Blessed be my soul that Kira shalt not kill. I beg that no harm may come to me as I have forgotten my disclaimer I do not own Death Note and pray that Kira shall allow me life.

Watari locked the handcuffs between me and Light. He told us this way we could work on catching Kira twenty four seven I had to admit it was a good plan overall, he could never sneak off and kill if he was Kira, but the one major flaw was there, how easily he could discover my secret, but I couldn't back out he would know something was wrong, and I never gave up to give up was just like losing. I hated losing.

I decided all I could do was be extremely careful, I wouldn't give up. We went back to where everyone else was I sat down and began working.

Kira hadn't stopped killing weeks had gone by with Light incarcerated and we hadn't gotten any further I had begun to get frustrated and depressed, although it didn't show outwardly. I sat in the computer chair Light next to me for hours as we both worked every few minutes popping a sugar cube in my mouth, a doughnut, or a piece of cake. Eventually everybody left and Lights head was on the computer beside me his breathing slow and even.

I couldn't help but notice how sweet he looked sleeping there tired after a long day of shock and work. But I would never admit it to myself or anyone what I had thought at that moment. Light was Kira I knew that much whether he did it subconsciously or not was the question. I knew he couldn't do all those things without knowing it, he talked like Kira, thought like him, he was even strategic the way Kira would be, there hadn't been any question from the start. Light was Kira and we were mortal enemies.

I took my binder off taking a deep breath I felt better and more comfortable as I curled myself up into a chair but I couldn't help being agitated if Light happened to wake up in the middle of the night or somehow before me my secret would be out there was no way I could explain the unlocked handcuffs without looking like an idiot, no way I could explain my binder with good reason. No matter how good of a liar I had become.

I fell asleep in a tight ball hugging my legs. Nightmares plagued me I saw my death, my life, my fears I felt like I was falling I could hear bells they kept ringing loud into my ears, and then I woke up.

I was cold all over I felt like I had been dropped into a bath of ice. I looked around Light was sleeping soundly I stood up slowly turning my head toward the clock it was two am I had slept about two hours and I probably had 4 more before Light would even begin to wake up.

I got up to get some cake not bothering to put my binder back on it was unearthly how much I hated it. But I had to wear it I would not lose all the respect I finally have. I curled back up in the chair with cake and sugar it would be a long wait.

Hey guys! So L will be just slightly ooc in this because of the fact she is a girl but I am trying to make the character as close as possible I am watching and reading death note on a daily basis to help with it so sorry for that but im trying my best to make it as close to the L we all love as possible . Review!:D