Chapter two! Thanks for the great responses so far! I'll have to let Circlemagick know that you're liking it!
The clock in Kakashi's room continued to tick. For a long while it was the only sound that was being made. Itachi had just released Kakashi's hand and returned the cover to the salve when he noticed how heavy the silence really felt. Once his hands were free, Kakashi flicked the butt out the broken window, and reached forwards to grab Itachi's chin. He forced the Uchiha to look up at him, eyes narrowed and mouth pulled into a thin, disgusted line. Itachi forced himself to meet Kakashi's eyes, tensing at the fingers on his chin and attempting to keep his expression calm despite the mixed emotions rising in him. What was Kakashi going to say? Was this it?
"Was he better than me?" Kakashi asked suddenly, voice dangerously soft.
"No. Never." Itachi whispered with a quick shake of his head. Kakashi ran his thumb over his lover's jaw thoughtfully.
"Was he a teammate?" Kakashi hummed as he mulled over the possibilities. Itachi shook his head again, closing his eyes.
"No...he was from Suna. I don't know his name." The admission came out softly and Kakashi scoffed, his mouth beginning to form a sneer.
"Why doesn't that surprise me..." Kakashi's voice was cold and mocking, he was using a tone he saved for enemies. Itachi closed his eyes, unable to see the hatred on his normally smiling lover's face.
"Kakashi...I...I'm sorry..." He managed weakly, chest aching.
"You're going to have to do better than that. " Kakashi snorted and pushed Itachi away from him.
"What do you want me to do?" Itachi asked and the Copy nin lay his arms against his legs, leaning closer to the boy and regarding him with detached curiosity.
"Tell me everything. Every bit of it. From the beginning." Kakashi ordered, giving no room for argument. Itachi nodded and pushed his hair from his face.
"Our mission in Suna had just ended. Most of the squad was killed during a skirmish. The surviving nin and I found managed to escape to a nearby village. He was wounded pretty badly and I didn't have enough salve to fix his leg. We found a healer who gave him some herbs for the wound and we went back to the motel. We went to our room and he asked me to help apply the salve...he started talking about how one of the nin killed was a childhood friend and how he had been helpless. And we kissed...and eventually..." Itachi trailed off. Kakashi had reached for Itachi's face again, forcing their eyes to meet.
"Who kissed who? And eventually what?" Kakashi snapped, borderline yelling at this point. His grip tightened on Itachi's jaw. Itachi flinched, eyes shut.
"He kissed me. And pushed me back on the bed...and we had sex." He bit out, face heating up and not wanting to go further. The story sounded weak to his own ears and he cursed himself for hi stupidity.
Kakashi swallowed audibly and released his grip on his lover's face. He wiped at his own face in frustration before standing from his place on the bed and began pacing. "So that's it? That's all it takes?" The copy nin snapped. "Some bullshit sob story and a kiss and you're just spread eagle under another man?" His voice raised, full of anger.
Itachi slowly stood, fingers slowly reaching to touch Kakashi's felt the material beneath his fingers and breathed deeply. "I know...I know... and I'm so sorry." Itachi managed to speak calmly, eyes focused on Kakashi.
Kakashi met his gaze with narrowed eyes before grabbing the hand that was fiddling with his shirt. He yanked Itachi to his chest and with his free hand he grabbed at the raven ponytail, tugging harshly and forcing his lover to look up at him. "You were supposed to be mine,..." Kakashi murmured, the usually lazy voice was laced with hurt. He felt betrayed. Angry. Frustrated. It made his blood boil, the thought of another man with their hands on the pale flesh he had considered his, another man listening to the wanton sounds he had thought were for his ears only.
Itachi stared up at Kakashi, hands gripping onto the man's shoulders. There was so much anger radiating off of him... "I am yours." Itachi murmured weakly. "That man is nothing to me." He spoke with a desperation that was unlike him, but he needed Kakashi to understand. That he loved him above all else and his momentary weakness would never happen again. He moved forward, pressing his lips against Kakashi's shoulder, nails digging into Kakashi's vest as he attempted to convey his guilt and adoration without words. He felt like he was sinking and Kakashi was the only thing keeping him from going under.
