DegrassiLover2010:Yes!
Well thanks to the people that reviewed! You guys are my favourite people ever! Hahaha. Well anyways, here's the next chapter. It has sex and fucking. I'm just being honest. Read it at your own will. READ AND REVIEW!
MOVING DAY.
So, it's moving day. It came by so fast. Clare's been having a hard time processing I'm going to Canada. Adam keeps trying to calm her down that it's only 3 hours away from where we currently are. Fallston, New York. Adam's been pretty chill over me moving. He says he'll miss me but as long as we can talk on the phone and on webcam, he'll be just fine. Bullfrog says we're actually leaving tonight. I spent the whole day yesterday with Adam and today it's just going to be me and her. I think I might actually cry when I leave. And I don't cry often unless it's very serious. I had a difficult time taking down posters in my room and packing my belongings. I've lived in that house for 14 years and now…I'm leaving it. It feels like a part of me. Right now, I'm in my empty kitchen on the floor eating lunch waiting for Clare to come over while Cece and Bullfrog are talking to the movers. Well this is pretty dull…eating a sandwich in your own kitchen and it looks like it's not even yours.
"Eli?" Clare softly says walking through the kitchen.
"Oh hey Clare." I give her a small smile.
"What do you want to do today?" She asks, sitting down next to me.
"Anything I guess…" I say chewing.
She laughs and gets mayo on her finger from the sandwich and dabs it on my nose.
"What the hell Clare?" I laugh.
"You said anything…"
I roll my eyes and grin. She looks around the kitchen noticing its emptiness. While she does this, I take the time to really look at her. Her long curly auburn hair falls delicately past her shoulders, her big bright blue eyes wandering, her pale creamy skin glowing, and her plump pink lips in the shape of an 'O'.
"Your kitchen looks so weird Eli…" She says still looking around.
"You're so beautiful." I say out loud.
She immediately faces me. "What?"
"Nothing…" I say.
"You called me beautiful." She says.
"It's cause you are Clare."
Her cheeks blush into a soft light scarlet color. "Thanks Eli." She mutters.
I check my phone to see the time. "It's 3 Clare."
"Yeah I know." She says.
I take her hand and tell her "You're my best friend Clare Edwards, and I love you so much and it's come to me today that it might be the last time we see each other in person for a long time. And I want to give you something so you'll never forget me."
Tears begin to slip out of her eyes. "Eli, I love you too, and when you told me you were moving to Canada, my heart just broke. I don't know how I will live if you leave. I know I have Adam, but it just won't be the same without you! What do you want to give me?"
I hesitate asking her this knowing I shouldn't. She was a Christian. An abstinent Christian. She was the innocent good girl. I don't know what I was thinking to ask her this. But she out of everyone in the world deserved my virginity. And I deserved hers. I loved her. And her ring after all did say 'True Love Waits'. Well this was true love! Not romantic love, but the kind of love strong friends have for each other. She believed in waiting until marriage but I knew I wouldn't marry her.
"Can I give you my virginity?" I simply ask.
Her face goes into complete shock. "Eli! You know I'm trying to wait until marriage!" She says standing up.
"I know Clare, but I love you and only want to give it to you! That way you'll never forget me and I'll never forget you!"
"Eli, no. This goes against everything I believe in!" she yells.
"God knows we love each other Clare! He'd be okay with him! Trust me! This is the last time I see you! I just want to give you something special."
She takes a seat back down, a couple inches away from me and begins to process everything we had just said.
After about 15 minutes of pure silence, she looks over at me.
"I trust you Eli." She simply states.
I stand up and hold my hand out to her. She takes it and I pull her up and hold her, kissing her forehead. "I love you." I say.
"I love you too" she responds.
"It'll be just this once for the memory, then we continue being best friends alright?" I look at her.
She nods her head slowly. "But where do we do it? All the furniture in your house has been removed…"
I realize she's right. And Clare isn't a huge fan of laying down on floors. I try to think of private places and suddenly I get an idea.
"Hey Clare, remember when we were younger we found that cave near the river? It was super private and chill there."
"You want us to lose our virginities to each other in a cave?" She looks at me weird.
"We'll make it special. I promise."
"Alright…if you're sure about this."
I smile and take her hand and walk out to Cece and Bullfrog.
"Uhh, hey guys? We're just going to go out for a walk." I tell them.
"Okay baby, but drop Clare off at home by 6 cause we're leaving at 6:10." Cece replies.
I nod and start walking down the sidewalk and into the forest, still holding Clare's hand.
"We didn't bring anything…" She says.
"I know…we don't need anything" I smile.
She gives me a small smile and rubs my hand. After walking for about a mile, we come across the river.
"It's beautiful." Clare says looking over.
"Like you." I give her a kiss on the cheek.
She blushes and holds onto me.
