Thanks for the reviews guys =]
If none of you have heard that song I used for that one, you certainly should. It's such a sweet song!
Just a reminder, these aren't going in any kind of story order, they're just little one-shots based off of the song I got on my Ipod/Itunes.
For this one I used various lyrics from within the song, out of place of course, to add a bit to it. I know it's a bit odd towards the ending, but I decided to change from what I normally do.
Forgot to mention before, I own no one involved, I don't even own the songs used.
Kisses and Angels
Song: Bring Me to Life – Evanescence
For: Anyone that likes Shawn/Taker
Notes: This is actually kinda fun thus far lol
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
The sky was dark with a thick layer of clouds, the wind cold as he stared out at the parking lot below him. He could hear the dull rumble of traffic below him, the distance screech of a car as it tore down the road in a hurry. He closed his eyes as his heart pounded within his chest, his ears echoing out that same pounding as he clutched tightly to the railing of the balcony.
Without thought, without voice, without a soul
He felt himself trying to force himself forward, to force himself over the edge but no matter how much effort he put towards it, he just couldn't. A low growl escaped him as his grip tightened around the railing, his hands becoming sore and red. He forced himself forward once more, but his feet kept him planted on the balcony. His eyes flashed open once more, the redness in them not noticeable in the dark night light. He looked down at the parking lot below him, his breath leaving him in slow, low gasps. A growl left him once more as he took a step backwards then he gave a short run towards the railing, his hands grasping onto the railing at the last second, holding him back.
Save me from the nothing I've become
Meanwhile, down in the lobby, a man stood with a small pile of bags, his arms clutched tightly around him. A shuttering breath left him as he stood out in the cold night air, waiting for the bell hop boy to return. He brought his hands up to his face, breathing into them to try and warm his fingers. A sigh escaped him as he rubbed his arms with his hands, his gaze set on the ground below him.
Frozen inside without your touch
He flexed his arms slightly against the railing trying so hard to get his hands to let go. He shook slightly as he stood high above the parking lot, his eyes blurry from tiredness as he backed away from the railing. Then, like before, he ran towards the railing, his hands grasping the railing, his legs smashing hard against the metal rails. He groaned faintly as he leaned against the railing, his eyes falling shut as he shivered in the cold air.
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
When the bell hop boy finally came around, he followed the younger man into the hotel, thankful to be out of the cold air. He walked with the man to the elevator and took it up to the appropriate floor. He kept his gaze away from the other man, the quietness between them uncomfortable, but he could live with it until he could get to the hotel room and relax, maybe even take a hot shower after waiting so long in the cold.
Call my name and save me from the dark
He released his tight grip from the railing and backed up from it, his hands rubbing at the sides of his legs where they had smashed against the cold metals. He took another step back before running forward once more, but was stopped again by his own force, his own conscious telling him that this wasn't what he wanted. He shuddered as he stared down at the parking lot miles below him, his grip on the railing tightening again.
Bid my blood to run
Stepping out of the elevator, he walked to the hotel room door, pausing outside of it. He bid the bell hop man away with a small tip then turned to the door, pulling the key out of his pocket. He turned to face the door, sticking it in to the slot, trying to open the door. He growled softly when he noticed he had it the wrong way, and pulled the key back out. He turned the key around, and moved to open the door again, a satisfied smirk upon his lips as the door clicked open.
Walking into the room, he pulled his bags in behind him, and then turned to the shut the door. He stepped further into the room, his gaze looking around but before falling on the other man out on the balcony, their hands clutched tightly around the railing as if, as if they were trying to throw themselves over. A frown formed on his lips as he stepped closer to door, moving slow so as not to scare him.
Only you are the life among the dead
"What are you doing?" asked Shawn as he stepped closer, "Mark please don't."
Mark turned to look at Shawn, his hands still clutched around the railing, "I thought you were gone," he said softly.
"No Mark," he said softly in response, stopping at the balcony door, "I'm only retired, I haven't left you."
Stepping back slowly from the balcony, Mark turned once more to look at Shawn, "I can't, I can't function without you around anymore Shawn," he said gently, lowering his gaze, "You can't just leave me."
"I'm not leaving you," he said as he stepped out onto the balcony, looking up at Mark, "I won't leave you."
Mark shook his head, stepping around Shawn and walking towards the railing once more, "You left me Shawn," he said lowly.
"Mark no," said Shawn, turning and wrapping his arms tightly around Mark's waist, trying to pull back away from the railing, "Please don't do it, you can't leave me."
Mark froze at his words, his body feeling a bit limp in Shawn's arms, "I'm sorry," he said softly, "I, I just don't want you to leave me."
Shawn pulled Mark slowly back towards the hotel room door, sighing softly as they stepped back inside.
"I'm not going to leave you," said Shawn gently, "Are you going to leave me?"
Mark turned to look at him, shaking his head slowly, "No," he said softly, wrapping his arms tightly around Shawn, picking him up off of his feet and carrying him over to the bed.
Shawn wrapped his arms loosely around his neck, sighing softly as he was placed down on the bed. He watched as Mark turned out the light, and then returned to him, lying on top of him in such a way that he wouldn't squish Shawn.
"Mark?" he asked gently, placing a soft series of kisses on Mark's neck.
"Hmm?" he asked in response, kissing Shawn's chest as he pulled Shawn's shirt off.
"Am I still your angel?" asked Shawn, looking into Mark's eyes. Mark smirked faintly, placing a soft kiss on Shawn's lips.
"Of course you are," he said, kissing him once more, "And I'm you're devil."
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life