Soo this is part two!
I dont own aything but the story! and the baby
The baby is mine =)
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Chapter Two
Regina could feel her nerves rising as they got closer and closer to Gold's shop. Regina was pushed back into the leather seat,hands wrapped around the edge of the seat so tight her knuckles were turning white. Cora didn't look at Regina when she spoke,telling her not to worry or that she could handle it on her own.
"Mother..." Regina breathed out closing her eyes,nausea taking over.
"Regina...stop talking." Cora hissed toward her daughter.
"Mother please." Regina shouted, she was too emotional and confused to be doing this right now. Tears streaked her face.
"Look at what he has done to you Regina!" Cora swerved and parked,she looked into her daughters dark brown eyes. "He has destroyed you." Cora's voice was filled with anger and pity.
"He hasn't done anything to me! I did this to myself mother,I wanna be the one to tell him but I need...I want your help." Regina choked on her words as salty tears slipped their way into her mouth.
"You swear your really pregnant?" Cora turned away form Regina,not wanting to look at her.
"Why would I lie about something like this?" Regina squinted at her mother. Taken back by the thought of her mother actually believing she would lie about something like this.
"Why wouldn't you?" Cora turned and looked Regina.
Regina took a deep breath and realized that she would lie about something like this to get something she wanted. Someone she wanted. She laid her head in her hands and sniffled, the nausea growing worse by the minute.
"If you don't believe me I still have to go see Whale...if you would like to come." Regina spoke quietly,whispering her words. Small hiccups escaping from time to time.
"No. You go. See what he says,I have something else I have to do. Call me when your done okay?" Cora gave Regina a small reassuring smile before she opened the door and jumped out. "Don't worry sweet heart...everything is going to be okay. Mommy is here to help you." Cora shut the door and began walking away.
Regina shook her head,taking in the words she had just heard. She knew her mother was up to something, Regina knew she had made a big mistake. Cora is capable of many things, she can control Regina all she wanted.
Regina began to cry again. This time harder,more tears,more snot. Regina couldn't even get a small grip on her emotions. They flew every where teasing her. She was so extremely confused. She was also sick,horribly sick. What had just went on had gave Regina the worst stomach sickness she had ever had. Her head was spinning and everything hurt.
Climbing over to the drivers side carefully she turned the key and the car started. Regina would make Whale swear to never tell anyone about why was going on when she told him. She knew he would tell someone so she had to take to threatening him. That's something else she hated. She had to make people feel scared, use violent words as well as empty threats that she would surly never really do. Regina parked the car and took a deep breath. Regina flipped down the visor, looking into the mirror she wiped around her eyes,wiped her nose an fixed her hair.
She still felt sick but the head ache was starting to become less intense now that she was calm. It seemed the more worked up she got the worse the sickness got. Regina half smiled at the woman at the front desk.
"Madame Mayor,how are you feeling this morning?" The young women perked up and smiled so wide her teeth almost blinded Regina.
"A little sick but I'll be fine. Umm I need to make a quick appointment with Whale if that's alright?" Regina leaned against the counter trying to get a better grip on the nausea that seemed unbearably strong.
"Ok,he can see you in about an hour is something wrong Miss Mills?" The girl looked almost worried as she watched Regina grip tighter and tighter On to the counter.
"Umm, like I said haven't been feeling very well ummm...this is sort of an urgent thing so maybe just a nurse could help me. Maybe even you?" Regina knew she wouldn't be able to wait an hour with this. Not only was she going to throw up but she was getting really dizzy.
"I can help you. Do you need just a check up then?" The nurse stood and grabed a clip board and pen.
"Umm actully..." Regina lowered her voice. " I need to be checked if I'm ummm...pregnant." Regina leaned in down towards the nurse.
"Ohhhh.." She looked up at Regina, shook written across her face. "Follow me." She nodded and walked down the hall way towards a small room.
"Ok so I am going to take your blood really quick.." She smiled and laid down a few needles on a small table.
Regina watched as she slipped in a pair of pink gloves and began sticking a needle on a long tube. Regina had gotten her blood drawn before of course but the last time she did she almost fainted. Blood wasent her thing which was weird considering the fact that she use to get joy out of beheading people.
Regina looked at the young nurse's name tag. "Jasmine.." Regina mouthed to herself. The nurse turned and smiled at Regina again.
