I hope you all enjoy this chapter, (please review), I'll hope to have a sequel to STDE out before the end of the year - if my writers block decides to clear up -.- Anyways happy reading! :)
Suspicion
Chapter 2 – Acceptance (James' POV)
Moony, Remus mate, how could you? I thought we were friends, the best of friends Remus! We accepted you! We became animagus for you! Mate, we would die for you! Fuck!
Lily won't accept that you are the traitor. "What if Peter's wrong James?" she says, "what if we've come to the wrong conclusion?" Lily doesn't agree with me when I suggest that we say away from you. Sirius also agrees. "He'll only think that something is up then."
It's now that we decide to change Secret Keepers. Sirius is too important for me for him to die. We're brothers, in all but name and blood.
Sirius came to the house the other night, late, and drunk. He broke down in our embrace. How could you do this to your own husband? You're breaking him Remus. What happened to the shy, bookish, chocolate loving, socially awkward boy that I knew? What happened to the resigned, yet brave man I knew that faced every moon with acceptance. What happened to you Remus?
I cannot even bear to call you Moony anymore. That you have noticed. I remember three weeks ago you came and wanted to talk to Lily. Instead of greeting you with my always cheerful "Moony!", I instead greeted you with "Oh Remus, hello." I've greeted you that way ever since. Don't think I don't notice the hurt that flashes though your eyes, though how dare you be hurt?
How dare you show hurt, when you are destroying your marriage? How is it fair that you are destroying all of us and yet you show hurt if I will no longer greet you the way I used to?
This may seem cruel but war changes people. I'm doing what I must to protect my family. I am so sorry Remus but this, is after all, your fault.