A/n: Thank u for the 3 reviews! i really like writing this story so i decided to update. Heres chapter 2 it's going to get intense but this may or may not be a spoiler, I dunno. so read on if u dare. lol jk jk.
Chapter 2: The Test
3 months later
I awoke to wailing coming from the room down the hall. I hurriedly removed Ricky's arm from my waist and headed into my son's room. He was crying at the top of his lungs and I took him into my arms. The cries became quieter, but he was still upset about something. I bounce him to sooth him and walked around the room to try and get him to became silent once more. "Amy?" Ricky rasped coming into the room. I blushed seeing him shirtless and only in his boxers. Even though we'd been dating secretly for three months and I've spent more time in Ricky's apartment with him and John then school and home combined I'm still shy to see Ricky almost naked. He smirked at my reddened cheeks.
"Your cute when you blush." He said like he always did when he knew I was this was because of him.
It made me turn redder and resemble I'm sure a tomato.
"He was crying." I said to avoid having to respond to his flirting.
Ricky held out his arms and I handed our son over.
Immediately John settled down.
I scowled at Ricky.
"How do you get him to do that?" I whined coming closer to the pair.
Ricky chuckled quietly under his breath.
"You always ask that and each time I tell you the same thing. I don't know."
I sighed and covered my stomach up self-consciously. His eyes flicked over my body and I looked down to cover my once again red face.
"Come on. He can sleep in the crib in the bedroom. I'm tired and unlike you I have to go to school tomorrow." He said walking back towards his bedroom (I couldn't bring myself to say our bedroom even though I slept here 5 times out of the week).
I followed him and watched as Ricky gently placed John in the crib. I smiled a little and got back onto my side of the bed. Ricky got in beside me and cuddled into me. The most surprising thing that's happened in the last two months was that Ricky was a cuddler and I loved it. We cuddled close and I could feel the grin on my face. If it wasn't dark I'd look at Ricky to see if he had a matching smile.
"Are you going home tomorrow?" he asked quietly in the dark.
I could feel his breath tickle my cheek and turn to face him. I ran my hands through his hair and down his body feeling every muscle. I couldn't shake the smile from my face.
"I figure I have to. You know my parents are getting suspicious and so is Ashley. I want to tell them soon." I said quietly.
"yeah I think that's a good idea. I've been thinking though…since you and John stay over all the time as it is…do you wanna move in here?" he whispered so quietly I almost couldn't hear him.
I felt my breath get caught in my throat and the answer popped into my head so quick I was surprised I hadn't blurted it out loud yet.
"I mean most of yours and John's stuff is in here already and we've been good for the past few months. We even talk about stuff besides John." He said jokingly.
We had talked about nothing but John for the first part of our relationship and one day I pointed it out to him. I mean there was only so much to be said about a six month old. He thought about it and we agreed to find other things in common since we can't base our entire relationship about John. There needed to be more. I needed there to be more and eventually as the weeks went by I realized that I genuinely love Ricky. Not like how I loved Ben. I appreciated Ben so I thought I loved him but I really came to realize that every time Ricky was close and my insides turned to mush that I was in love with Ricky. I never realized the difference before until now.
"Ok." I said eventually.
Once the word left my mouth I felt a weight inside me lift. Ricky, John and I were going to become a real family.
"I love you." Ricky said leaning in to kiss me. I kissed him back which turned into a make out session.
"We can't…John." I reminded him when his hands went under my sleeping-wear. He groaned and kissed me again his hands nowhere near my body now.
I giggled, "I know you've waited a very long time, but I've been thinking." I said as we stopped kissing and cuddled closer.
"Thinking what?" he asked playing with my hair.
"well I think that when I move in…I think we should have our first time then."
Ricky laughed at that, "You mean our second first time."
I rolled my eyes knowing he couldn't see me in the dark. "You know what I mean. I want this time to be special. It's only my second time having sex after all." I said in a half joking manner.
Ricky laughed again and soon he started drifting off to sleep. I could tell because his breathing became slower. When I was sure he was asleep I murmured a 'I love you' and a 'goodnight.' And I joined him in the land of the sleeping.
When I woke up the next morning Ricky was already at school and I gathered my things to take back over to my house. When I went into the kitchen to make breakfast I was thrilled to see a note from him.
Amy, went to school then I'll be at work. I'll call you when I'm off work and we can talk about telling your parents and everything else. Kiss John for me. See you soon.
Love, Ricky.
I smiled at the 'love Ricky' part and went to go kiss John good morning and feed him breakfast. When I was ready and so was John we left to go back home to find Ashley at home sitting and watching TV.
"how many times have you missed school this week?" I said as a way of greeting.
She shrugged. "I don't get why you can stay home but I can't."
I rolled my eyes and held up John, "Because I'm a 16 year old mother and I need more flexible school hours. I'm going to give him a bath then do my online classes. Do you help with him?" I asked smiling encouragingly at my younger sister.
She nodded and turned the tv off. I spent most of the day doing my courses online and playing with John. Around 3:30 when I just put John down for his nap the doorbell rang. I didn't know who it could be since I barely talked to anyone from school anymore.
"Hello." I said surprised to see Adrian standing at my door. I looked around wondering if other people were here too then I set my eyes on her.
"Ricky's not here." I said looking at her in the eyes. Her eyes were bloodshot and I was surprised to see her make up messed up and trailing down her face. I realized with sudden anxiousness that she'd been crying.
"What's wrong?" I asked feeling nervous at her lack of talking and the expression on her face.
"Amy…I need your help." She whispered clutching her stomach tightly .
I noticed a brown paper bag in her purse and I suddenly knew that expression and that stance. I wanted to slam the door in her face, but I didn't, I couldn't. Adrian needed help and I would help her.
"Come in." I said gesturing into the house. She walked sullenly behind me and we went to sit in m kitchen.
"I think I'm…pregnant." She whispered and I felt the blood drain from my face.
I knew it by her expression, but I didn't want it confirmed.
"Do you know the father?" I whispered praying with all my heart that it wasn't Ricky's.
Adrian shook her head.
"Did you go to the doctor?" I asked.
Adrian shook her head.
"Did you take a test?"
Adrian shook her head again and I raised my eyebrows.
"Then what makes you think you're pregnant?"
"I'm sick every morning. I can smell everything and I've gained weight." She rattled off.
I nodded biting my lip. "I think you should go to the doctor then decide what to do." I said feeling like a hypocrite since I didn't do that first.
Adrian glared at me.
"I have a pregnancy test and I want to take it…but I couldn't take it alone." She added avoiding my eyes.
I nodded and lead her to the bathroom. Then she joined me on the couch when she was done. We looked everywhere but at each other not wanting to think about the inevitable. After several minutes Adrian went to go check.
"What's it say?" I asked walking towards her as she walked out of the bathroom.
Adrian held up the stick and I felt sick.
It was positive.
Adrian was pregnant and probably with Ricky's baby.
I wanted to cry.
(a/n: so? how was it? i heard this was a supposed spoiler, but i hope not so im gonna give it a little twist.)
