Kissed By a Butterfly
Chapter Two
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My Butterfly- Tim Kashorek
My butterfly
seemingly delicate
His butterfly,
The woman who had walked so gracefully in to his life
The woman who had trusted him with her secrets,
The woman he didn't deserve to have in his life.
Even the fact she trusted him with her past still amazed him but he was extremely grateful she did and hoped one day he'd get to return the feeling of trust.
When he had heard about her past,
He wondered how she didn't seem more breakable, vulnerable
He almost didn't believe that, that little girl who had went through so much was her
With wings of steel
cold sharp steel
But what she had went through, as horrible as it was,
Had hardened her to the world and to people
Or maybe Vegas had brought out the untrusting of her past?
He realised it must not have been easy for her,
Moving away from everything,
Just for him
Some times he wished he could've believed that she'd came here for the opportunity but when she had implied it he realised,
He was the reason she had stayed in Vegas and he wished he wasn't,
Then maybe he wouldn't feel guilt every time he looked in to her eyes.
My butterfly
draws the helpless
But selfishly he knew that if he could do it over, he knew he would do it again.
It hurt too much to imagine life without her.
He knew he hadn't known her that well when they had met in San Francisco but he had found that she had a beautiful energy around her
That energy drew him to her,
He had been helpless to stop his feeling for her
With her unsurpassed beauty
there is no resisting
She was beautiful and he hadn't even touched on the physical aspect of her beauty
He found everything about her beautiful, her strength, her determination.
Her.
My butterfly,
who has no feelings
but is emotional
making me want to hurt when she hurts
He knows she tries to remain stony, unattached,
Like you have to be on the job
But he knows some cases can just make their way through your defenses
He hated to see her so affected by those cases,
Wished he could find the words she needed to hear or comfort her liked he had always wanted to
Just be able to take away a little bit of he pain.
He always felt so helpless when it came to her.
My butterfly,
drawing me to the edge of darkness,
unknowingly,
Yet even after all he's put her through,
She still draws him in,
Hoping one day he'll turn around one day and just take the life she's offering
She has no idea of the effect she has on him,
She doesn't realise that every time she offers, he's one step closer to giving in.
My butterfly,
I will defend to the end,
But he still knew no matter how attached she became to cases, he would always defend her
No matter what happened
He knew know that it wasn't just the lab that needed her,
He needed her.
But will the end be caused by
My butterfly?
He hoped she'd never leave but knew that one day it was bound to happen and when it did,
He wouldn't be able to convince her to stay.
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