Well, this chapter is a bit sad so sorry. I got a review asking whose talking and I just wanted to clear that up. This story will be in Sam's point of view unless I say otherwise. Enjoy.
Chapter 2
After Jasper said those words I knew that everything was going to change. My stomach dropped through the floor. I grabbed my jacket and stuck my pone and smokes in the pockets, I had a feeling I would need them. I walked outside and he turned and walked into the forest to our spot.
When we got there he finally looked at me. His eyes weren't the soft and warm color I loved. They were cold and they looked solid. I knew his eyes only looked like that when he was trying to hide something.
"My family is leaving and I'm not taking you with me. I don't want to and I refuse to be held back by a weak human like you." I literally flinched when he said that.
I leaned against a tree and lit a cigarette. "You're lying. I know you and you would never be this rude. Your eyes also have that look you get when you're lying. You love me and for some reason you're throwing this away." I was trying to keep calm but it was hard. I could hear my voice shaking. "You want to leave then go. Know this I know what is really going on and you don't fool me. This is all because of the party and I already forgave you for that."
"Goodbye." I closed my eyes and I felt a breeze pass by my face. When I opened my eyes, Jasper was gone. My heart had left me alone and broken. I couldn't breathe and I dropped my cigarette. I could feel eyes tearing up. After everything that had happened, I was left alone by the person who said he would never leave. We had it all planned out. I knew for a fact that I would never move on, I would be alone until he came back.
Until he came back? Where did that thought come from? There was no feeling in my stomach, it had shot right up towards my brain and was telling me the truth. Jasper was lying, one day he would come back. He couldn't live without me, we had to be together. I couldn't think anything else, all I could do was cry.
I fell to the ground and I curled up against a tree. My heart had just been ripped out. Jasper had taken most of it with him. I was only left with the part telling me that he had to come back. I wouldn't be able to survive without him. I just had to wait, he would come back. He had to. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
"Hello." I said. I stopped crying enough to talk.
"Samantha Danielle Clarke! Where the hell are you? We're worried sick." I started to cry again while my mom lectured me. "Sam? Are you alright? Are you crying?"
I couldn't answer her questions. It hurt to think about it. "I'll be home in a little bit." I stuttered. I hung up the phone. I needed to be alone right now. I don't know how long I sat there but finally I picked myself up and walked home.
When I got there my mom came running out. "What happened? You haven't cried since Britney." Those words made me cry harder. Everyone I cared about ended up leaving eventually. I would never see Britney again but I had to believe Jasper would come back. I had to.
I realized that my mom had been talking to me that entire time. I just shook my head and walked inside. My dad and Jimmy were standing there and my dad looked like he was about to start yelling. They took one look at me and they dropped their hostile stances. My dad started to ask what had happened but Jimmy just stared at me. All I could do was shake my head and walk upstairs. I sat on my bed and I buried my face in my pillow.
I don't know how long I laid there and cried. Soon enough my mom came up and sat next to me. "You've been up here crying all night. There is a plate of food downstairs in the oven. Your father and I have to go to work but Jimmy is here if you need anything." I couldn't say anything. My mom sighed and left.
I couldn't do anything but sit there. My life is wasn't over, I kept telling myself, it was just put on hold. I would spend the rest of my life sitting there and waiting for Jasper.
I'm sorry. That was a little bad but I needed to write it. In the next couple of chapters the main plot twist will be revealed. The chapters will get longer. Please review.