Finally back in Biology class after three days of isolated torture. I have finally allowed my self to investigate what it is that attracts me to this fascinating human. I was growing so tired of this mindless class until Bella became my partner. It is more than interesting now. Not the class, but understanding Bella's Biology. Why does she seem so different from all the other simple-minded girls in this small-minded town? I have to figure it out. As I sit and stare out the window I lose my self in the thought of her, and then in a daze a beautiful scent enters the room.

Biology

Your scent is intoxicating. Some how floral, like lily of the valley and lilacs combined. Of course they just happen to be two of my favorites scents from the clearing. You would have to smell that sweet, that tempting, another way to torture me. That's only the beginning of my attraction to you.

It's also your simple beauty that attracts me, that lure's me in. As if this is your method of trapping prey. The sweetest part is you don't even know how effective it is on me or how beautiful you truly are. The unusual expressions on your face leave me curious to uncover what's hiding behind those beautiful eyes. It aches like a thirst I need to fulfill, to understand you completely. I have never been so captivated by a human in all of my life. You are so fascinating to observe. Your quirkiness is true to your core, to your very being. Exquisite.

The rays of the sun catch your milky skin and it reminds me of my own skin at times. However it's your rose colored cheeks that brings me back to reality. The reality that you are human and I am purely a monster that wants the taste of your sweet blood on my tongue.

As I sit beside you, the heat that radiates from your body is so warm and inviting. The warmth I only dreamt I would ever come close to. The icy cold of my skin somehow warms when I am close to you. Although I could never be as close to you as I desire. I am too dangerous.

The deep richness of your chocolate brown captivating eyes draws me in. It's like I am looking into your soul, a window to your thoughts. It's the only way I can gather any insight because your mind is vacant to me. I am powerless when trying to read your thoughts. This is something that I have not experienced before. However your wide eyes give away your secrets, secrets that I am willing to explore. I can only hope that I am a thought in your mind or some day in your heart. If only you will let me in, if only I can secure your trust. I can only wish, because I have been waiting for a miracle. It would be a miracle that your presence will allow me to feel some how alive again. Maybe I can finally start living my life. I can only prey that I would be so fortunate to have you be a part of my endless life. You have become an uninvited focal point; I can't possibly leave my desire for you unexplored.

Edward

I've gone for to long feeling like I'm not alive, so I'm going to start over tonight beginning with you and I.

-Miracle by Paramore-