"Ok,you ready?" Jasmine wrapped a baby pink band right above Regina's elbow. Sliding the needle in Regina watched in horror. She could feel her head getting light and her eyes fluttered closed and then she opened them again, trying her hardest not to faint.
The ruby red liquid filled the long tube. Regina couldn't watch anymore. She was getting so dizzy she felt If she stood she would fall flat on her face. After a minute jasmine pulled out the needle and slapped on a small circular band-aid.
"Alright now the urine test. The bathroom is right down the hall. Just come back in here when your done." Regina nodded and stood,taking the small plastic cup from the nurse she headed to the bathroom.
Regina didn't like urine. Even if it was her own it grossed her out. As Regina sat on the toilet holding the cup in between her legs she close her eyes and tried not to think about what was going on. She had made it into the cup but still she swore she was going to scrub her hands until there was nothing left. Pulling the cup out she set it on the floor next to the edge of the door,not wanting to kick it over with her feet.
Regina stood and Pulled her dark purple dress down smoothing it out around her legs and stomach area. She glided her hand across her stomach again,knowing that soon it wasn't going to look or feel like this. Soon she would look like a beached whale. She smiled even though she was still heart broken. What If Gold doesn't want the baby? Regina gasped and picked up the cup, walking to the sink and Washing her hands quickly. She didn't want or think of that. It was a horrible thought.
When she walked back into the room Whale was talking to the nurse about something serious. He looked up when he heard the door open and close. Regina smiled and handed the cup to jasmine who picked up a small stick and dropped it carefully into the cup.
"Hello Regina." Whale smiled and motions for her to sit back down. Regina obeyed and sat in front of her doctor who reached out and untied the pink band, pulling it from her arm and dropping it into the trash. "The urine test will be quick but we also wanted to take a blood test just to be sure."
Regina continued to nod, Whale eyed her, he seemed quite amused about this whole thing. It made Regina wanna smack him straight across the face. She smiled at the thought. Whale turned and pulled the small stick out of the cup and turned towards her.
"Well it came out positive. Soo congratulations Miss Mills it seems you are expecting. We will call back in two days to tell you the news about your blood work. When you come in for that we will plan an ultra sound alright?" Whale smiled and lowered the stick into the trash and handed the cup to jasmine who waved goodbye to Regina and left.
"Soo Regina do tell me...who's the lucky man?" Whale chuckled and turned around to leave. The anger boiled in Regina,turning her blood hot. The nausea grew again,the room began to slowly spin and her head slowly began to pound.
Standing Regina pulled out her phone and dialed her mothers phone number.
Cora had headed towards Gold's shop even though her daughter had insisted she didn't. Cora needed to see him,to fuel her hate fire more. He wanted to tell him. Should I? Cora asked herself. Smirking at the reaction she knew she would receive. Then Cora got a thought,a wonderfully hateful thought.
The bell to the shop dinged and Gold looked up and fake smiled at Cora.
"Cora what a lovely surprise. What does your sweet little daughter want now?" Gold spat towards Cora, she blinked not believing this man was going to father her future grandchild. Regina was actually in love with this horrible human being?
"Actually she wants to invite you and your dear Belle to dinner to night." Cora smiled sweetly and walked over to where he was standing.
"And why is that?" Gold raised an eyebrow thinking about all of the things she could possibly do to them.
"Why she just wants to talk, call a truss, I mean she isn't all that wicked. You should know." Cora raised her eyebrow also and smiled when his face dropped and his eyes became cold.
"She told you?" His voice was harsh and like stone.
"I am her mother of course." Cora's voice was teasing and disgustingly sweet.
"We're not going." Gold shook his head and looked down.
"Come or I tell your little Beauty what happened." Cora threatened and Gold took a deep breath as he tested to hide his anger when really he wanted to leap over the counter and strangle her.
"What time?"
"Let's say...7:30?" Cora smiled wickedly, "don't be late.." Cora's phone began to ring as she headed towards the door.
"Hello?"
"I'm done." Regina sounded tired.
"Alright,come pick me up at the dock. Honey you sound exhausted." Cora cooed into the phone towards her daughter.
"I am mother,not only am I extremely tired I am also in a lot of pain. Not to mention the wort stomach sickness anyone could experience." Regina huffed and sounded a little annoyed.
"Oh honey,that's pregnancy. When we get home you can sleep. We are having company tonight so I want you to look and feel your best." Cora walked towards the dock ,dragging her feet across the gravel.
