Unfortunately I am not J. K. Rowling so I did not create the Harry Potter world. please REVIEW IT, even if you hate it give me some feedback please.

Sirius and Remus had been put in detention together, when one of their pranks they were trying to pull on James and Lily didn't go so well. It had backfired terribly, leaving a huge mess of slimy goo on the floors of the astronomy tower. When filch discovered the mess he handed them each a mop and locked the door, trapping them up in the tower. Sirius had thought it would be a great idea to make the goo spell proof, he had different ideas now that he had to clean it up, the muggle way. The mess had been halfway cleaned when the sun had set, leaving them in only the light of the stars.

"Hey look it's the Big Dipper constellation!" Remus exclaimed pointing up into the sky. Sirius didn't look to where his fingers pointed, he stared instead at the barely visible outline of Remus's face. Even now in the dim light, Remus was perfect, longing with a pinch of agony filled his body. Why couldn't Sirius find a girl exactly like Remus? Or better yet why couldn't Remus be a girl? It would make life so much simpler for Sirius, girls where his thing, he knew exactly what to do for them to fall in love with him. But Remus wasn't a girl, and he was the opposite of easy to understand. And so were Sirius's feelings for Remus.

"God it's beautiful up here!" Remus exclaimed turning his attention to a star struck Sirius, who murmured with agreement. The two boys stared into each other's eyes, a faint reflection of the stars were visible in Moony's light blue eyes. The world around them seemed to slow to a stop and they were left with only the sound of a faint breeze whistling in the trees afar. Sirius stared on into the man he loved, his heart was beating fast and he realised there had been a long pause in the conversation. Determined to not make things awkward with one of his best friends just because he maybe kinda sorta really liked him. He racked his mind of things to say.

"You're beautiful." Sirius regretted it the moment it had left his lips. He realized how romantic it seemed only now. He had wanted it to sound light and joking, but the words had slipped out in a voice he wasn't expecting. He blushed a deep shade of Crimson but didn't break his glance toward Moony. He was relieved when Remus didn't immediately back away in disgust. Even in the darkness a shocked look was distinguishable upon his face, but it wasn't long before a smile played at his lips and very subtlety he got closer to Sirius. They were now less than a foot away and Sirius could feel Moony's light breath against his face. It smelt of something sweet and reminded him of strawberries. His own breath got caught in his throat and he had to remind himself to breathe. Remus slowly moved his hand away from his side and pulled a piece of Sirius's long dark hair away from his face, tucking it behind his ear. A shiver ran down his spine at Moony's touch, he licked his lips unconsciously and moved slightly closer towards Remus. Their faces were only inches away from one another and and they were sharing quick glances at each other's lips. Remus suddenly moved closer turning his head off to the side at the last moment, and in that moment Sirius thought he was about to kiss him. But he was mistaken. Remus had gotten so close to Sirius that his lips brushed against his ear as he spoke.

"You look scared." It wasn't even a whisper but Sirius heard it all the same.

"I am."

Remus turned to look at Sirius in the eyes and without a moment's hesitation he leaned forward and lightly kissed Sirius's lips. Sirius was too startled to move a muscle, his whole body froze up at this intimate touch. He couldn't believe he was kissing Remus under the stars in the astronomy tower. It was all too real too believe. Remus pulled back only seconds after, he looked embarrassed and ashamed of himself.

"Sorry. I shouldn't have." Remus muttered not making eye contact. He had felt Sirius's lack of enthusiasm was from horror at what Remus had done, rather of shock and not being able to comprehend that what he had been fantasizing about for years was finally happening. Without thinking it threw Sirius grabbed Remus's chin lightly and pulled it up making him look into Sirius's eyes. Words didn't come to him so he took everything he wanted to say to Remus and put it into a kiss. He draped his hands around Remus's waist pressing his hard body against the boy's. Moony let out a quiet gasp at the sudden action, he could feel Sirius's lips form into a smirk. Very slowly, still unsure he placed his hands around Sirius's neck and waist. Sirius ran his tongue along Moony's bottom lip asking for entrance, he complied and when the kissed deepened Sirius tasted the sweet strawberries he has smelt earlier. Remus had moved his hands up into Sirius's perfectly soft dark hair, he was pulling on it lightly trying desperately to get their bodies as close as they could manage. They kissed on and on, but when they finally broke apart they were left gasping for air. Sirius let out a small laugh as he turned to lean over the edge of the cement railing. Remus joined, and they stared down at the empty school grounds as realization of what they had just did sunk into their minds.

