Chapter 2

Katniss POV

It's been 2 days since Peeta attacked me. I haven't seen him for 2 days. They don't allow me to see him. They are afraid he's going to hurt me again. They are afraid that he's going hurt their precious Mockingjay. "I'm already hurt". I want to scream at president Coin. I know she doesn't particularly like me. It's because she can't control who I am or what I do. I feel like a puppet. I'm been thrown everywhere. I'm District 13's weapon, according to Haymitch. Peeta was the Capitol's weapon. They don't have Peeta any longer. But there is still Snow. I will kill him with my bare hands if I have to.

I have been nauseous these past 2 days but I don't why. I keep throwing up everything I eat. The doctors keep saying it's stress from everything. I don't believe it. It has to be something else. I just don't know what. I'm sitting in the hospital bed staring at the window when the urge to throw up comes back again. I bolt up and run to the bathroom. I throw up everything that I have eaten this morning. I feel a hand pulling my hair back and rubbing my back. I ignore whoever is doing it and continue to gag. I'm breathing heavily when it stops. I look up to the person next to me. I almost choke on my breath when I see the person.

"Peeta, you shouldn't be here". My voice is hoarse. "I don't care. I'm fine now". He simply says. I look at him and feel tears already spilling on my cheeks. Peeta's arms wind around me. I let everything out. All the pain I've been feeling since the first Games. Out of the people that care about me, Peeta is the only one that understands me. Well, in exception of Haymitch and Finnick. Maybe Johanna. They have been all through the same thing as us. I lift my head as my eyes dry out. "I don't know what is wrong with me". I say, my voice still hoarse. Peeta shakes his head. "What? Do you know what is wrong with me?" I urge.

Peeta closes his eyes. He starts to shake a bit, so I assume he's fighting off an episode. Or whatever it's called. He slowly opens his eyes again. "I overheard the doctors talking about you. They said they had found something. Or better said, someone". His voice shakes. "What do you mean? They found someone? I don't get...". I gasp. No, that can't be. My hand flies to my stomach. I'm pregnant? That's impossible, I have never... Wait a second. The night before we went into the Quarter Quell. Peeta and I spend the night together. Did something happen? It must have.

"It's Gale's, isn't it". Peeta softly says. I look up at him. "No, it isn't. I have kissed Gale, I'll admit that. But we are just friends, sort of". My hand strokes his cheek. "But how? I can't remember". His voice shakes again. "The night before the Quarter Quell". I say softly. I realize something. The Quell was almost 3 months ago. I look at my stomach. I don't have a bump yet. You would think I'd been showing already. I slowly stand up and take Peeta with me. "I'm going to Coin, are you coming with me?" I ask. Peeta looks uncertainly at me and chews his lip. "It will be fine". I grab his arm and pull him out of the room.

Nurses stare at us as we pass by. I ignore them. We take the elevator down to the Command Room. When we get there, we bump into Boggs. "Katniss, you shouldn't be with him". He simply says. "I don't care". I spat back. I barge into the room and disrupt a meeting. Coin stands up immediately. "Katniss, what can I do for you?" She forces a smile. You don't have to hide your hate for me Coin, I think. "Not much, I just have something say". I catch her glaring at Peeta. He looks away. "You're all looking at him like he's some monster. He's no monster, he's a normal person like all of us. He's just been tortured in case you didn't know". My attention goes to all of them. Coin looks stunned and purses her lips. I don't want to be here any longer so I cut to the case. "I just came here to inform all of you that your Mockingjay is pregnant. And for real this time". I grab Peeta's hand and walk out of the room.

We don't say anything to each other till we get back to the hospital again. He stops when we get to my room. "I don't care about the rules. I have been breaking them since I got here". I say and Peeta chuckles. I pull him inside my room. I'm not even sure if I still have to stay here. But now that I revealed that I'm pregnant, they might keep me locked up here. I mean, their Mockingjay is having a baby. You can't do much with that. And there is no way I'm going to get an abortion. I have always said I didn't want to bring children into this world. But this child is Peeta's. And he loves children. There is no way I can do this to him.

I lay on the bed making room for Peeta. "Would you stay with me?" I don't have to say it twice. "Always". He says and lays down next to me. I put my head on his chest and let his steady beating heart lull me to a deep slumber.

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District 13 knows now that their Mockingjay is having a baby. And Coin isn't happy. Now her precious Mockingjay can't do what she's supposed to do. Stop the rebellion, kill Snow and bring the peace back. But who says I can't do that? If they can get me in the Capitol, I will hunt down myself and shoot an arrow at him. It's that simple right? No, it isn't. If I want to get even close to the Capitol, I have to undergo a training and be declared healthy. I can't complete a training while I'm pregnant.

There must be a way that I can still go. I mean, I'll have an entire army protecting me. I tried telling my mom and Peeta that, but there is no way they will let me go. So I guess I'm stuck here. Snow still has 6 months to come up with a plan to kill me. And he won't even know he'll be killing not 1 person, but 2. If Snow knows that I'm pregnant for real this time, he will hold back till the baby is born and then kill me. So it's better to not let him know.

I have really no idea where I'm heading with this story. But the whole pregnancy thing just popped into my mind and I wrote it out. It doesn't really sound realistic but it doesn't have to be. It's called fanfiction for a reason right? Does anyone have idea's on how I should continue this?