"What do you mean company mother?" Regina sounded shocked and also a little worried.
"You'll see." Cora hung up and watched the waves crash up against the brick walk. Smiling to herself and her wicked planning.
Regina couldn't sleep. Her thoughts were to intense for her to just drift away. She had been laying in her bed for more then an hour now and nothing happened. She had started with the blanket on and now it was thrown over the edge of the bed,she had pillows but now they were sprawled out (except for one) out on the floor. Her dress had came off about 20 minutes of laying there in the tight thing, her make up was practically gone and her hair was no longer tame.
Regina sighed deeply and buried her face into her one pillow,inhaling her own scent. It had only been a month ago that she had shared this bed with Gold. Regina sat up and threw her last pillow at the wall. Laying back down she starred at the ceiling,watching the fan spin. Her skin was cold to the touch but she was having an over load. Regina closed her eyes again and sunk deeper into her bed. Exhaustion finally taking over she feel into a light sleep.
The dream had started off normal. Regina laid under a large tree. The ground was soft under her back due to the green grass,the sky was a beautiful baby blue, clouds formed shapes and danced along. Regina smiled as she inhaled the sweet scent of lavender. Birds chirping filled her ears, as well as some thing else. It was laughter but not just any laughter. It was the laughter of a baby.
Regina bolted straight up a wide grin on her face. Butterflies fluttered around in her stomach as she followed the sweet laughter. In the middle if the large field sat a small pink bassinet. Regina giggled and found herself running towards it. A small silk sheet covers the front,Regina reached for it and pulled it back only to find nothing there.
They sky had darkened and the laughter stopped. The wind blew hard nearly knocking Regina over. She looked around and saw nothing. Everything was gone. The only light she had was the large glowing moon.
Regina gasped as she felt a sharp pain right at the base of her stomach above her hips. She let out a loud cry as the pain became worse. Dropping to the ground Regina began to cry. Lowering her hand to the point if the pain he felt something warm and wet. Regina blinked thinking that perhaps she had peed her self,she raised her hand to her face and let out a small sob as blood cover her hand and began trickling down her arm. The pain grew worse an Regina pounded her hands on the ground.
She sat back up and pressed her hands against her stomach trying to get the bleeding to stop but it was too late. It was now every where. All over the grass where she sat,her hands and arms,her legs and dress. Cryin harder she tuned when she saw a figure move toward her.
"Look at what you did Regina!" The figure yelled towards her. It was a women's voice. Teasing and mean. She knew who it was.
Regina stood and walked towards her mother not caring about the blood anymore. "What did you do?" Regina whispers towards her mother who was smiling.
"I saved you Regina." Cora answers smoothly,obviously not noticing the blood.
"Where's my baby?" Regina chocked as more tears escaped her eyes.
"Don't worry about that. It's gone now." Cora smiled againa and began to bak away from Regina. Drifting away as the darkness consumed her.
"What did you do!" Regina yelled louder toward her mother. Crying harder she dropped to her knees. "What did you do..." She began to calm down and she cried into her hands.
"What have I done?..."
Regina sat up right in bed. Sweat dripped from her forehead and she shook violently. She could hear her mother yelling into her phone at Killian. She closed her eyes and laid back down, greatfull that it was just a dream. More like a nightmare, never had she ever had such a horrible dream about her mother. She had carved her baby out of her and then killed it. Regina stood up from her bed not wanting to think anymore.
She entered the bathroom and splashed cold water on to her already damp face. Mother would never wanna cause me that much pain...would she? Regina grunted at herself. Would she ever stop thinking?
Pulling a new dress out of her closet she slipped it on and zipped it up. Admiring the deep red color of the tight fitting dress she pulled up her stockings and picked out a pair of heels. Doing her make up was torture. Having to sit infront of the mirror while she filled in her waterline was complete torture. What made me want to do this every day? Regina smiled and headed down stairs to see her mother already setting the table.
"Ah your awake,good." Cora smiled and set down a bottle of wine on the table.
"You know I can't drink that mother." Regina pointed at the wine bottle and Cora's smile faded.
"Oh yes...seems I forgot. Well I'll just get you some grape juice." Cora smiled again and walked back into the kitchen. Not worrying about the fact that her daughter was growing sick just thinking about dinner.
