So here is the next update...Thanks for the review(s)...Here's more...and it's um...porny...so you were forewarned...It's during a "alone" rehearsal of the exam room fight turned sex...so let me know!...Love it or Hate it...let me know!


She turned toward him and he could tell that she was waiting on him to make the next move. Before he realized what he was doing he took her face in his hands and kissed her. Hard and long kisses at first followed by soft and quick kisses. She moaned into his mouth and he nearly lost it. He moaned in response and thrust his hips toward her hips. He was no longer rehearsing for his characters scene with Meredith.

Ellen moaned into his mouth and felt him thrust his hips towards her hips and relished in the feel of his lips against hers and even though she knew it was wrong, even though she knew he was married and she was with Chris, in that moment right then and there she wasn't an actor rehearsing a scene with her costar

"Oh Ellen," he moaned again thrusting his pelvis further into hers. He picked her up and her legs instantly went around his waist. She pulled her lips away from his to suck and nibble on his ear. "Patrick, take me for a ride," she whispered breathlessly. He sat her on the edge of the makeshift exam room table. He slipped his hands down to the waistband of her light blue scrub pants and untied them and let them fall to the floor. He looked into her eyes and saw lust and desire and what he thought was a hint of love mixed in. Ellen made him feel alive inside and touching her like this, as Patrick and Ellen, he realized that he loved her. No one had ever made him feel like this and he was positive that he never wanted this feeling to stop.

As soon as her pants hit the floor, Patrick moved one hand to her hair and let his long manly finger runs through her silk golden hair as their arousal grew he pulled her hair so that he had better access to her neck and began to kiss behind her earlobe down to her collarbone; while the other hand work feverishly at edge of her panties before diving into her wetness.

"I want you. I want you now Paddy," she said in a loud whispering moan. "Oh baby you feel so good," Patrick moaned rather breathlessly, "I want you too baby. I want you so bad."

He slid off her panties and she undid his jeans and let them fall to a heap on the floor. He stopped kissing her neck long enough to take off her shirt and bra before diving into her cleavage. He could hear her moaning his name and begging him to take her for a ride, which he fully planned on doing right here right now. She quickly took of his shirt and threw it too the ground with the rest of their clothes. He took one of her breasts in his mouth sucking on her nipple as she moaned and arched her back to give him more access. He used to one hand to support her back and to give himself leverage. While his other hand caressed the curves of her body as if he was burning the image and feel of her naked body into this brain. He finally reached her clit and began to massage it with his thumb.

When he reached her clit and began massaging it, she felt like she might explode. She was 37 years old, she has had her share of sex in her life but nothing like this. This, this was mind blowing sex. The kind of sex you only read about in books. No one had ever made her body tingle the way his touch did. She leaned her head back and closed her eyes, memorizing the feel of his mouth on her breast and the way his hands felt on her body. She never wanted it to end. She knew in this moment that she was in love with him.

"Don't stop Patrick, Don't Stop," she begged. Hearing her beg for more only made him put more suction on her nipples and more pressure on her clit. He felt her body began to shake and he moaned into her breast as he felt her cum underneath him.

He needed to be inside her and he needed her now.

He laid her back on the makeshift table and spread her legs before he slowly thrust into her, first slowly, then going deeper and deeper like he was trying to touch her soul. He looked into her eyes and saw the love, desire and lust in them and knew that he wasn't alone in his feelings. He felt her start to tighten around him and he felt himself start to cum. His eyes never left hers as they came together in the makeshift exam room on an exam table. He fell on top of her breathlessly and pulled her close to him cherishing what little time he had alone with her in such an intimate way.

He knew that eventually they would have to talk about what happened tonight but right now he just wanted to hold her close and wish that she was his and he was hers

She knew snuggled into his warm embrace and breathed in his manly scent and couldn't help but wish that this was life really was. She prayed that one day she wouldn't have to hide her feelings for him and that she could be his one-day and he could hers. Only hers.

It's so complicated.