"I can't believe that just happened." Sirius said running a hand through his messy brown hair. They both let out a short laugh still letting the full impact sink in.

"You know, you're a pretty good kisser." Remus exclaimed turning to look over at Sirius's silhouette.

"I've had some practice." Sirius said a smile playing at the edges of his lips. A feeling of pure happiness was in the air, this was everything he had dreamed of and more.

"You wouldn't say!" Remus said sarcastically rolling his eyes, it was a known fact Sirius had snogged more girls than anyone else had managed to do. "But umm…" Remus didn't know how to phrase what he wanted to ask, he felt embarrassed to even be asking, but curiosity pushed him forward. "Are you, umm.. you know, gay?"

Sirius didn't know the answers himself, he had been wondering that for many weeks now. It was too complicated to think about and in the end he always ended up frustrated with his mixed emotions.

"I don't know really. I've kinda always liked girls, and trust me I still do." Remus rolled his eyes as he remembered what he saw in the broom closet a couple weeks ago. Sirius and an older ravenclaw girl had been to say the least in a very compromising position. "But well, umm, I like you too. And you're not exactly a girl."

"I'm glad you noticed." Remus rolled his eyes again, but he looked contempt.

Sirius blushed and made sure to not look at Remus, he had just admitted he liked another boy. It felt wrong to say it, his stomach clenched and he felt dirty, like someone had rubbed mud on all his insides and now he was filled with filth.

Remus took a step closer to Sirius, still looking down at the gates to Hogwarts. He felt Sirius's discomfort rush off him like heat waves.

"Your bi." Remus spoke in a matter of fact tone that echoed confidence in his predictions.

Sirius let this sink in for a couple moments. Bi. Ok so I'm bi, that's kinda simple. I can deal with that. He let out a sigh, trying to forget about all his stress that kept building up.

"And your gay?" Sirius asked.

"Yep." Remus replied making the p pop.

"I kinda figured." Sirius said remembering the magazines he had found under Remus's bed a week ago.

"What! How?" Remus was shocked to hear that someone suspected him for being gay. He had made a lot of effort to hide his true likings from the world. In 5th year he had even gotten a girlfriend just so people wouldn't think something was off.

Sirius smirked at the boys worried face. "I saw your 'play-boys'." Sirius used his air quotation marks on the word playboy.

Remus stared at Sirius, letting his face become as red as a tomato, he swallowed and looked away he couldn't bare to look at anyone. He was so embarrassed he wanted to die right then there.h He didn't want to deal with the words he had most definitely not wanted Sirius to say. He hoped to wish it all away, he wanted to wake up and realize he was dreaming.

On the other side Sirius was laughing at Remus's embarrassment, it was fun to pick at Remus's not so innocent magazines. After a moment or so Sirius walked up behind Remus and wrapped his body against Remus's back side so that they were pressed together. He could feel Remus shiver at this. Slowly just like Remus had done to him earlier he leaned in so that his lips just barely brushed against Moony's ear when he spoke. "I think they're hot."

Before Remus could turn around and start there make out session again, a loud banging of feet arrived from the door. Sirius quickly removed himself against Remus, and started fixing his hair and and tucking in his shirt. At the last moment he grabbed the mop he had been using earlier and began to look busy. The lock clicked and door to the astronomy tower flew open, filch came stomping out gasping for air.

"If it, gasp, were up to, gasp, me I'd keep you here, gasp, tell this tower was sparkling clean, but unfortunately dumbledore!" Filch mumbled an array of insults that couldn't be understood before continuing. "won't let me punish students properly! And now you two good for nothings, are out of detention!" Filch looked from Sirius's bright red cheeks to Remus's messy hair and untucked shirt. The mop he was supposed to be cleaning with was left long forgotten on the other side of the tower, Filch noticed this too.

Remus and Sirius didn't hesitate long before rushing down the stairs before questions could be asked.