p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Ah! Ah! Gakupo please"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len screwed his eyes shut at the pain Gakupo was causing him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Please! Stop! ," Len kept wishing for it to be nothing but a dream and Gakupo will laugh with hi, and tell him he was having nightmares./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo finally released himself within Len as he gave a low grunt. He slowly let go of Len's battered body and allow it to limp forward without a single ounce of power left./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Next time, think before you act" Gakupo left Len naked and shivering with his new added bruises on his body. Len tried to blink back the tears but he cannot stop them from leaking out and staining the white bed sheet. What was supposed to be snow white sheets have spots of blood here and there and Len could feel the humiliation and shame./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len whispered one name. . ./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Even though Gakupo raped him again. . ./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Please tell me it is a horrible dream"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Denial was useless as the scars and purple bruises on his body cruelly reminded of him the reality./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""He still loves me. . ." He tried to convince himself that but a part of him told otherwise. This wasn't the first time Gakupo did such a thing to Len but Len himself just couldn't break off from the demon; love was in the way./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo returned and his cold eyes pierced at Len, who was still lying down on the bed, and he grabbed his arm and forced him to sit up. Len shut his eyes for more beating from Gakupo but he was greeted by an affectionate embrace instead. Len blushed and felt Gakupo's chest as he listened to the usual plead of forgiveness; why does Gakupo do this all the time?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'How long will you keep this up?'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Let's start all over again. I won't hurt you anymore"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'I should be tired of hearing this. Do you know why I am still here?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Because this is what you can do to me, make me happy with words alone'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len, wait here. I'll go and get you some medicine"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"When Gakupo left the room again, Len just stared at the open door and Gakupo's back disappearing. Always the same damn cycle. What was the point of it all? Gakupo might as well come back and beat the shit out of Len and get it over and done with because he's already on the verge of breaking completely. Len's tears fell and landed to his clenching fist on top of his knees./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"This will be the final straw./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len stood up from his seat and he limped out of the room./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len? What are you doing?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Shit. Gakupo was by the stairs and Len glared at Gakupo for the first time./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""ENOUGH."/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo frowned; he did not hear the younger's silent voice. Len raised his head and gathered his courage to speak out loud to the 22 year old bassist./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""I SAID I HAD ENOUGH! I AM NOT HAVING YOU HIT ME EV-"Before he could even finish his final sentence, Gakupo delivered a sudden punch to Len's gut. Len got to his knees and hugged his stomach and writhed in pain. Len caught the demonic eyes of his lover and pulled him by the paint of Gakupo's jeans./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Why…. Are you doing this to me…? Gaku?" Len coughed out./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""You fucking deserve it?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo kicked Len's hand away and forced the younger up by the hair. Len look at Gakupo with weak eyes and he could feel more tears falling; what happened to his lover that would hold him no matter what? Where did the Gakupo he fell in love with go?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="justify"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="justify""Why don't you love me anymore?" Len whispered./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len, what are you—"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""You're a liar! You're a liar!" Len found strength to push Gakupo to the floor and he punched Gakupo in the gut. He sat on his stomach and he grabbed a hold of the collar of his shirt and start smacking Gakupos' head to the floor from time to time. His tears wouldn't stop falling; the thought of hurting Gakupo was no different to stabbing himself with a knife. "I hate you! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I-I-"Len started to become weak and Gakupo managed to knock Len off him and he was about to pounce but Len kicked him in the stomach and quickly stood up to punch the older but Gakupo slapped him across the face. Len held his cheeks and he punched Gakupo's nose, causing Gakupo to stagger backwards./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo!" Len felt his heart quicken as Gakupo was about to fall back completely. Len grabbed Gakupo's wrist with both hands but his tiny body didn't help and Gakupo fell back with Len with him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo!" Len shielded Gakupo's head by hugging Gakupo's head close to his chest as they both tumbled harshly. The pain seemed endless but they soon reached the very bottom of the staircase./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Le-"Gakupo sat up in pain and he looked at Len, whose head was resting on his lap./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len?" Gakupo poked him but Len did not respond. Gakupo panicked and he quickly held Len close to him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, wake up! Please! Len! Len!"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len put a hand over his mouth and he continued speaking to Len, hoping words would reach the blonde. "Len, okay! You didn't cheat! I was wrong, wrong about everything! You are not a slut or a whore. . . I'm sorry Len. Sorry"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, wake up" Len woke up instantly and found himself sweating beads of sweat./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo," A nightmare? Len thought so./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Did you have a nightmare?