Chapter 2 : Lost Innocence.
Another edit, hopefully it will end up better.
Warnings: Yaoi. Mature content. Rape. Slight insanity. Read at own risk.
Disclaimer: I have never owned Kingdom Hearts, its characters or settings.
Riku's Point of View ;
It wasn't long before we both were at the top of the stairs. Our hands on our knees as we desperately caught our breath. Our chests moving visibly as our lungs greedily took up air. Our hearts racing from the sudden exertion. I took in air silently, though my lungs burned for me to take deeper gulps. Sora's pants, however, were unguarded. He showed how weak he was without a care, and yet he was the strongest person I would ever know. "I -win." He said in between pants. I could only smirk, inhaling a lot of air before I could feel like I could talk again. "You - wish. I'm just out of shape Sora." I said casually, ignoring the dull ache of my whole body, the most painful ache being my heart. It seemed that I was still weak.
Before long, Sora moved normally once more. Envy bit at me to realize Sora now was more fit than I was. In my current state anyways. I pushed away the pain, I needed to man up. I needed strength, now and for what I planned. "Yeah, yeah Riku." He said with a roll of his azure eyes, his hands going to clasp behind his head. His signature look, oh and his goofy smile. The smile was infectious, because I felt my own lips twitching into a smile as well.
Sora sat down on the wooden floors, I soon followed his example. Sitting across from him before he began on the 'business' I had proposed. The heartless strategies, which I couldn't really care about. I might have looked alert in the words he spilled from his lips, but I was just staring at him. The boy I had known from the island was just a bit more grown up. The baby fat replaced with muscles that were defined but not bulky. His figure much more slender, and lean, yet I was still taller. I suspect I will always remain taller than the youth.
Sora's eyes set on me, his lips moving in my direction and I had the faintest feeling that maybe I was supposed to react now. "Earth to Riku..." he laughed with a little wave in front of my face, I smiled in return." Sorry, spaced out." I muttered. Not loud enough to match Sora's usual voice pitch, not low enough to be considered whispering. "I said- I was thinking that we could tag team with Donald and goofy,or we could do trinity.." he explained. "Oh yeah, that's fine." I answered in return. I was more careful from there to nod every now and then, and make noises of approval even if I didn't know what I was agreeing to. It all wouldn't matter for long anyways. The day bled into the setting sun before Sora finally sighed in content at whatever plan he had formulated.
I didn't want this moment to end. I wanted to stay here, to keep talking, or just listening to him. To be able to be content just for having his attention and friendship. As he moved to get up, to leave to go to her again, the spell was broken. I understood that time moved forward and slowly, time was creating a gap between me and Sora.
I had to close that gap, once and for all.
"Sora, wait." I heard myself saying. Sora looked at me puzzled, but sat down hesitantly. "What is it Riku?" He asked worried, truly worried that it was something serious. I kept my silence though I partly wanted to run. To run away and avoid what I had to do to make Sora mine. Losing Sora was what kept me going though. What made me get up and walk over to the abandoned toy box. What made me grab the old jump rope in my hands, and test it to make sure it wouldn't break easily. "This will work" I whispered, but Sora must have caught it for he questioned me right away. "What will work Riku?" Sora asked, head cocked to the side in confusion. "... What are you doing with that old jump rope?" He asked a bit more quietly as I approached him just as quietly.
My expression changed slowly to a darker one, and in a reflection, Sora's changed as well. He began to stand up stand up slowly, but I couldn't let that happen. Taking him down on his feet would prove to difficult in my current state, so I pounced.
"Riku!" Sora screamed. I needed to cover his mouth, but we wrestled on the floor for the longest time before we were both panting again. Both weaker from wrestling. Sora had landed good punches on my body, and had almost hit my face if I hadn't dodged it in time. I hadn't punched him back, I couldn't bare to. What I had planned for my poor friend, was much worse than bruises from petty punches. "Riku.. stop. This isn't you. Fight the darkness, I know you can!" He implored. I looked down at him, giving a heavy sigh.
My hands tightened around his pinned wrists above his head. "Sora..." I began, not knowing that to say. How to explain to the boy I loved, the boy I loved enough to desperately want to keep, that I wasn't being controlled? That this lust, this- whatever I was doing, was something that had been building up for years without anyone's knowledge. "Riku? Riku! Please, come to senses, you-" he began rambling, eyes so filled with hope. "Sora, I'm not being controlled." I said slowly, letting it sink it as I licked my chapped lips. "You're not... Then what are you doing! Let go!" He said, now getting angry in a way I hadn't seen before. Squirming in my grasp, but I held him down as if my life depended on it. I should have listened, I should have released him right then and there and laughed it off as a joke... but I couldn't.
