" What's wrong? Did I something wrong? If yes, you have to…" and I stopped him and look into his eyes. " It's that, I have big news for you." I said. " I'm- I'm - it's so hard to tell. Ok, once again." But he interrupted me. " You are breaking up with me? Please no, I love you and I couldn't live without you." He asked with his eyes fulling with tears. " No, I'm not. It's just… I'm pregnant." And take out the pregnancies tests from my bag. He froze and looked on the tests. " What? " " I'm pregnant, I'm carrying your child." "What? It's not true, you are kidding, right? Just some bad joke, ha-ha, but it's not funny. " " No, I'm serious, this isn't a joke. I'm truly pregnant." " Shit." He stood up and start to walk through the living room. " I don't know what to say, I'm shocked and - and... Oh, you are pregnant. What we will do?" " I don't know, in my thoughts I never get beyond this." "How could I manage a child, when can't take care of myself. And now you are pregnant. We are going to be parents. " He stopped walking and look at me. " What about our parents? How could I tell them this when they are out of their mind when I didn't pass some hard exam and now I have to tell them I'm going to be a dad?" He still was looking at me with wide eyes. "No, no, no. I need to go to the air. I'll be back soon." And then he took his jacket and leave the front door. I was so sad about his reaction, because I wasn't expected happiness, but this was beyond the pale. I started to cry again and laid down on the couch. Then I started to drift off and still thinking what I will do.
When I woke up, I had head on his lap and his fingers stroked my hair. "Hi" I said with sleepy voice. " Finally, you are up." He answered and smiled on me. " Where were you? And what's time?" I started to get up. "It's okay, lay back down. I was outside walking and thinking. And you had been sleeping for 3 hours. That's mean it's 5 pm. But I guess you need it now, so it's all right." He answered with grin and pushed me down to the couch. "What's the result of your brainstorming?" I asked and looked at him. "That we're screwed up, but I guess you want to keep it. Because if you wouldn't, that we can abort it. But I will support you if you decide anyway, because it's half mine." He said and grabbed my hand. "You're right, I want it. And I don't force you to be with me in this situation, but I appreciate you want to support me, but do you know into what you sink in?" I know, it was stupid to asked him this after his statement. But I had to be sure, that he meant it, not just said it because he doesn't want to disappoint me. "Yeah, I'm sure, what else I can do then support you. We have to do it, because we have no other options." He said and started to get up. "I go to order some food for, ok?" "Yes, get me Chinese and ice cream, thanks." I said and smiled. He grabbed the phone and dialed the number. In meanwhile I also get up and headed to my room, where I changed myself into something comfortable then jeans and blouse.
Then I went to the kitchen and saw the boxes from the nearest restaurant. I sat down on the chair and began to eat. "Who else know about it?" he asked me. "Hmm?" I mumbled with full mouth. "Who else know about…?" and in that moment my parent went inside." Hi Axl," my mum greeted my boyfriend, "about what does anybody know?" she asked me and put the food she bought on the desk. She was always suspicious about everything and I wasn't surprised by her question. "Nothing mum, we were just talking about..." I throw a helpless look on Axl " About my scholarship which I get a few hours earlier. " He helped me, and I whispered to him "What?" "I'll tell you later." He smiled on me. " I'm glad you get it, come here." My father said and pat Axl on his back. My mother hugged him and smiled. I helped with cleaning and then I took Axl to my bedroom where we were watching a movie and talking about what we will do.
The results were: first he'll find, so his parents don't have to pay his education and we have enough money to take care of the baby. Second, we have to tell our parents and after that, move out to our own place. And last, we should think about all the thing that babies need and bought books about it.
Axl POVShe slept again in the middle of the movie, so I could think. I'm going to be a father. How does it possible? Well, I know all about how to make a kid, but we were so careful and always had a protection, so how could this happen? Omg, what am I going to do? But then I realized, she is the most amazing girl which I ever met, and she could do it, but what about me? I'm not ready for a child, I'm still a kid and I haven't finished school, any job, any flat or own house and my car is not a suitable place for me, even for the child. Shit, I must reorganize my life and be more responsible. But how about my parents? They will kill me immediately after the confess. When will It be born? I have to ask her, because I need to know so many things and when I think about it I realize I don't know nothing about rising a child, well yeah, I have two younger siblings, but I never cared how to take care of them. I'm so stupid, I should help my mum and dad with that. I looked on the alarm and saw its half past 2. You should sleep, I think and closed my eyes. Tomorrow you must go to school and then I have to go find a job. I slowly drifted to the sleep and my dreams were full of screaming babies and angry parents.