Hello – sorry for the long wait, first came finals then came break – which I had to go home and have had no access to the internet there. So now for the second chapter, please read and enjoy and please review, I love hearing them? seeing them? reading them, lets go with reading them. And as stated before no I don't own, will never own, Twilight. So no suing, I'm a college student, I'm broke. I will not being using the disclaimer for every chapter cause that is pointless, you would think most people would get I don't own it after the first few.

Forever can feel like a hole in your head where all your thoughts leak through for the world to see. When nothing else last but the never ending pain you get from when you look in through the hole, whatever do you live for? Do you live for you? The sake of living? Revenge? The need to let go? Questions so many questions. Why use my mind wonder over these decrepit things. Floating in these seas of Lies and Truths, peering into the river of continuous faults. I guess its finally happened – the self righteous sense that my sanity has at last left. Should I go back to the Volturi and end this endless game of cat and mouse? Do I continue moving on with my quest for a home? Or do I find Him and just end it all? More questions, with no answers Tis this my life, to forever exists in my mind with a smile on my face for this blind world to see. To exist without name, without what makes me me. Who am I? I know who I was – for I was once many. I know what I am. I know where I must go.

Forks.

I know you're there. You've probably already moved on, created that family of yours, but I know you still look at this miserable world the same way I do. You see beyond the platitudes, the charms, and see the truth. Maybe the pain of seeing you will be worth the answers that I seek.

But you had better be ready Carisle Cullen. You'd better be prepared to answer for your crimes against me.

Crunch.

Looking around at my environment, I notice something. The ground is slightly damp, the leaves have all fallen, and if I were perhaps human the I would recognize the need for a jacket to block the crisp cold air. I smell them. There are seven others out here on this land. One's scent I would recall no matter how much time passed. With so many around him it would be best for a direct approach. Hiding and waiting drawls to much suspicion and if word is correct, he has gained a psychic and an empath. Dictating that I am most likely already found out, unless my shield can block it. But this is unknown. Three of them have passed through this area recently. A hunting party.

Snap.

I should think about being quieter, but how? My mind is so full of questions. What am I going to say? "Hello" or how about " Hey traitor, long time no see. How has the last 150 years been for you? Oh me, fine you know how it is, being alone, on the run, trying to evade other vampires who desire to trap you and use you. You know like you did to me." Yea this is going to go well. I wonder if He will even recognize me, will I recognize him?

"Do you smell that?" 'You can smell the vampire, but the scent is off. Something isn't right about it.' I hear a smooth, southern whisper from about 200 yards off.

"Do you hear anything Edward?" 'I haven't had a vision, I don't see an outcome after this.' A bell like voice questions from the same area of direction.

"No nothing,and you're right Jasper the smell is different than normal. We should still go check it out." 'It's just one. Hopefully, it's just another curious nomad and Alice is just not getting anything because it's nothing.' Another voice answered, this one deeper and calming.

How much fun is this, a mind reader, this Edward, and the psychic, Alice. Not to forget Jasper either, I am curious,is he the empath or is it one of the other three. Time for the games to begin.

Sorry the chapter is so short and again it took so long to get up. Hopefully the next one will be up sometime later this week hopefully by Saturday. Thank you for reading and please review.