Chapter 2 – Me, Edward and Renesmee – BOV
After Jasper left me and Alice went round my dad's to pick him and Renesmee up, I missed her last night.
When we pulled into my dad's drive, Renesmee came running out, "Happy birthday mommy" she was calling, I swept her up into my arms and kissed her forehead and she giggled, her laugh was so cute, I put Renesmee back down as Alice was getting out the car, "Aunty Alice" Renesmee called when she spotted her, "Hey gorgeous" Alice said while kissing Renesmee forehead, which made her giggle again, "are we going home mommy?" she asked,, "soon princess, where's grampy?" I asked, she pointed in the house, as I was walking in I could see Renesmee pulling Alice to the swing set out the front and I laughed.
My dad was in the kitchen, pouring some juice into a cup – for Renesmee I would say.
"Hey dad" I said as I walked in the kitchen.
"Hey Bells, happy birthday Hunnie" he smiled as Renesmee came running in, pulling Alice along with her.
"Alice sweetie, I haven't see you in a long time, with all your university stuff I guess you don't have much free time, how is the university going?" my dad asked.
"Yeah Charlie – it's really good, I'm getting on with everyone, learning something new every day its really good, I don't-" Alice paused as Renesmee was pulling on her leg, "let play Alice" Renesmee said, "in a minute Renesmee – go and get your stuff from upstairs – I'll come up in a minute" Alice finished and Renesmee ran up the stairs, "I should go play before she gets violent" Alice said before walking up the stairs.
I and my dad sat on his bench on the front porch,
"So Bells, who you got coming for diner?" great conversation starter, I silently laughed,
"Umm... You, Renesmee, Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rose and Esme and Carlisle. I think that's it, but japer wants Jessica to come", my dad looked confused, "why isn't she then?" I didn't know what to say.
"Well, I didn't say no-" my dad cut me off, "but you didn't say yes?" he was right,
"I think Alice likes jasper and that, so it's confusing" he understood that,
"How's Edward Bells?" I miss that man A LOT
"He's good, he rang me this morning, it's just-" I could feel the tears about to come out "I miss him so much and I don't feel whole when I'm not with him, Renesmee misses her dad, he misses her, and it's my fault" the tears came and I couldn't stop them, "all my fault, all my stupid bloody fault" my dad put his arm around my shoulders, "Bella, it is not your fault, why would you ever think that?" I knew it was my fault, "Because, he didn't want to go to university in Scotland I made him, he said he wouldn't go if I didn't want him to and I didn't but I didn't want to destroy his future, all my fault"
FLASHBACK
"Edward, what's wrong? You've been stressed and miserable all day, did I do something?" he pulled me into his arms, "Bella, you could never do anything wrong, I love you, it's just" I needed to know what was wrong. "Please Edward, tell me"
Edward breathed, "Please, just know, I love you and I'll do whatever you want me to do, I received a phone call and I've been accepted into a university" oh my god, he has got to go,
"Edward baby, that's absolutely amazing, you have to go" I said with a smile. He didn't.
"Bella stop, you don't understand, the university is in Scotland" Scotland? My face dropped.
"Oh" I don't want him to go but I will not be responsible for ruining his future.
"Edward please, go, I'll still be here when you get back so will Renesmee, I won't be responsible for ruining this for you, please, I love you, I always will" he looked confused
"Bella, I love you, I can't leave you or Renesmee" I placed my hand on his heart,
"I'll always be with you baby, forever" he leaned in and kissed me.
END OF FLASHBACK
"It's not your fault Bella" my dad tried to soothe me.
The front door went, "No, It's not your fault" a musical, velvet voice said.