First chapter is already out! It was quick, I must say ;) I want to thank for every review, favourite and follows. When I checked up my prologue today I was really shocked, I didn't expect that. My best friend said, that i looked hilarious XD

Okey, now Chapter One and some explanatation at the bottom.

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Chapter 1: Paradise lost

You Said that I am an Angel. I smiled, but said nothing, because you ran off to her. I think, I don't deserve that name. Because in my opinion, you are crueler.

"There aren't crueler creatures than the angels."

~Thomas E. Sniegowski

Lucy P.O.V.

Heartfilia. That name is a curse. You won't forget about your past and won't be happy for long with that name. For me, it also prevents me from forgetting about promise I made with one of fallen angels, after losing war in heaven. I saw more cruelty and brutality, than any creature should so it was normal that I was seeking for happiness.

But I am Heartfilia. Happiness isn't for me.

I saw it coming. Lisanna returned and everyone was overjoyed. Even me, although I felt something is about to happen, something will change soon. I haven't had to wait long.

Lisanna is sweet, kind and pure, like a cherub. But whenever I look or talk her, I feel like she is disgusted by me.

For the first week, we only celebrated Lisanna's return; I noticed that everyone forgot about my presence, even Master. My team stopped going on missions with me, simply leaving me behind. Natsu and Happy stopped sneaking into my house, even Levy doesn't notice me like the others. I knew that my happiness is slipping away from me. The last time, when somebody talked to me, was when Natsu kicked me out of the team- he and the rest of the team called me weak and useless.

Flashback

"We are kicking you out of team Lucy; you are pretty useless and weak. We don't need someone that weak in our team to stop us from turning stronger. "Said Natsu with serious face.

"Man… How can somebody be so weak- only new born are that weak. And cowards." Added Gray and others only nodded.

"With you out of team Lisanna can join. From the beginning it was her place, to say the truth you were only her replacement." Said childishly Natsu then he and Gray went to Lisanna, hearing her calling them.

"Do something with you being weak, it's pathetic and everyone will take profit from it." Said coldly Erza and went after her friends, leaving me all alone in the darkness called despair.

End of flashback

Oh, how much they didn't know. They did it, so they could replace me with Lisanna.

On this world, is it so little happiness that it can't be shared among two people?

2 months passed since they kicked me out of the team. Everyone ignored me, and I felt like a ghost. I even wondered how I could be replacement of Lisanna. She is cute, lovely and so much better than me in every way possible. But knowing that, only caused me more pain and seal which caused my heart to beat, broke and my heart stopped beating (A/N: Lucy is complicated character in this story, so I/she will explain everything about her in later chapters.) I can only feel pain- physical and mental, any other feelings doesn't exist for me anymore. Sometimes with the help of great amount of strength I manage to show something more than hurt and pain.

I only show in the guild to take another solo mission now. That day, when Natsu and Lisanna announced their relationship, I heard somebody's singing a song. A song which, symbolize end and begin. I knew that song too well. End of me. Begin of the new world and order.

Everything dear to me slipped away from me. I had gone through so much during my existence in this world so I stopped doing any bonds to not hurt myself and others. But that guild was different. There I found everything I was looking for, my Aerie*. But I am Heartfilia. Happiness isn't for me.

Fairy Tail from ignoring me, turned to hate me. Week ago, new member joined the guild. His name was Bruno and he was the only one who talked to me. But he was a liar. He knew that guild didn't want me and he used it and tricked me. He had stolen my keys and left the guild, and of course everyone blamed me without knowing the whole story. I hadn't enough strength to explain, because I was dead tired. My body weakened, because I started gaining more and more magical power for my last mission. I sat alone at the table, breathing hard when the team Natsu approached me. They were furious; they just arrived from their mission and were probably told what happened with Bruno. And the hell began.

-You shouldn't be there! You caused one of our nakama leave us! You don't belong here anymore! - Shouted furious Natsu and the others nodded.

-Do you know what really had happened? – I asked weakly.

-Next lame excuse of weak person. - Snarled Gray.

-We don't want you here. Go and never come back! – added Natsu pointing at the wooden doors.

I stood up and went in showed direction, everyone looked at me with anger and pain worsens. I surpassed coughing and turned around standing at the entrance.

-I will leave, but you have to promise me, that you'll not regret it. Never ever. – I said.

-Of course I won't! I don't know why I brought you with me in the first place!- shouted Natsu and he looked like he will punch me soon.

-That's you, what about the others? - I asked.

-We won't regret it! – Shouted some people, but that wasn't enough for me.

- I can't hear everyone. Maybe there are some people who want me to stay? – I asked to provoke them to say that.

-WE WON'T REGRET KICKING YOU OUT OF THE FAIRY TAIL! NEVER! – Now every guild member shouted, with all air in their lungs. I smiled sadly and moved one step out of guild, and then for a second building's entrance was covered with thin, red layer of spell. No one noticed.

-Very well then. – I whispered and couldn't stop myself from coughing. I think I coughed some blood. When I looked up from my hands to turn around I swear I saw few shocked expression of my ex-guild mates. I started walking away, leaving my happy life behind.

I lost my paradise.

I lost my Aerie.

Normal P.O.V

Lucy walked away from the guild and where the building disappeared from her sight, she also disappeared in the thin air.

A lone creature, which was sitting on the rooftop, watching the whole show, smirked to himself. He stood up, spread his wings and flew away.

End of Chapter 1.

Aerie*- a place where the Fallen and Nephilim live together to avoid the Powers. In my story, Aerie is indvidual for every characters. Aerie is there, when characters are happy, loved and safe from pain and Powers.