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He was just another step off the street when his stomach made another somersault. This time, he threw up everything he drank. He wiped his lips with the sleeves of his messed-up yellow button-up shirt and gave a small laugh.
Heh...been a while...
He went back to walking sluggishly to where Saya slept.
Today was a mess. She'll kill me if she was awake.
He was up for another swig from the fairly huge bottle of whiskey he held when he realized it was empty; just a drop fell in his craving mouth when he lifted the bottle mouth to his lips. Gah... He threw it carelessly off to the sidewalk. It was almost like a dumpster with all the trash anyway. He stupidly began to sing his problems to himself—everything he wanted to say to Saya's sleeping form. "The kids...were taken by those Red Shield fools. To think I swore to you that I'd take good care of them! Oh and that David won't tell me why! Haha! They were like my kids too! I have the right to know what's going on."
He slumped down the steps to Saya's tomb, lying there like it was some comfortable sofa. "—and that stupid Russian girl, Ischie, broke up with me. Haha...ha..." His laughter faded, and like a kid offered with a candy, his anger suddenly converted to meaningful silence and began to speak normally again. "Damn...she was the first girl to make me talk honestly to the one I like—to her.."
He only realized he was crying when he felt his throat tightening. "Agh, Damn it all..." He buried his face in his palms, ashamed of himself. "Look at me, Saya. I'm so pathetic. They are all gone."
"I hate this," Kai rubbed his tears off his cheek and rolled to his side. "Maybe I should sleep here. It's been a while, ne Saya?"
He raised his head for a while, wishing Saya would suddenly wake up and appear there in front of the tomb door and tell him to pull himself together. But after all, he just wished she would, all he saw there was Saya sleeping outside her tomb, her back rested on the wall, wrapped only with a long white cloth. He frowned in disappointment and rested his head on the cold step, wanting to get some sleep. "Who am I kidding? She wouldn't—" Suddenly, his head snapped back up. "Saya!" He was drowning so much in his problems that what he just saw didn't register properly in his mind. He immediately got to his feet, paying no heed to the pain in his head. He walked over to her excitedly. It is Saya...except she...is fairer and had much longer hair? She couldn't have grown her hair to that length within just three years! As he got there, he knelt before her with his enthusiasm gradually being eaten by caution. "You're..." For a moment, he was positive that it WAS Saya. He reached out to touch her face but stopped as she stirred in her sleep, and slowly...opened her eyes. To his further surprise, they were glowing blue ones—not Saya's ruby red orbs.
"D—Di...H—how?"
This was all I could manage. I've got a lot of exams comin'...damn it all.