Author's Note:

Here's the Update..Sorry for the delay, but I'm not so fast in writing in English and I hope you'll forgive me that...

This is my first English Story...so maybe first the chapters will be a little short, I hope that doesn't bother you or even holds you away from reading this...

I'll try my best to update soon and to write a good english...

Anyway, I would appreciate it, if you leave me a Review and let me know what you think about this stuff (:

-Sunny-

Chapter One

A few minutes later George joined them, but Meredith left once she had finished her Coffee.

Instead of waiting for her roommates, she grabbed her bag and went to the hospital to start another day at work.

Meredith looked in the Chart, that Bailey had given her a few minutes ago and so she didn't notice that she was in about to walk in a very familiar person until it was too late.

"Sorry!", she said before looking up and instantly meeting the blue eyes of Addison Montgomery.

At that moment, she couldn't think clearly anymore, there were only emotions, emotions she couldn't assign correctly, her head was a mess.

"Meredith", Addison said, but Meredith was unable to speak, she couldn't talk to her, the woman she loved, the woman that hurt her so much, so all she could do was run.

She grabbed the chart from the floor and ran, she ran through the hospital without knowing where exactly she was going, until she found an empty On call-Room.

She entered it and let herself fall onto the bed, without noticing she began to cry, she cried her heart out of herself.

She didn't know how to deal with this.

It was everything she wanted: Addison back, but she didn't know whether Addison was going to stay or not, she didn't know if she still loved her, she knew nothing.

All she knew was, that she didn't want to see Addison right now, that she didn't want to face the pain that the redhead put her through, she just wanted to be happy, but she didn't know if she was still able to.

She felt sick while Addison was away, but now, that she was here, she felt very sick to, she just didn't know how to deal with the whole situation.

Still crying, she fell asleep on the uncomfortable bed.

She didn't know how long she lay there until the door opened and she heard the very familiar voice of her person talking to her: "Mer, what's wrong?"

Meredith sat up and looked to her friend, feeling more tears coming up.

"It's Addie, she's back.", she said.

"Wait, Montgomery is here?", Cristina hissed. Meredith nodded slowly and Cristina turned immediately to the door.

"I'm going to kick her ass!", she spat, but Meredith tried to hold her back: "Let it go Cristina, she's not worth it!"

Meredith didn't believe in her own words, Addison was worth everything to her, but she didn't want to pull Cristina into some unnecessary crap, because she knew how temperamental her person was.

"O.K.", Cristina said, "but page me if you need anything!"

Meredith nodded and Cristina left the room.

"I am so going to kick her ass!", the black haired intern muttered to herself when she was outside.