pull her gently too him. She continued to cry as he whispered in her ear and as he kissed her tears away. Finally when she was exhausted from crying she fell asleep with her head on Aaron's chest even as more tears leaked from her eyes. Even though she was asleep she felt Aaron press a kiss lightly to her lips and she prayed that even though everything had not been settled that he still loved her and wanted to be with her. She didn't think she could make it through without her.

A couple hours later Emily woke up and she was still wrapped in Aaron's arms. She looked up at his face and smiled a little as she saw that he was asleep. She snuggled into him and closed her eyes again. Even though they needed to finish their talk for right now Emily was happy to get some much needed sleep where nightmares didn't plague her. And she knew that this was because she was finally back where she belonged. As long as she had Aaron she would make it out of this alright. And who knows maybe they could try for another baby some day.

As she drifted off back to sleep she whispered "I love you Aaron."

A/N 2: Alright lets shoot for another 10 reviews before chapter 3 gets posted. You guys rock with your reviews. Also in the next chapter will be how and what Aaron feels as well as more talking.