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo, Gakupo" Len trembled as more tears came and Gakupo held him close now./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Sshhh. I'm here now"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Yes. Gakupo's with him there was nothing to fear because Gakupo loves him so much and nothing will tear them apart. Len shuffled closer so he could rest his head on Gakupo's chest. It was warm./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, it has been a month since you're trapped in here" Gakupo explained./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Hm. I like it though. I don't have to wake up in pain, I don't have to cover my scars and bruises, and I have you," Len laced his fingers together and gave Gakupo's hand a light squeeze. "I love you. You don't hurt me." Gakupo smiled and pat Len on the head./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Baka. What about the band? Kiyoteru and Akaito only joined us not long ago. And you decided to retire from the game? It's too early for that"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""But aren't you happy staying with me here?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""I am happy. But I'm not real Len, you just created me in your dreams"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len looked away from Gakupo. His reality right now was nothing more than this own wishes. Gakupo hugged Len and kissed his lips for the final time. "It's time for you to wake up. I promise you nothing bad will happen to you"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len nodded and it wasn't long until light flashed before erasing his reality and Gakupo. His dream has ended and he's forced back into reality once again. "Gakupo" The sun shone in Len's eyes and caused them to slowly open. Len frowned and shut them again. He tried to move his body but he was too weak to do so. He opens his eyes again and he was looking to a ceiling he did not recognize? A hospital? What was he here for?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len?" Len looked into the side of Gakupo, barely enough sleep, and crying./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len was enveloped in a gentle hug and Gakupo stroke the back of his hair Len didn't know what to do; should he hug back or ignore Gakupo? "Welcome back, welcome back"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"It all hit Len like tidal waves; a month has passed and it was the fight caused him here./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""I promise. I won't hurt you ever again"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'Again with your lies, are you going to keep on lying to me until I break?'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len gulped and he gently pushed Gakupo back and he smiled at the purple haired./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""What are you talking about? What happened?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""L-Len? Y-You don't remember anything?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""What happened?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="center"'I want to see you lie and wait for the day you suffer in your own mistakes. Just you wait'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len screwed his eyes shut at the pain Gakupo was causing him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Please! Stop! ," Len kept wishing for it to be nothing but a dream and Gakupo will laugh with hi, and tell him he was having nightmares./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo finally released himself within Len as he gave a low grunt. He slowly let go of Len's battered body and allow it to limp forward without a single ounce of power left./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Next time, think before you act" Gakupo left Len naked and shivering with his new added bruises on his body. Len tried to blink back the tears but he cannot stop them from leaking out and staining the white bed sheet. What was supposed to be snow white sheets have spots of blood here and there and Len could feel the humiliation and shame./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len whispered one name. . ./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Even though Gakupo raped him again. . ./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Please tell me it is a horrible dream"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Denial was useless as the scars and purple bruises on his body cruelly reminded of him the reality./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""He still loves me. . ." He tried to convince himself that but a part of him told otherwise. This wasn't the first time Gakupo did such a thing to Len but Len himself just couldn't break off from the demon; love was in the way./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo returned and his cold eyes pierced at Len, who was still lying down on the bed, and he grabbed his arm and forced him to sit up. Len shut his eyes for more beating from Gakupo but he was greeted by an affectionate embrace instead. Len blushed and felt Gakupo's chest as he listened to the usual plead of forgiveness; why does Gakupo do this all the time?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'How long will you keep this up?'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Let's start all over again. I won't hurt you anymore"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'I should be tired of hearing this. Do you know why I am still here?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Because this is what you can do to me, make me happy with words alone'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len, wait here. I'll go and get you some medicine"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"When Gakupo left the room again, Len just stared at the open door and Gakupo's back disappearing. Always the same damn cycle. What was the point of it all? Gakupo might as well come back and beat the shit out of Len and get it over and done with because he's already on the verge of breaking completely. Len's tears fell and landed to his clenching fist on top of his knees./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"This will be the final straw./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len stood up from his seat and he limped out of the room./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len? What are you doing?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Shit. Gakupo was by the stairs and Len glared at Gakupo for the first time./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""ENOUGH."