I thought I was doing this for you.
So you could find happiness.
I'll do anything for your happiness.
But looking back, I see I did this in pure fear.
I was running from you smile.
Your laugh.
Your voice.
Your thoughts.
Your face.
Your emotions.
Your eyes.
Your humor.
Your love.
I had run for me.
I thought I was doing this for you.
So you could find happiness.
But now I know you won't be happy if I'm not there.
I had run because I thought it was the best for you.
But I hadn't known what was best for you.
I hadn't thought about you at all.
I had run in selfishness.
I had run in fear.
I had run in heartbreak.
I had run in confusion.
I had run for no good reason at all.