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The plane trip was awful, and as I got off I threw up, partly from the turbulence and partly from the ache in my chest, from missing Alex. Mom took my phone off me, and I tried to stay calm from the gaping hole that grew bigger in my chest every second away from him.

We collected our bags and went out to find a tall guy who introduced himself as Jared waiting for us. He was Sam's friend and there was something eerily familiar about him. I didn't have the energy to think about it as I was put in the front seat because of my sickness and he drove us to La Push. We were supposedly staying at different places, mom, dad and Conner with moms sister, and me at Jared's girlfriend Kim's. Because of all the distant relations coming, every bed was needed.

Jared dropped them off first and then got out with me. The way he hugged his girlfriend, and gently kissed her reminded me of the way Alex treated me. The hole in my chest throbbed and caused me to dry retch into the bushes.

"Maybe we should get you inside," Kim guided me inside and up to her bedroom where I would be staying. I flopped onto the bed and curled into a ball, hiding my face.

Surprised I woke up hours later with my chest aching and Kim calling me down to dinner. It was nothing glamorous, just pizza, but her parents were nice.

Next morning Jared came to pick us up, and took us to the beach. A lot of other men his age were there, with a couple of women, but as I looked closer I saw that the men were actually just large boys, like Alex and Dante.

Seth and Embry tried to distract me as we swam in the sea, but it didn't work. If anything it made it worse. I had to call him, hear his voice. I noticed Kim had her phone on the towel beside her and asked her if I could use it. She agreed and I dialed the number I knew off by heart. But it wasn't his voice that answered.

"Yeah?" Dante sounded bored.

"Go away, I need to talk to Alex," I complained. "Where is he?"

"Out," Dante said, but I heard the scuffle.

"Give it here," Alex said from a distance. "Let me talk to her!"

"Get off!" Dante shouted, and then there was a ripping sound, a crunching, and then the phone went dead.

I chucked the phone back on the ground and wrapped my arms around my legs. From the sounds of it they had just smashed the phone and half of the living room. The self control thing wasn't working out too well for them with out me there.