Summary: He quickly turned his head down and left his house repulsively. "Yea……. I don't deserve 'Love'. I lost that possession long time ago." He softly mumbled to himself melancholy. Five years ago he made an unjustifiable decision. He decided to choose his career over his true love. As a result, he screwed up his life instead of success. This is NALEY story with some BL & JP.

Disclaimer:Nope, I don't own One Tree Hill. It belongs to Mark Schwahn and the CW NETWORK. I don't even own the story title I got it from Rascal Flatts' song.

Author's note: Hey how are you guys?... Well this is your next chapter. And there is a part of Nathan's dream but it's not a dream or day dream, it's a completely flashback. So tell me what you think about it. I'm sorry if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes, Coz I typed this chapter super speedily. So I'll update the next chapter soon. Please enjoy this chapter and leave me some comments at the end! Yea…. All your feedbacks and opinions are well come!... Love you guys!... Thanks!

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"What Hurts The Most."

Chapter Two:

Five Years Earlier – April 20th 2003………………

At The North Carolina Beach………

"Happy two year anniversary, baby." Nathan stated before grabbing Haley by the waist and situating her so she was now sitting between his legs. They both back from their diner reservations and now sat on the sleek shore, relaxing.

"Happy tow year anniversary, Nathan…… I love you." she shuddered while leaning back against his chest and closing her eyes. She could feel his hard muscular chest behind her and his arms encircling hers.

"I love you more, baby." Nathan kissed her neck and said.

"Oh! You and your charm…. God helps me!" Haley amusingly said as Nathan just smirked while shaking his head.

"My girlfriend is little bossy….. I like that. Besides it's kinda sexy actually." Nathan sucked her earlobe and huskily whispered.

After long couple of minutes Haley mumbled softly. "Thanks………"

"For what beautiful?..." Nathan curiously stated as he soothingly started to rub his hands up and down her arms.

"N-Na-Nathan…… Will you….. Will you stop that?... You are clearly distracting me." Haley moaned as struggled to find words.

Nathan chuckled softly to himself as he continued his ministrations on her arms. Her skin was so soft and smooth that he couldn't help himself. "Well, you are just lucky we are not in my bed room right now."

Haley quickly slapped his arm mockingly and chuckled at him. They stayed there just like that for next couple of minutes. After little while Haley decided to open her mouth and break this silent.

"No Nathan…. I'm serious. Thank you for everything……. After my parents died…… you always there for me. You took care of me. You protect me. For everything, baby. But especially thank you for loving me!" Haley kissed Nathan's forehead and mumbled softly.

"God I love you so much." Nathan tightened his grasp and kissed her forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks and chin passionately. He finally reached to her luscious lips and captured them with his longingly. Suddenly he took his fingers and lifted up the hem of her shirt enough to expose her soft belly button.

Haley sucked her breath in slightly at his touch.

"What's wrong?" he smirked.

"Nothing….. That tickles a little….. I uhh…. Are you teasing me?" she said still holding her breath.

"No…..but….. Are you cold?" he asked as the goose bumps began to form on her flesh.

Haley shook her head. "Actually, I'm cozy like hell."

Nathan smirked. "Really?... It's a good thing, right?" he asked moving the bra strap so it fell off her shoulder.

"Maybe..." Haley's laugh quickly transformed into a gasp when she felt him nipping and sucking on her sensitive skin. She leaned further into him and moved her head to give him better access.

"You are so sexy when you moan…. You know that?" he mumbled trailing kisses further up her shoulder.

"You know how much I love you baby?" he murmured into her neck, pushing her hair aside so he could kiss along her jaw and her cheek. Haley couldn't open her mouth so she shook her head vigorously.

"I don't think anyone can understand it Hales………." Nathan huskily stated as he started to push her back onto glossy shore. Haley complied as he positioned himself over her greedily. Every nerve in his body seemed to be tingling as he felt Haley's hands run through his hair and along his back. "You are mine……. You are just mine." Nathan whispered letting his hand slide down behind her neck pulling her mouth to his with more force, pressing their mouths hungrily together.

Nathan tightened his grasp little more as he plunged his tongue into her mouth furiously. Haley moaning out, her hands running furiously through his hair grasping the back of his head holding him to her.

"Mmmm yeah…… that's it baby. You are mine. Always and forever." he mumbled against her mouth as his hands moved up her skirt, massaging her thighs erotically.

"I love you so much Nathan. You are my world. Please don't ever hurt me and……… Don't ever leave me!" Haley finally mumbled to his hungry lips softly.

"What?..."

With that Nathan sat up in bed, breathing heavily, cool beads of sweat covering is chest. His breathing calmed as he looked at Haley's photo that placed on his night stand. He took her photo from his night stand and looked at her admiringly. Suddenly that picture became little fuzzy, because of the tears that filled in Nathan's eyes.

"Where are you Baby?... I made a mistake……. Don't punish me more, beautiful. Come back to me….. I won't survive without you……. Just come back to me." he kissed her picture longingly and mumbled softly.

After long minute Nathan's cell phone started ringing on the nightstand next to the bed. Glancing over to it he noticed that it was his brother. "Fuck you Luke." Nathan said looking at Haley's picture. He tried to ignore that goddamn ringing tone couple of times but this was getting on his last nerves. With a huge huff he leant little to pick it up.

"Fuck you Pucas!" Nathan greeted his brother agitatedly.