Regina took a seat at the table and sipped on the small iced glass of water. It calmed her immediately. She had never felt this calm all day. She laid her head in her hand and let the coolness do its magic. The door bell ringed and Regina jumped. The ice effect suddenly gone.
Cora sprinted out of the kitchen an towards the door. Regina was now interested In who the guest was but to lazy to actually get up to follow her mother. Regina's eyes widened when she heard his smooth voice. It wrapped around her and warmed her chasing the calmness of the ice away. Regina slowly stood and took cautions steeps toward her front door.
"Good evening Regina." Gold nodded towards her and Regina nodded back. Unable to find words to say.
"Hello Regina." Belle smiled and grabbed Golds hand.
Regina felt her anger begin to boil that's when the nausea set in and the room began to spin. Regina turned and walked towards the dinning room, downing the ice water and taking a cube of ice into her mouth and sucking on it. Gold followed Regina into the dinning room, Cora and Belle not far behind.
"So what are we eating?" Gold smiled at Regina and she looked away quickly. Her face was flushed and she began getting the jitters.
"Lamb." Cora smiled and walked past all of them.
"My favorite." Gold sat down and pulled Belle with him.
"So Regina, how is Henry?" Belle smiled and intertwined her fingers.
Regina picked up her cup and dropped the ice cube back into the cup. Smiling at Belle.
"He's great...how's your father?" Regina's eyes darted towards Gold and then back at Belle.
"He's doing better." Belle forced a smile.
"We'll dinner is almost ready. Regina honey didn't you have something you wanted to talk to Gold about?" Cora eyed her daughter and Regina kept staring straight forward. Not wanting to meet anyone's eyes right now.
"Really? Well I'd love to hear it." Gold didn't smile,didn't show any sign of emotion. His voice was cold and so were his eyes.
Regina nodded and headed towards her back door. She could hear Gold push in his chair as he followed her out. Regina stopped at her tree. The apples were a dark blood red in the moonlight. She reached up and picked one off,no intention of eating it,just simply...admiring.
"Are you okay Regina?" Gold questioned as he approached the heart broken women. "If this so about that one night last month, I didn't mean for that to happen Regina I was so upset and-" Gold began to speak, sadness expressed in his voice but he was soon cut off by Regina.
"I'm pregnant.,." Regina turned and finally looked at him.
"You're what?" Gold had stopped in his tracks. He was no longer walking towards her.
"I am pregnant with your baby...our baby." Regina spoke quietly not wanting anyone, mostly Belle, to hear.
"How do you know it's mine?" Gold didn't sound angry he just sounded confused. But what he had just said pushed her over the edge.
"I may be a lot of things Gold but I am not a slut! How dare you even ask me that question. Is that all you think I do is hop into bed with people?" Regina felt tears begin to form. She sucked in a breath and shook her head,looking away again.
"That's not why I meant Regina. I was just asking. I'm sorry." Gold took the last few steps toward her. "But this...this can't happen. You can't have that baby." Gold couldn't believe what he was saying but it was too late.
"What?" The tears were now falling and she felt her world shatter. "You don't want this baby? This is your fault!"
"This is not my fault, you invited me over you insisted that I try and move on, try to find someone else. You kissed me that I night."
"We'll obviously I should have sent you go home. Because then I wouldn't be so broken. I wouldn't be hurting like this.." Regina reseted a hand in her tree so she wouldn't collapse.
"Regina...you are so worked up over such a little thing." Gold pressed himself up against the tree. He looked at her as she looked at the ground.
"I'm keeping this baby weather your apart of its life or not. So you decide." Regina looked into his golden eyes and saw he was just as broken as her.
"Ok." Gold turned around and walked back into the house not lookin back at Regina,not wanting to feel her pain or see her hurt. He was what she wanted and he wanted her back.
He knew he made a mistake but he couldn't take it back now. He just kept walking until finally he was next to Belle again. Consumed by his fake happiness. He stairs at Regina, guilt hitting him hard in the chest. Then he saw Cora and he knew he had just made the biggest mistake in his life..
Well that was chapter two =) tell me what you think!
I dont think i did all that well on this chapter but I did the best i could
I wanted old to be atleast a little in love with Regina but still love Belle
I also dont know why I made Gold tell her to get rid of the baby,Maybe im just a horrible person and dont like Reginas Happiness
WHATS WRONG WITH ME! but im gonna go cause this just got awkward =)
