AN-Hey people I am sooooooo sorry that I haven't updated but I'm in the hospital right now. I had back surgery for a tethered spinal cord, NOT FUN! Lol. Though everyone said it would hurt alot I barely have any pain in my back it is mostly with a nerve I hurt in my left leg. I know, I know it sort of sounds like a woo is me but it is true. So everyone please forgive me for not updating I have some chapters written but I just can't find the time to type them without someone looking at what I am doing over my shoulder or my step-father asking me "Who are you talking to?" Jerk. Now on to chapter one of Isabella SwanLestrange? Wait one more question should I change the name of this story to "Back in Black" or "The Black is Back"? Just asking. Poll on profile!
Disclaimer- I do not own anything but the plot of my story except in this chapter which is pretty much a spoiler for New Moon, book and movie, so if you don't want to you don't have to read it except for the last two paragraphs, those are different just so you know.
Chapter 1- The pain and relief of leaving
"You don't...want me?" Bella stuttered, tears clouding her vision but was to shocked to let them go. She was so upset to the point of crying, that has never happened before.
Flash Back
Mostly Bella was angry at herself for nearly crying right now, her mother and father have always told her "Sweetie never trust a guy so completly that you fall head over heels, unless you are absolutly sure that he is your soul mate. Even then do not lose your head." Bella then asked "What about you and father?" Her mother replied "Your father and I are soul mates, we can feel it. Sometime it takes awhile it might not be in the time you wish but it will come. I promise."
End Flash Back
"No." Edward said in a cold voice with cold, hard eyes. He wouldn't ever tell her that it was hurting him like crazy seeing her tears and smelling the salt water of her tears. His stone heart breaking piece by broken piece.
"That changes things." Bella said gasping for some much needed air that just felt like it wouldn't come.
"Promise me something." Edward said though he knew that he did not have the right, here he was breaking his mates and his own heart, to keep her safe. 'I don't know if I can do this. How could I ever have hurt her so much? Do humans feel emotions as strong as we do?" Edward thought to himself, for once being able to hear his own thoughts.
"Anything." Bella said thankful that she was finally getting air into her lungs. Everything stopped spining but it started to pour and Edward never even offered her his jacket though he didn't need it.
"Don't do anything reckless or stupid." Edward said to her, his eyes going soft before they hardend and he continued, "for Charlies of course." Edward still couldn't get his mouth to stop talking bull shit, though he kept thinking stop, stop, STOP! The thoughts of how he could do this to his love and his mate in the course of five minutes but then a stronger version of his voice yelled out "NO, NO, NO! You HAVE to leave her, it's to protect her." Edward counterd the voice in his head back with a response of "How is it protecting her, can't you see it's hurting her. I broke her." The voice kept continuing, "If you don't leave her, I hate to tell you this, then you will end up killing her. As in "bye bye", "mate no more.", "any want want crushed, blood dry human", "Let's disect the Bella, the frogs are to nasty", or my personal favorite "I will have Swan a la mode." See you will only hurt her, this is nothing but that, that would be terrible. Don't you think Edward, leave the pathetic human and come to me, I LOVE YOU!" The voice kept shouting.
Bella just nodded word lessly, so Edward continued "I promise you this will be the last time you ever see me. It will be as though I never existed."
Bella felt as though the air was forced from her lungs and started to gasp for air, along with stuttering on her words, "N-n-never existed?"
Edward nodded still having the hard, but now glassy eyed look, and said in a very monotoned voice "Your human memories are short and will fade eventually."
"And your memories?" Bella asked.
"Well my kind doesn't forget,...but we are very easily distracted" Edward said with a hint of a smile but finished with a slight sigh.
"Oh, okay." Bella said while trying to blink back tears because she just knew that she would never forget him or his family.
"Good bye Bella." Edward said his eyes finally starting to go soft and ended up staying that way.
"Wait...!" Bella said and started to reach for him, as he did her but remember he couldn't so he grabbed her wrists softly so he didn't hurt her and put them at her sides. Edward bent down and lightly kissed her forehead, then with an unnatural breeze he was...gone.
Bella ran back to charlies house and packed her stuff in her trunk. She went over to the fireplace, grabbed out her wand and yelled "Obliviate Forks Memories of me." Everyone who still lives in Forks, Washington had their memories wiped of her except the Cullens and the La Push pack.
Bella put her wand in her trunk and grabbed the trunk tightly in her hand while her other gripped some floo powder from the sack attached around her waist. She threw the floo powder down at her feet in the fire place making a green, non burning flame and shouted "Lestrange Manor, London, England!"
End Chapter 1
AN-2- Again I am so sorry for the wait and I know this chapter isn't really long but it is really hard to type with an IV attached to the inside of the bend at your elbow. LOL. I hopped you liked the chapter please R and R.