"No." I muttered. Sora stopped moving. "No?" He asked, confused beyond his wildest dreams that I had said no. "I've wanted you, Sora." I said, my voice growing as my strength seemed to increase. A happy, and manic laughter that bubbled in my chest, but I held it down least I terrify him more. "And now..." I smiled, and allowed myself to chuckle a bit. "I finally have you."
Sora...well flipped. He used all his strength to resist me. He screamed at me, telling me I was wrong or confused. That I could take it back and if I let him go it would all be okay. I did nothing of the sort. It took a lot of dragging and more wrestling to move him closer to the wooden railings, but in the end, I managed to do so. I was even able to successfully tie his wrists to the railings with the jump rope without any major injuries. Don't get me wrong, he put up a fight and tried to use the keyblade for help, but what could I say? I was just too determined for his resistance.
I couldn't wait around anymore, and it was bound to happen anyways. I pinned down his kicking legs as I undid the many belts and button of his pants. After I had removed his shoes of course. Sora was crying for me to stop the whole time and I could not handle his pleading voice anymore. "Sora. Please stop." I said kindly, while I tore away his pants from his legs. Leaving him in boxers, socks and the rest of his top half clothing. "Riku. Please don't..." he said voice shaking. I almost felt bad for him. Almost.
"I wanted my first time to be with Kai-" Sora cut off in mid-sentence. I had leaned over him and put my hand gently over his throat. A threatening gesture maybe, but her name made the sound of a shrill high pitched scream of a heartless come to my mind. "Dont. Ever. Say. HER. Name again. You got that? IF you EVER do, I'll kill her. I promise you. I'll kill her with you watching. You're mine. I'm going to make belong to me right now!" I spat, moving to yank away the last piece of clothing that was blocking my way. Sora looked at me as if I were a monster. Tears finally fell down his cheeks.
Sora turned his head away, and then, let out a choked sob. "Who are you?" He asked in a dejected tone.
As if he really couldn't believe I was Riku. Well I was... I was just changed a bit. Still, I could not turn back now. It was too late.
I positioned myself in front of him, put his legs on my shoulders and leaned over him. He struggled against the binds, his legs moved off my shoulders and after the fourth time of putting them there, I gave up. "Fine" I growled, my hand going over to tightly cover his mouth before forcing myself inside him. His eyes shot open, tears now ran down freely. A muffled scream came from him as I let out a moan. I forced our bodies into a slow beat in sync. I had been so lost in the pleasure that I hadn't realized something warm inside Sora made it easier to push inside. From the smell, my eyes shot open from my activity to see blood pooling around our two bodies.
I also realized Sora was now quiet, as I let go his mouth, my hand had left a red imprint on his face from how hard I had been pressing down. His blue eyes were dull and had a far away look. The only sounds that came out of him anymore were small pitiful whimpers of pain with every thrust. When I came inside him, Sora groaned weakly. His eyes closing in a pained expression as he turned his head to his side. I slowly pulled out, and moved to remove the jump rope. Sora's wrists had been fire ant red when I released them.
I had actually worried that the blood hadn't reached his icy hands, so I rubbed them slightly to get the blood flowing normally. Sora looked at me through nearly shut eyes, his chest moving slightly. "You won't hurt her now...right?" His horse voice rasped out. I sighed, it seemed Sora still didn't understand. I decided to go along with it though, somewhat. "No, I won't hurt her, as long as you say good bye to her tomorrow and leave as planned for the heartless trip." I said. I could tell him he was never coming back, but it was best to leave it vague.
"What do you mean...good bye?" Sora asked, eyes opening a bit for me to see the rising panic. I sighed again, poor Sora just couldn't put two and two together sometimes. It was also sad that he caught onto that, maybe it just had been a poor choice in words.
"It means, we are leaving Destiny Islands, and are never coming back. Choose Sora, staying here or Kairi's life?"
I proposed, letting go of his hands to see the sun finally set completely into the darkness of the night.
A/n ;Wow...making the story more realistic made it more darker, go figure.