/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo frowned; he did not hear the younger's silent voice. Len raised his head and gathered his courage to speak out loud to the 22 year old bassist./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""I SAID I HAD ENOUGH! I AM NOT HAVING YOU HIT ME EV-"Before he could even finish his final sentence, Gakupo delivered a sudden punch to Len's gut. Len got to his knees and hugged his stomach and writhed in pain. Len caught the demonic eyes of his lover and pulled him by the paint of Gakupo's jeans./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Why…. Are you doing this to me…? Gaku?" Len coughed out./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""You fucking deserve it?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Gakupo kicked Len's hand away and forced the younger up by the hair. Len look at Gakupo with weak eyes and he could feel more tears falling; what happened to his lover that would hold him no matter what? Where did the Gakupo he fell in love with go?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="justify"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="justify""Why don't you love me anymore?" Len whispered./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""Len, what are you—"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""You're a liar! You're a liar!" Len found strength to push Gakupo to the floor and he punched Gakupo in the gut. He sat on his stomach and he grabbed a hold of the collar of his shirt and start smacking Gakupos' head to the floor from time to time. His tears wouldn't stop falling; the thought of hurting Gakupo was no different to stabbing himself with a knife. "I hate you! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I-I-"Len started to become weak and Gakupo managed to knock Len off him and he was about to pounce but Len kicked him in the stomach and quickly stood up to punch the older but Gakupo slapped him across the face. Len held his cheeks and he punched Gakupo's nose, causing Gakupo to stagger backwards./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo!" Len felt his heart quicken as Gakupo was about to fall back completely. Len grabbed Gakupo's wrist with both hands but his tiny body didn't help and Gakupo fell back with Len with him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo!" Len shielded Gakupo's head by hugging Gakupo's head close to his chest as they both tumbled harshly. The pain seemed endless but they soon reached the very bottom of the staircase./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Le-"Gakupo sat up in pain and he looked at Len, whose head was resting on his lap./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len?" Gakupo poked him but Len did not respond. Gakupo panicked and he quickly held Len close to him./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, wake up! Please! Len! Len!"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len put a hand over his mouth and he continued speaking to Len, hoping words would reach the blonde. "Len, okay! You didn't cheat! I was wrong, wrong about everything! You are not a slut or a whore. . . I'm sorry Len. Sorry"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, wake up" Len woke up instantly and found himself sweating beads of sweat./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo," A nightmare? Len thought so./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Did you have a nightmare?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo, Gakupo" Len trembled as more tears came and Gakupo held him close now./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Sshhh. I'm here now"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Yes. Gakupo's with him there was nothing to fear because Gakupo loves him so much and nothing will tear them apart. Len shuffled closer so he could rest his head on Gakupo's chest. It was warm./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len, it has been a month since you're trapped in here" Gakupo explained./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Hm. I like it though. I don't have to wake up in pain, I don't have to cover my scars and bruises, and I have you," Len laced his fingers together and gave Gakupo's hand a light squeeze. "I love you. You don't hurt me." Gakupo smiled and pat Len on the head./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Baka. What about the band? Kiyoteru and Akaito only joined us not long ago. And you decided to retire from the game? It's too early for that"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""But aren't you happy staying with me here?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""I am happy. But I'm not real Len, you just created me in your dreams"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len looked away from Gakupo. His reality right now was nothing more than this own wishes. Gakupo hugged Len and kissed his lips for the final time. "It's time for you to wake up. I promise you nothing bad will happen to you"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len nodded and it wasn't long until light flashed before erasing his reality and Gakupo. His dream has ended and he's forced back into reality once again. "Gakupo" The sun shone in Len's eyes and caused them to slowly open. Len frowned and shut them again. He tried to move his body but he was too weak to do so. He opens his eyes again and he was looking to a ceiling he did not recognize? A hospital? What was he here for?/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Len?" Len looked into the side of Gakupo, barely enough sleep, and crying./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""Gakupo?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len was enveloped in a gentle hug and Gakupo stroke the back of his hair Len didn't know what to do; should he hug back or ignore Gakupo? "Welcome back, welcome back"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"It all hit Len like tidal waves; a month has passed and it was the fight caused him here./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""I promise. I won't hurt you ever again"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"'Again with your lies, are you going to keep on lying to me until I break?'/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"Len gulped and he gently pushed Gakupo back and he smiled at the purple haired./p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""What are you talking about? What happened?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="right""L-Len? Y-You don't remember anything?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;""What happened?"/p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;"br /br /p
p style="margin-bottom: .14in; line-height: 115%;" align="center"'I want to see you lie and wait for the day you suffer in your own mistakes. Just you wait'/p