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Chapter Two…

Bella's PROV.

Seeing Charlie's car already in parked the drive way made me smile just a bit. But that smile quickly vanished when I remembered what the date was. Friday I thought taking a deep breath as I cut off the engine. Once it was completely off I made my way to house slamming my trucks door as lightly as possible.

"I'm home!" I yelled closing the front door quietly. Charlie stepped out of the kitchen with a small folded piece of paper in his hands. I threw my keys to the counter next to me as well as my jacket, eyeing the note. Charlie pulled his hand back as soon as he seen me reach for it. I dropped my hand and sighed, hoping he would make his speech quick.

"How long do you plan on doing this Bella?" He asked in his concerned voice. I shrugged looking away from him.

"Why don't you just ask Jacob…" I replied a bit harsh. I was still mad about the whole situation thing. But even though I was mad, I still felt guilty at the same time. It wasn't fair blaming it on Edward, nor was it his fault, which was, why I felt guilt as well. Because the way I said it made it sound like it was his fault. Charlie shook his head as he handed me the piece of paper before making his way to the couch. A sigh escaped my lungs while I examined the note that was being pinched between my two fingers. I looked back at Charlie for a moment before running up the staircase. My hands started to shake a bit, wondering what Jacob had wrote. What did he say? Was it bad? And if so, how bad?.

My heart raced as I closed my bedroom door behind me. I took a seat on the bed and began to unfold the it. ' he must have been mad?…' I thought to myself as I ran my fingers along the back. You could see the dents in the paper as the pen met it. If Jacob would have pressed any harder he would have torn the page apart. Taking another deep breath I flipped it over so that it was right side up and facing me.

Bells!

This is stupid, we're not kids anymore! And I feel guilty making Billy drive all the way over there just to give you some note, when you can just come over to the reservation like you used to!…I know I know, "Why don't I just go over there?". Bella I know your still upset at me but have you ever took the time to think about how I feel. Its not that I'm mad at you because of 'him' but because you spending most of you time hanging around 'them'. Have you forgotten about what I told you? Maybe that should give you a clue on why I cant go over there. You have no idea how much it kills me not to see you. I'm not sure if I can do this any longer…passing notes every two weeks. If you willing to spend you whole life with your blood sucker. Fine, I'm not stopping you. But it would be nice to think about you friends for once maybe even let them be apart of you life as well …

yours truly, Jacob….

Every word was like a knife through my heart. It was written with so much anger and so much pain, That it cause me to slide of the bed and onto the floor. Even though it hurt me, it was all true. I never took the chance to realize how badly he felt. He gave me so much, and was willing to get nothing in return. How far have I pushed myself away from friends especially him, my best friend? I held the piece of paper in both hands with my back leaning agenst the bed. Slowly I pulled my knees toward my chest hiding my face from everything that surrounded me. I'm the monster in this….

"Bella…Bella some ones here to see you!" Charlie said through the door in front of me.

'…Edward…' I thought as I quickly got up from the floor. Whipping the salty tears from my face I placed the note on my bed tossing a pillow over it to hide it from him or at least try.

"Um tell him to come in…" I said keeping my back toward the door. I knew Edward would be worried, But it was Charlie's expression I didn't want to see. The door opened slowly, and was closed at the same quietly. Running my hand through my hair I sighed.

"Bella…." My heart froze completely. It wasn't Edward who called out my name but Jacob…

I couldn't move. My whole body was froze and my head was spinning. Thoughts passes her and there. Why was he here? What did he want? Was this some kind of…goodbye?

"Bella…you okay? Should I go?" He asked, yet I didn't reply. I shook my head, knowing that if I spoke I would break down then and there. I waited for a moment taking in a deep breath as my tears began once again.

"…J-Jacob…" I stuttered my voice shaky and weak. My hands curled into mall fist as I held my in my tears from pouring down. I Gazed out the window in front of me seeing his reflection mixed with the pouring outside. I could tell how he felt his expression was so blank. Slowly I turned around keeping my eyes on the ground. Jacob walked closer to me, taking each step with the same amount of caution. I couldn't help but take a quick glance at him. Once I did I quickly moved my eyes to the ground. He was bare half naked wearing nothing but a pair of shorts. With no warning he grabbed a whole of my wrist pulling me into a hug. Jacob embraced me with the right amount of force. His warm skin agenst my cold wet cheeks felt good. My body was now warm for the first time in a long time and my heart and soul were complete once again. I loosened my arms wrapping then around him, pulling him closer while digging my nails into his brown skin. Even though I drew a bit of blood he didn't care. Jacob….

Jacobs PROV.

I held her close, close to my heart and close to my soul. Once Billy told me what Charlie had said, it was the perfect time to see her. Plus knowing the Edward was going to be gone for one more day made me feel relieved. The smell of her tears made me a bit angry. And it wasn't because of him, it was because of me. I could see the note hidden underneath the pillow on the bed. '…I'm so sorry…' I thought to myself as I rested my cheek on her head. I could feel the warm blood as it ran down my back yet I felt no pain beside Bella's. Pulling back I lifted her chin, forcing her to look at me. Her eyes were a reddish pink color and they were puffy from the tears that had stained her cheeks.

"Hey, you going to be okay?…" I asked keeping my voice soft and smooth as possible.

"I-I-I'm…." Bella paused for a moment then finished with a nod. The way she looked at me, told me she wasn't in the mood to talk or at least not now. Smiling I held her close again. No matter how much I tried to keep my self from falling for her, I couldn't help but love her more. '…but I promised to protect her, either from danger…or her pain…'. Stroking her brown hair I sighed quietly.

"I'm sorry Jake, what you wrote was right. I was pushing my friends away especially you and in sorry. I feel like the monster in the this story! I'm horrible" she spoke lifting her head to look at me. I shook my head pushing back hair that got in her face.

" No your not! So quite saying you are.". I snapped. It was silent for a good long moment as we listened to the thunder and lightly out side. Her words stung me as she spoke, making me worry. It would have been better if she would've kept quiet instead of ruining the moment. Pulling away I towered over her, placing my hands on her shoulder.

"listen to the rain…" I said looking over to the window. "that was you just now, crying"

Bella smiled as she pushed me a bit. "shut up,…" she said with a chuckle as she went over to her bed. I followed, sitting at the end. We starred at each other for a while, letting our thoughts speak for there selves. Bella stood up pulling a shoe box from underneath her bed. Placing it in front of me she smiled.

"open it,…" she said. I lifted a brow as I looked at her. Shaking the box I removed the lid.

"its nothing but a box filled with picture." I sad confused by what she was trying to she me. Bella moved closer to where I was, picking up the stack of photo's that lied in the box.

"of who…?" she asked passing them over to me. I went through a few of them seeing us when we were younger. '…of us…'I thought as a smile appeared on my face. Seeing the same picture I had in the rabbit I laughed along with Bella. There was always something special about the small photo, yet we didn't know what it was. I turned my head to see her starring at me straight in the eyes. Pain was what she felt. It was written all over her face.

"what-" I was cut off by the familiar cent of a certain blood sucker. Quickly I stood up handing Bella the stack of pictures.

"I have to go,…" I said as I headed down the steps.

"wait! What's wrong?" she asked following me. The disgusting smell got stronger by the second. Making me tremble with anger.

"Its that damn leach, looks like your Alice told him I was here" I growled facing her for a moment then back at the front door. Bella ran in front of me blocking from the door. A knock was heard at the door, making me tremble even more. She opened the door and smiled. Rolling my eyes I gave her a hug.

"bye bells" my voice a bit harsh as I made my way out.