Credits go to Ryan Murphy for Glee and Dorothy Koomson for My Best Friend's Girl the original novel for which this story is based on. Also the song Red Light by David Nail does not belong to me clearly or I wouldn't be writing this disclaimer would I? XD
ALSO SAM X QUINN IS STRICTLY FRIENDSHIP.
I left the hospital in a state of disbelief there was no way I could be dying; it just wasn't possible. It couldn't be true, it wasn't true. I had only just turned twenty seven years old. I was a single mother if I died who would take care of my little girl?
Not my father and his wife Joan. My mother was long gone.
Who would take care of my daughter if I was gone?
I signaled a taxi and a man smiled at me and we both entered the taxi I gave the taxi driver the address to my Nolita apartment. The driver looked back at the man and the man simply said "Broadway". He had to go and say the "B" word. He couldn't have said "Wall street." He had to go and say Broadway
And that is when I lost it.
I started to cry…sob more like it. Because I missed her and because the initial shock of "You have Breast Cancer" had started to sink in. I was going to die, I was going to die before my best friend, one half of the small group of people I loved in this world forgave me for betraying her.
The wonderful man sitting beside me wrapped his arms around me and began to hush me like a child.
"What's wrong?" He asked gently as I cried more and more ruining his nice suit.
"I'm going to die…I have cancer….how do I tell my daughter Beth mommy has cancer. How do I tell my five year old I'm going to die?"
How could I make Rachel forgive me for hurting her? Did I have enough time?
Who was I kidding she hasn't spoken to me in two years.
And it was all my fault.
"My name is Sam." Said the man comforting her. I gave him my best smile but soon
Started to cry more.
"Quinn" I say simply as I tried my best to calm my self knowing I must look like a mess.
I'm supposed to me a top realtor in New York not a crying child.
"If it makes you feel better Quinn I have had a pretty shitty couple days myself." Stated Sam as he looked at me with a small smile.
"Really what happened?" I asked trying desperately to get my mind off of the news I had been given over an house ago.
Sam shrugged and looked at me and said "His name is Kurt and he broke up a relationship of three years and wouldn't tell me why.
So this is how it ends
This is where it all goes down
This is what "I don't love you" feels like
It ain't the middle of the night
And it ain't even raining outside
It ain't exactly what I had in mind
For goodbye
At a red light in the sunshine
On a SundayNothin' to say
Don't even try
Some are comin' home
Some are leavin' town
While my world's crashin' down
On a Sunday
In the sunshine
At a red light
I thought she was gonna say
Somethin' about that couple kissin'Crossin' the street
Or somethin' about this beautiful day
But she just looked me in the eyeSaid it's over
Didn't try to lie
Or pick a fight
I might have seen it comin' thata way
But at a red light in the sunshine
On a Sunday
Nothin' to say
Don't even try
Some are comin' home
Some are leavin' town
While my world's crashin' down
On a Sunday
In the sunshine
At a red light
There's a momma calmin' down a little babyIn the backseat in front of me
There's an old man dressed in his Sunday best
Just waitin' on green
But I can't see, gettin' past
This red light
In the sunshine
On a Sunday
Nothin' to say
Don't even try
Some are comin' home
Some are leavin' town
While my world's crashin' down
On a Sunday in the sunshine(at a red light)
At a red light in the sunshine
On a SundayNothin' to say
Don't even try
Some are comin' home
Some are leavin' town
While my world's crashin' down
On a Sunday
In the sunshine
At a red light (x4)
You would be shocked at just how accurate that song is to how it actually happened." Sam rubbed his eyes trying to fight back the tears.
"Sam I'm so sorry." I said chocking a little for the man who comforted me as well as trying to remember where I had heard the name Kurt before now.
"I just don't understand why this would happen. I had all these dreams for us ya know? We were going to get married and have a whole mess of kids. And they were going to call me Dad and he was going to be Daddy." He said finally letting himself cry a little.
"yeah I know how you feel." I said and Sam looked at me and nodded a mutual understanding forming between us. As we neared my apartment we exchanged numbers and we promised to meet for Coffee. I heard friends and family give you something to live for. Maybe Sam could be the friend I needed.
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