Kakashi relinquished his grip on Itachi's hair, but took the ponytail holder with it. He fingered through the dark locks, untangling the few knots that were there while he tried to figure out what to say. Or what to do. The safe little world he'd thought he was finally living in seemed to have shattered into pieces at the Uchiha's admission. He turned his head to the side and nuzzled into the crook of his lover's neck, peppering the sensitive flesh with kisses. "Prove it." He hissed out through gritted teeth.
Itachi practically melted against his lover. Those kisses against his throat making hope rise in his chest. He wrapped his arms around Kakashi's neck and pulled the older man into a long kiss. "Yes, Senpai." He murmured against the Copy nin's lips. Sex he could manage. If Kakashi wanted sex, Itachi would give it to him. He took Kakashi's hand and pulled him backwards towards the bed. He pushed his lover back onto the mattress and crawled on top of him, kissing at the man's throat slowly, while fiddling with his shirt.
Kakashi let out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding and returned the kiss. Upset with his beloved Kohai or not, the familiar touch got his blood pumping once his back hit the mattress. He grabbed the hips straddling his waist and rolled them against his growing erection, head cocked back he let out a small sound of pleasure at Itachi's venturing kisses. When he felt the thin fingers fiddle with the hem of his shirt he quickly removed it before placing his hands back on his lovers hips.
"Take your shirt off." It was more of a command than suggestion, his inner turmoil kept his pillow talk from being as sweet as usual.
Itachi shivered at the order, but was quick to do as he was told. He tossed his shirt aside, pulling back to watch his lover to await Kakashi to tell him to do something else. He would allow anything tonight. Anything to gain his lover back. He brushed his mused hair from his face and kissed Kakashi once again.
Kakashi nearly cracked a smile at the sight. The Uchiha was truly beautiful. His body was toned, lithe, not unlike a dancer. Pale flesh curved and dipped and stretched in all the right places. The copy nin had spent many days simply admiring his kohai in the Anbu locker room, all while pretending to read one of his novels of course. And that's when the jealousy hit him again, making his brows furrow. Someone else had gotten to see him in this light, see what was his. He forced his lips from curling into a snarl, opting to reach up and run his hands down Itachi's chest instead. Calloused fingers wrapped around his ribs, thumbs reaching out to rub at his nipples and fiddle with the silver barbells that adorned them. They were possibly his favorite birthday gift he'd ever received. At the thought his touch became more forceful, rougher than intended. But had Itachi slept with that fucking Suna nin before or after his birthday? Had that man gotten to enjoy yet another thing that was meant just for him? Kakashi made a sound low in his throat, deep and primal before returning Itachi's kiss with vengeance. Tongue flicking out and into his kohai's mouth and then across his lower lip before tugging it between his teeth. He released the bruised lip with an almost audible pop and continued grinding his now hardened member into the man above him.
"Suck me off, " he reached up to finger at Itachi's abused lips "It's about time we put that pretty little mouth of yours to work." He flicked Itachi's bottom lip.
Itachi nearly cried out at the rough fingers on his pierced nipples. The piercings had made them all the more sensitive. The Suna nin had been fascinated with them and had accidentally played with them too roughly during their night together. At Kakashi's growled order, the Uchiha had kissed Kakashi once more, pouring all his regret which contrasted beautifully with Kakashi's anger. He moved down the man's body placing gentle kisses with each movement. He kissed Kakashi's stomach, lips tracing over a faint scar and slowly pulled down Kakashi's pants and watched as his thick erection sprung up. It was obvious that despite how upset Kakashi was, he was still effected by Itachi. He placed a single teasing kiss against the tip before quickly taking it into his mouth, lifting his eyes to stare into Kakashi's as he hollowed his cheeks, deepthroating the Copy nin as he knew he enjoyed it. His fingers trailed patterns over the older man's naked skin. If this was all it took to win his lover back, Itachi would gladly do it. He would do anything for Kakashi.