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Fighting the Monster Within

EPOV

I had been hunting, the others wouldn't come with me they were too busy with their mates I was always the odd one out. I came across an open clearing it was large and completely surrounded by trees, in the exact center of this clearing was a lake. It was crystal clear almost like glass, it was calm and peaceful.

On the edge of this lake was a woman, her back was facing me, she had waist length mahogany hair that hugged her shoulders. She was wearing a floor length ivory wedding dress; she set something small, white, and rectangular down in the surrounding grass. She seemed to sigh as she walked forward toward the edge of the water, the farther she got the slower she went. Soon the water began to caress the bottom of her dress, she didn't stop she just kept going. What was she doing?

I looked for her mind but found nothing, all was silent except for her slow steady breaths, and her even heartbeats. She had her head tilted downward, watching the water I assumed, her fingers were splayed out close to her body. When the water was to the middle of her back, it was as if she couldn't keep moving so slowly as if she couldn't take it anymore, she pushed of the bottom of the lake, the rest of her body gracefully going under the surface.

She began to move toward the center of the lake, when she reached the middle she moved upward, her head slowly breaking the serenity that had overcome the lake. She looked up and her big doe eyes snapped to the white thing she had placed in the grass, it was an envelope addressed To Whom It May Concern. A realization hit me she was committing suicide, I lifted my gaze from the envelope to her face and looked straight into her deep brown eyes, a small smile played on her full, round, pink lips. She was so beautiful her facial features were almost angelic, she was an angel. As I watched knowing and relief flew over her delicate features.

Not taking a breath she slid to the bottom of the lake, without thinking I dove in after her. I carried her to the edge of the lake and was hit by the sweetest smell of freesias, I looked around for the source of the sweet smell, and there was no one but me and the girl, the monster at the edges of my consciousness. She was committing suicide anyway, no one will miss her! It screamed at me begging that I give in.

What about Carlisle he would be so disappointed I tried to reason with it, the ugly monster inside of me. I pictured myself with red eyes going back to Carlisle and the rest of them, their disappointed faces. I pictured the fight that would occur between me and Rosalie, about how we would have to move yet again. He'd forgive you, they all would. And she was planning on dying anyway! Its scream was fainter this time.

A.N. Ah, what will Edward do?

Can any of you guess who the mystery woman is? Pics of the dress and the lake are on my prfile.

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Kit (wishing Edward was mine) WAHAHAhAH!!!! Me want Edward or you know SETH the coolest werewolf out there.