A/N-Some parts of the chapter might be a little weird, but I had a little problem writing parts of it. But here it is.
Disclaimer-I don't own Gilmore Girls.
Chapter 2: Trying to Move On
Kyla's POV:
I've been in the bookstore for a few hours, but I finally decided to leave. I stand up and walk outside then start walking down the street. Then I pass someone that I've been trying to forget and I think back to two years ago.
I walked over to Andy who was leaning against the wall of Luke's.
"Hey", I said. Then we kissed.
"You ready to go?" he asked.
"Yeah", I said. "What are we doing tonight?"
"I figured a movie", he said.
"Ok", I said. Then we went to the movie theater.
After the movie was over and we were out in the car, he said "I've got a surprise for you."
"I hate surprises!" I said. "What is it?"
"I can't tell you", he said, laughing. "That would ruin the surprise!"
"I know, I know", I said.
Later, we parked on the street and he put a blindfold on me and led me somewhere. When we got there, he took off the blindfold and I saw that we were in the woods.
"What surprise is out here?" I asked.
"This one", he said, then he started kissing me hard.
"Andy, what are you doing?" I said as he was kissing my neck.
"You know what", he said.
"Andy, stop!" I said.
He stopped kissing me then mumbled something under his breath. All I could hear was him saying damn it.
"What's your problem, Kyla!" he said.
"Andy, I'm not ready for that", I said. "I'm only fourteen!"
"Damn it!" he said. "God, Kyla, you know you want to!"
"You don't know what I want!" I said. "You don't know anything!"
Then he slapped me.
"I can't believe you!" I said. "I can't believe I trusted you!"
"Ky, I'm sorry!" he said.
"Shut up!" I said. "That's what you always say!"
"Make me!" He said. Then slapped me again, on the other side of my face.
He put his hand over my mouth and started kissing my neck and trying to pull off my shirt. I tried screaming, but I knew no one could here me.
"Shut up, bitch!" he said.
I started crying then. I couldn't help it. He took his hand off my mouth and slapped me again. Then he shoved me and I fell to the ground. I completely blacked out after that.
I hear someone say something to me and I snap back into reality. Then I notice that it was him who said something.
"Hey Kyla!" he calls.
I keep walking. I don't want to talk to him. I don't want to face him. I just want to ignore him for as long as I can. But he follows me.
"Kyla, wait!" he calls after me trying to get me to slow down.
I keep walking. I don't look back. I can't. He catches up to me and grabs my arm.
"Let go of me", I say staring him straight in the eye. I used to love those deep blue gray eyes, but now they seem cold to me.
He did let go of me, then said "Kyla, can we talk?"
"No", I say, then turn to walk away, but he stops me.
"Come on, Kyla, it was two years ago", he says. "Can't you forgive me?"
"Forgive you?" I ask, sounding disgusted, because I am. "You put me in the hospital and it was your fault I had to repeat ninth grade, and you want me to forgive you?"
"Ky, I'm sorry!" he says.
"No, no, do not go there!" I say. "You always said that and you always kept hurting me! An don't call me Ky!"
"I'm sorry, what else can I say?" he asks.
"Nothing", I say. "Don't say anything, just leave me alone!"
"Kyla, please!" he says. He's literally begging now.
"Shut up!" I say, almost shouting now.
Then someone comes up behind me and says, "Leave her alone, Andy!"
It's my best friend, Jason.
"Jason, stay out of this!" Andy says.
"He doesn't have to!" I say. "Just go away, Andy!"
"Fine, but I'm not giving up on you", he says. "I'm going to get you to forgive me sometime!"
Then he walks away. I turn to Jason.
"Thank you", I say.
"No problem", he says. "So, what was going on anyway?"
"Nothing", I say. "He was just trying to get me to forgive him. But I never will. He just doesn't get that."
"That's because, as well as being a jerk, he's also an idiot", Jason says.
I laugh. "Yeah, he is an idiot", I say.
"Are you ok?" Jason asks.
"Yeah, I'm fine", I say.
"Ok", he says. "Good."
"Well, I'll see you later", I say, then I walk away.
xxxx
At home, my mom and dad are sitting on the couch watching TV.
"Hey Mom, Dad", I say sitting down in the chair.
"Hey Kyla", Dad says.
"Hi Kyla", Mom says.
"You were at the bookstore for a while", Dad says.
"Yeah, well, That's you and Mom's fault", I say.
"Good point", he says.
"Well, I'm going to my room", I say, then I rush upstairs to my room.
I need to think. I need to make myself think. There was a really good reason I left Jason alone so fast. It was because I couldn't stand to be alone with him. I don't think he knows it, but I've liked him for about three years. And now, I can't even stand to be alone with him for even a few minutes, because it scares me. I can pretend like I'm not scared of anything, but I'm scared of so many things. I can act like I'm unbreakable, but the truth is, I'm so not. I'm great at pretending, but when it comes to showing who I actually am, that's what scares me the most.