"I see the cave!" I say holding her.
We walk over and I take my hoodie off. My skin feels cold under my polo.
"I can't believe we're going to have sex outside in the cold." She murmurs into my ear holding me close.
"I find it relaxing and beautiful." I reply.
I look into her eyes deeply and capture her lips in a kiss. She kisses back with passion as well as sadness. Her lips feel so soft against mine. I decide to step it up and run my tongue against her lower lip. She gasps and I stick my tongue in. I massage her tongue with my own feeling her hot breath. She gives me a slight moan. I place my hoodie down on the soft sand for her to lie on.
"Are you ready Clare?" I ask before going any further.
She takes a moment and nods her head. She then removes her shirt and bra. Her breasts are just starting to form and her pink nipples immediately harden due to the cold air. I stare at the slightly rounded chest.
"You can touch them Eli…if you want." She whispers.
I cup them and lean forward to press a kiss on each bud. She moans loudly.
"Are they sensitive?" I laugh.
She nods again, this time her eyes closed. I feel my cock getting hard under my jeans. I take her right nipple into my mouth and begin to suck gently. While I do this, she moans soft and quietly. I think again how much Clare's innocence means to her so I figure that I would just pleasure her. There was no need to make her give me a blowjob since I feel like she's already doing enough for me. Plus I'm beyond hard. My cock is suffocating under my jeans. I stand up to take my pants and boxers off. She looks strangely at me as my cock springs up from underneath. I slowly take off her pants and panties. She spreads her legs open and I go in and analyze her pussy. It was pink and she had produced a little cum. I ran my tongue along her clit and she screamed. I saw this as a good sign and began sucking on it as well as sticking my tongue in her hole. Now I was completely ready to lose my innocence which never really mattered to me, to her. I placed the tip right at her entrance. This was it. As soon as I entered her, she'd no longer be a virgin, but neither would I.
"You ready Clare?" I say giving her a final kiss.
"Yes Eli." She gulps.
I had remembered Bullfrog telling me the easiest way not to hurt the girl when having sex was jamming it right in there. I took his advice and thrust myself hard into her. She screamed. I looked down at her. I was feel the utmost pleasure having her tight pussy wrapped around my cock. She however, was in pain. Tears flooded out of her eyes and her beautiful skin was now a red color.
"Clare?..." I ask scared.
"It hurts!" She cries.
I freeze my position, and gently wipe away her tears and give her a few kisses. Damn, Bullfrog was so wrong.
"Does it still hurt?" I ask her soothingly.
"Not that much anymore." She sniffles and moves around to get comfortable. "Move." She says.
I begin to thrust back and forth feeling amazing pleasure and I look down to Clare's face to see the same. I begin to speed up and I hit a spot in Clare that drives her wild and makes her scream. I start going even harder and faster and soon I realize I'm going to come.
"Clare! Clare! Clare!" I say as she screams my name. "I'm going to cum in you I yell!"
And with that, I release in her. I feel her pussy clench and my cum spill out. I crawl over to my jeans and take my phone out.
"It's 5:30." I say.
"That was pretty amazing…I don't think I could ever in a million years forget you." She sighs. "I want you to take my ring now. You took my virginity, so now it's yours." She smiles placing her ring on my left ring finger.
"We'll be married friends." I laugh holding her lying down.
"Always." She says.
I get up after about 10 minutes and re-dress myself. I watch Clare as she re-dresses herself and I help her put her bra back on. After we both finish, we begin walking back to the street, hand in hand. We soon get to her house and I stop.
I hold both her hands and look into her eyes. "You are amazing Clare. Thank you for taking me and letting me take you. I love you. There's no one else in the world I could compare you to because you are so special to me."
"I will never forget you Eli." She simply says hugging me tight.
Our hug lasts for about 3 minutes and her parents and Darcy come out to say good bye. After I hug them all I hug Clare again. I try and put everything into this hug, all my emotions. When I back out, I feel many tears slide down my face and her face is just like mine.
"Bye Clare."
"Bye Eli."
I turn and start the walk back to my house. I don't dare look back knowing I'd run right back to Clare. I take my time admiring the beauty of the neighborhood I really hadn't cared about noticing before. I started thinking back to having sex with Clare when I felt her ring on my finger. I don't know how I was going to leave now because I felt strong feelings for her. Not just as friends. Maybe it was a mistake to have sex with her because now I just can't stop thinking about her. I see Cece and Bullfrog in the truck. They honk for me to get in. I get in and put my seatbelt on.
"It's gonna be okay baby boy." Cece simply says. "I packed a bag for you there filled with some comics and your iPod baby. It's gonna be a while till we get there."
As we pass the sign that says "Leaving Fallston" I have a couple of tears fall out. Who knew this would be so hard?
"Good bye Fallston." I whisper.
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