"Well, good evening to you too, little brother." Lucas chuckled into his phone.

"So….. What the fuck you want?... Wait! Don't ask for my dick….. Other than that, what that fuck do you want?" Nathan stated half angrily and half amusingly.

Lucas burst into a huge laugh. "I don't need your over-voltage dick bro. But couldn't you find a whore last night?"

"Suck my dick Luke….. I'll give you two minutes. So tell me, what's the matter big bro?" Nathan stated groggily.

"Not much, dude. But be ready. I'll pick you up at 7.00" Lucas said nonchalantly.

"Ok…… Why you wanna play NBA Live or what?" Nathan couldn't help but asked curiously.

"God Nathan….. I'm not talking about your 'fucking Play station', you idiot. Today is September 11th 2008. We have very special function, man." Lucas shouted at Nathan furiously.

"Holy Crap!... Jake's Charity Diner." Nathan mumbled incredulously.

"Yea……. You are still coming right?" Lucas couldn't help but inquired.

Nathan nodded his head agitatedly. "Fuck yes, Man. I hate this charity Shits…… if I late…..God that fucker is gonna kill me, Man."

"Hey listen Nate…… Listen. We are not late ok. So we have one hour to ready. Don't worry, Man. We are gonna be ok."

"Yea-Yea…. Whatever Luke. So I'm gonna take quick shower Man." Nathan stated uneasily.

"Ok Nate. Go do your thing. I'll pick you up at 7.00….. Bye, little bro."

"Sure Luke. See ya." Nathan said hurriedly before hanging up the phone and tossing it to the side.

Then He placed Haley's picture on his night stand carefully. He looked at her beauty admiringly and softly mumbled. "I love you Baby……… Always and forever." After-ward he quickly ran towards his bathroom for take a warm hot shower.

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Present time – September 11th 2008……………….

At The Davis' house………..…

Haley finished getting ready and made her way out of the bathroom."Oh Brooke, give me one good reason why I should wear this 'piece of shit' to that damn diner!" Haley cursed angrily.

"Aww… Haley dear, you look stunning and don't call my designs 'piece of shit' Haley!... Besides you know they said, if you want to make more business deals you have to reveal your thighs little more honey……." Brooke showed her infamous dimples as winked at Haley.

"Really?... I don't know who the hell said that but……. God Brooke! We are going to a Charity diner not for a brothel." Haley declared.

Brooke had a triumphant smile on her face as she turned to Haley. "Oh dear, I'm sorry you didn't hear that but it's a famous state by world great designer 'Brooke Davis'. And plus I don't mind go to a brothel if I can make few more business deals Haley." She said nonchalantly.

"Bite my ass!" Haley responded with a huge smile. She started to put on her mascara as Brooke went behind to fixing Haley's hair.

"With my pleasure…. I told you yesterday Hales, if I was into girls I would totally do you…….. Ok, now come here. I'll fix your hair." Brooke winked at Haley and pulled her near as she began brush Haley's dark brown locks. After that She applied some jell into Haley's hair and started to curl them.

"You look hot James!" Brooke said while admiring Haley's natural beauty.

"Thanks Brooke." Haley said admiring her hairstyle.

"You are welcome. Those are all available under 'clothes over bros' line." Brooke stated incredulously.

Haley looked at her reflection from her mirror admiringly. Her dress was a pale green that set off beautifully with her tanned skin. It was strapless, cut low fitting tight across the top, flowing down from her waist, it was clinging to her in a way that showed off every curve she had. The heels that she was wearing made them appear even more attractive.

Haley suddenly looked at her best friend's figure and smiled at her genuinely.

"You also look hot Brooke…….. Even though, I don't like your slutty red strapless dress. And oh hey best friend, your outsize boobs protrude from your dress!" Haley looked at Brooke's breast and sarcastically said.

"Oh you like my oversize boobs?……. I know you intrigue them." Brooke squealed cheerily at her boobs as she tugged bit her own breasts foolery.

"I don't like your boobs Brooke. I……. never-mind shall we go now?" Haley defended herself as asked.

"Ladies, your limo is waiting for you outside. Are you…………" Lindsey stopped mid sentence as looked at her girls with awe. "Oh my god!... You girls look stunning. Wow!... You look beautiful, Haley baby." Lindsey kissed Haley's forehead as said.

"Thanks Momma Davis." Haley beamingly said.

"Mom!... What about me?" Brooke pouted at her.

"Oh you look amazing too baby." Lindsey stepped forward and kissed Brooke's cheeks. "Feel better?"

Brooke nodded at her mother. "I love you Ma."

"I love you my baby girl…….." Lindsey hugged Brooke and said softly. "And you too dear." Lindsey gladly pulled Haley into that hug too. After couple of minutes they broke their group hug involuntary.

"So…… Shall we go Brooke?" Haley mockingly cooed at Brooke as she slid her arm around her shoulders guiding her toward the door, followed close behind by a still beaming Lindsey.

"Let's go, gorgeous." Brooke finally burst into a huge laugh.

"Bye ladies, have fun!" Lindsey stated with a wave.

"Bye, I love you." both Haley and Brooke replied with a wave.

They walked out the house in silence until Brooke suddenly spoke up. "You like my boobs!"

"What?... God, I hate you Brooke!!" Haley exclaimed angrily.

Brooke looked at her best friend and burst into a huge laugh. "Just admit it, James!"

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