Chapter Two

Rosalie's POV

Today would make a year that me and Emmett have been apart. He was supposed to return back to Forks with Edward and Jasper. But yesterday I got a call from him at 3:00 in morning, telling me that he wasn't coming back because he had met someone while staying there and wanted to take their relationship to the next level. So he was basically leaving me for some random chick who I bet doesn't even look better than me.

So here am in the forest sitting at the edge of a cliff with a bottle of Jack Daniels. I wasn't going to jump or anything I was just sitting here thinking about all the things that me and Emmett had been through. I don't even know why I had the Jack Daniels it wasn't like I was able to get drunk or even just a tad bit tipsy. Because the venom in my body burned the effects of alcohol away before it even reached my stomach. But I guess the bottle of Jack gave me illusion that I was getting drunk, which led to the illusion of me thinking that I was still human.

I was interrupted from my daze when my nose caught a disgusting aroma that made my stomach turn. As I saw a small red car pull up I knew what was making me so sick. He stepped out of the car and looked at me with sadness in his eyes. He sat down on the ledge with me but didn't say a word.

"What are you doing here Mutt?"

"Please Blondie I'm not in the mood for your games today okay!"

"Geesh what's gotten your tightie whitie's all in a bunch?" I had to laugh at my own joke. It was funny because I knew he didn't wear tightie whitie's which would make him even madder.

"Look seriously Rose cool it okay!"

I had no response for his sudden temper tantrum. I sure as hell wasn't going to apologize for upsetting him. His existence upsets me but I don't see him dying to please me!

"Can I ask you something?"

"You just did."

"Okay MUTT I'm trying to be civil, we both know that you don't want to bring the bitch out of me. So I ask again, can I ask you something?"

"Sure." He responded so inhuman like he sounded more dead than I do. I loved his pain and misery; it was beautiful to see someone in more pain than I was. It made my life seem not half bad.

"Why are you here on the ledge with me instead of on your date with Bella?"

"How'd you know about my date?"

"I overheard Alice's conversation with Bella last night."

"Oh well I think you know what happened, the lee.. I mean your brother came by and ruined everything."

As he told me that he looked so sad, as if agony slapped him in the face and pissed on the fresh cut in his heart. And then I saw him staring at the roaring waters down below. I kind of felt bad for the guy. I mean I don't know why but he loved her with all his heart and she just trampled over his emotions. When I saw him scoot closer to the edge of the ledge I got a little worried.

"You're not thinking about jumping are you?

"I don't know maybe. I just feel like if I jump that pain would hurt less than the pain I'm feeling right now."

"Oh well trust me Pup if she treated you this bad then you deserve somebody better than her anyway."

"Yea you might be right, but it's just like I love her so much."

"Oh I know a little something about that."

"You do?"

Yea, I do but anyway you probably came here to be alone so I'm gonna leave you to feel broken hearted dead, and unappreciated like feel everyday of my eternal life."

As I got up to walk away I heard him call my name for me to turn around.

"Hey Blondie!"

"What Mutt?"

"Thanks."

"Whatever."

I quickly run through the forest and took the shortcut that I learned almost 5 months ago. When I finally got back to the house I stopped in the front yard because I smelled a human. It was a familiar scent and I knew that it could only mean one thing that Edward and Bella are back. When I walked inside I saw them standing in front of the staircase kissing, and it really made me sick.

"You two disgust me." They both looked at me with confusion and fear because they didn't know what I was about to do.

"What are you talking about Rose?" Bella asked stuttering

"You know exactly what I'm talking about bitch! I saw Jacob today. Do you know that he thought about jumping off a cliff because of your dumb unappreciative ass! And I bet you don't even care. That boy stuck by you through thick and thin. From the time you came back from Italy up until a few hours ago. He was nothing but patient with you. He gave you time to get over Edward, but he should've known no time was enough time to get you unstuck from Edward's ass because as soon as he came back you ran to him without a chase or anything. So again I say you disgust me."

"Ah come on rose that's fair!" Edward yelled as I ran up the staircase to meaningless room.

But I didn't pay him any attention. I had said all I need to say. So quickly ran upstairs. When I got to my room I slammed the door as hard as I could, and I was shocked it didn't break. As I got into the bed I buried my face in a pillow. At times like these I really wished I could fall asleep. But instead all I could do was close my eyes and pretended to be asleep. But just as I closed my eyes I hear someone knock on the door. I recognized the scent instantly.

"Come in Alice."

She came in and walked around to the other side of my canopy bed and layed down next to me. She looked so sweet and innocent and it was hard to be mean to her. So I tried to sound as nice and as calm as possible, but before I got the chance to say in thing she spoke up.

"Why were you so mean to her?"

"You didn't see his face. He's torn okay. And the worst part is that she doesn't even care."

"Yes she does she told me how bad she felt as soon as she got here!"

"Well she sure as hell could've fooled me! Cause when I walked in here I saw her face full of happiness no pain, no fear, no worry, not a damn thing!"

"Well why do you care anyway?

"Because, I know a thing or two about a broken heart."

"What do mean Rose I thought you were over Royce?"

"I am. That's not who I'm talking about."

Other than Edward and jasper, the rest of the family didn't know that Emmett left me they thought he stayed in Italy to find his self and to possibly recruit any vampires that want to become vegetarians.

"Well if you're not talking about Royce then who?"

"Never mind, could you just umm go please." I hated kicking Alice out. It made me feel like I was kicking a baby kitten in the stomach.

"Of course, but Rose?"

"Yea?"

If you ever need to talk, I'm always here okay ?

"Yea."

And with that she was gone, leaving me alone. But at this point in my life I didn't wanna be alone. Of course I would never tell anyone that. Because I mean I'm Rosalie Hale I don't need anyone, or at least i didn't. But, I do now, I needed someone to hold me or and make me feel special. And since I just lost the one that matters most, I feel lost. I rolled over to the other side or the bed that was the side where Emmett would lay. I took his pillow and squeezed it tight. I wanted to pretend it was him but deep down inside I knew it wasn't.