I was really surprised how many... told me that they liked the first chapter.
Even some of my friends that read fanfiction were almost shouting "Eeeh?" in class when they followed the process.

Thank you for picking up this fanfiction. Warning a little cursing... I often use a lot of curse words when I write... my teacher didn't like that.

With love. Onmoraki m( ó/ò )m

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Allen had gotten himself a own room. He was lying alone in his bed, that he had placed in the center of the room.
The shadows in his room climbed up against the wall, higher and higher.

He felt so alone, being alone in the Order when Kanda was on a mission.
He suddenly had become an exorcist, not because he wanted to, because he...had to.

Just because this stupid arm of his was attached to his fucking body, because it was called 'Innocence'.
And because of that innocence, he had to stay here.
Allen grinned, hell he knew what Innocence was, it's a pest.

Was the Order the same as the Freak show?
Well here he could walk freely, but he couldn't leave, they would always know where you were, because they needed you.
But they didn't ask you to stay, they forced you to stay. Just like the freak show, but they had taken him before he had even noticed.

"Do you feel sad being alone again"

-"Yes."

"Come on, you know that you can talk to me whenever you like"

-"Yes, I know"

"But why won't you listen, come on! Those humans aren't even looking at you, they're only interested in your arm and eye, not in the real you,"

-"Shut up."

Allen covered his face with his his right hand.

When was Kanda coming back? He really didn't have an appetite, so he was just lying around in his room doing nothing.
He had tried to walk outside to get some food but had always stopped in front of the door and turned back.

He was too afraid.

Kanda was in London taking care of low level Akumas.
He was really pissed when the Akumas just laughed at him "He picked him up, he picked him up"

Kanda was utterly confused what they were talking about when he hadn't picked anyone u-... he had saved Allen.
But why would Akumas be laughing at Allen and Kanda? There's something Allen's hiding, something we should be careful about.

Allen had the pures smile, but you know what they say. Behind the purest there's always a locked door hiding the darkest.

When Kanda came back to the Order after finishing his mission, he was approached by Komui.

"Tch" what the hell did Komui come all the way here, when he knows pretty DAMN well that he was going to come upstairs to give his mission report to Komui.

Kanda just slammed the report in to Komuis hands and made an escape before Komui could even react.
He hadn't been in the Order for one week, he was tired and he just wanted to sit down in peace and eat some Miso.

Unfortunately he was stopped by Komuis sister, Lenalee.
He was forced to accompany her to the Health center. Kanda gave Lenalee a confused look when he walked in.

"I don't think he's outside the freak show cage" Lenalee said and turned to Kanda who was just about to pull aside the curtain.

"What do you mean? He's outside, live and kicking?"

"Yes, but mentally. He hasn't eaten for a freaking week, and he never had left his room"

Kanda looked shocked and almost ripped the curtain, when he pulled it aside.

There he was, lying in the bed. And when he noticed Kanda he just smiled.
He had tons of food beside him, but he hadn't touched any of them.

"Why the hell aren't you eating, Moyashi" Kanda couldn't hold it inside him, he was getting irritated.

"Wasn't hungry" was Allen really this stubborn?

"Well I'm going to eat, so I don't look as pathetic as you do now" Kanda turned his back and walked out. Lenalee soon followed after him, bowing slightly while standing outside the door.

Allen just pressed his hands against his face, he made him angry.

Kanda felt bad and turned back to apologize and ask Allen to come and eat with him. Kanda opened the door slightly. And looked inside.
He stopped covering his mouth. What the hell was that?

There was a black shadow standing beside his bed, face facing the door. Allens eye was activated, there was something floating above his eye, it looked like a gear.

"Those humans aren't even looking at you, they're only interested in your arm and eye, not in the real you,"

-"Shut up."

Kanda slammed the door to the side and ran towards Allen. When he was standing beside Allen, he shadow had disappeared, so had the gear floating above Allens eye. Was he seeing things?

"What the hell was that, who were you talking to?" Kanda looked confused at Allen.

Allen just smiled "What are you talking about?" like nothing had happened.

"Tch."

Well yea it's going to be a short one, because sparkles and giggles ;)
Hope you liked this chapter, you may ask me questions, I won't bite...yet.