A/N: Thank you guys for following and the reviews! It means alot and definitely puts a smile on my face. So I guess the story continues. Do you trust me? No? Well you should. Imma nurse. You can always trust a nurse...Ha...haaa...

Still don't own pitch perfect. I still believe it would make a great tv show because the characters are awesome.

CHAPTER 2: THE BEGINNING

HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK. Beca paces back and forth in the middle of the street in front of the Bella House. She alternates between grabbing her hair and biting her fist in utter confusion and frustration. Step, step, step, step, step, turn. Step, step, step step, step, turn. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Fuck, fuck, fuck. The brunette literally cannot process what happened, let alone her feelings on the matter. What just happened? What just happened? Holy fuck, Jesse. Holy fuck, Chloe. Beca inadvertently starts to hyperventilate just trying to think about Jesse and Chloe.

Fat Amy who has been watching Beca burn a path into the cement notices the smaller girl's irratic breathing. "Uhhhhh, Shawshank?" The girl in front of her continues on, words falling on deaf ears. "Oh mighty tiny leader?" Nothing. "BECA!"

Beca pauses momentarily, turns to Fat Amy, opens her mouth to speak but immediately closes it in fear her pounding heart that has been climbing from her chest to her throat will fall out of her mouth. Yes, that's impossible but that's how she physically feels. She can physically feel her throat constricting like if her heart was blocking her airway. Or was it the alcohol. She doesn't know. That requires a level head with some brain function. And that is something she doesn't have at the moment. She continues to hyperventilate and her vision becomes blurry with tears. She tries to blink them away, refusing to let them fall. Why am I crying? I have no reason to cry. Why can't I breathe? Why can't I breathe?! Why can't I breathe?!

Amy grabs both Beca's shoulders and shakes her. "Breathe woman. Breathe. I swear you're acting like when I found out my pet crocodile ate my birthday cake. Wait, are you having one of those attacks?... Attacks of the panic variety?" Beca violently bobs her head up and down and blinks back the tears that continue to threaten to fall.

"I got just the answer, its right here in my pocket." Amy reaches in her pocket, pretends to pull something out and smacks Beca across the face.

"Ow fuck!" Beca backs away and puts her hand where Amy slapped her. "Shit that hurt."

Fat Amy smiles, "It worked! She speaks!"

Beca stops and straightens up. Her breathing is no longer quick and short, her heart although completely and utterly confused is no longer in her throat. She takes a couple of deep breaths. Her panic attack is gone. "I can't believe that worked."

"Neither can I…" Fat Amy mutters to herself.

"What?"

Fat Amy straightens up, "Of course it worked, I'm the best bitch slapper in all of Tasmania". For emphasis, Amy slaps her own hand making a loud clap. "Need me to do it again?"

Beca takes a step back, "NO…I'm good. Thank you Fat Amy."

"Any time. I've got a lot more where that came from."

Beca shakes her head. She glances to the house where somewhere in there was Jesse, the boyfriend she just cheated on, and Chloe, who she cheated with. Her hand immediately covers her mouth, eyes wide. I'm no better than my dad. Tears again begin to form threatening to spill. She closes her eyes and hangs her head.

"I'm a terrible person."

Fat Amy pulls Beca into a big hug, "No you are not." Despite Beca's aversion to hugs, she wraps her arms around the blonde and let the tears fall. "It was just a friendly…incredibly hot…platonic kiss between mates…that I completely…did not….see coming since freshman year."

"Freshman year?!"

Fat Amy shrugs, "Ehhhh, uhhhhh, yeahhhhh".

"Amy, I've been with Jesse for THREE YEARS. I love him."

Amy tries to not make a face, "Do you though?"

"Yes. I love Jesse."

"And Chloe?"

"Yes…no…yes but not like that." The guilt quickly swallows Beca whole. What was she feeling? She loves Jesse, right? She just has the ability to ignore that love and cheat. Just like her father. She will become her father, the cheater. He cheated on her mom and left her completely heartbroken. Beca can still hear her mom crying herself to sleep, night after night. At a young ripe age of nine years old, she didn't know what to do. So she would just sit outside her mom's locked bedroom door and listen to the soundtrack of her mom's tears until it stopped. The three months of nightly crying, not once did her mom open the door for Beca to comfort her. Beca wouldn't know what to do if she did but she also was never given a chance. She was helpless then and she will be helpless now. She had no clue how to deal with Jesse. What was she suppose to say? That she got caught up in the moment? Sure….but would she do it again, yes. I mean have you seen Chloe's eyes. They can compel you to do anything. So what was she suppose to tell Jesse. Sorry for hurting you but if I am going to be honest, it will happen again?

Fat Amy responds with a confused face, "Was that a yes or a no on the ginger?"

"Ugh, it doesn't matter. I don't deserve either of them. I am leaving for LA in a couple of days, Jesse is going home for the summer before going to California as well, and Chloe is leaving for the Peace Corps. She will be gone for TWO years. All this doesn't matter. We are all going separate directions…except for maybe Jesse but he should just break up with me and find a good person to love. Someone who would love him with all her heart and would never cheat and go and have aca-babies with. And Chloe…Chloe should go help people and meet Mr. Perfect out there in Costa Rica and who would never cheat and break her heart and who can say all the right words and they live happily ever after like a Disney fairytale."

Fat Amy bites her lip, "What if Chloe has already found Ms. Perfect?"

Beca shakes her head and crosses her arms against her chest, "Well it's not me, I'm not perfect. Chloe deserves soo much better than a sexually confused girl, who cheats on her long term boyfriend, and didn't even know she liked her. I mean how blind can I possibly be."

Beca lets out a heavy sigh and can feel darkness surround her once ignorantly bliss heart. "They both are better off without me."

The brunette closes her eyes. In her mind, she puts all her stupid thoughts and feelings into a box, drops it into a hole, and buries it. Deep. She takes a deep breath and opens her eyes, vacant of all emotions, and starts to walk away. Her mind is made up.

"Beca where are you going?! You live here!" Amy shouted.

Beca continues to walk in the middle of the empty street, away from the party, away from the two most important people in her life.

Amy stomps her foot, "Crap, crap, on dingo crap." Amy takes off to the house. "Vertical running….vertical running….Ginga!...CODE 98-65-11- x!" Amy bursts through the door. "Captain Red!"

Chloe who was already heading to the front door to find Beca, stops abruptly to Fat Amy's urgent call and uncharacteristic serious face. Amy sees the redhead and continues, "She's gone."

And with those two words, Chloe's heart breaks. No no no no no no no no. She drops her drink and sprints out the door and onto the middle of the street, frantically turning trying to figure out which way Beca went. She stops when she sees a taxi a couple blocks away, driving away with a single passenger in the back.

Jesse comes running out the house, "Chloe! Where is my girlfriend?"

Chloe rolls her eyes and blinks back the tears, "She left".

"What do you mean she left?"

"I mean she LEFT!" Chloe points to the now very distant taxi cab. Jesse looks to where she is pointing and realization hits him like a ton of bricks.

Jesse turns and faces Chloe, "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

"My fault?! SHE kissed me!"

"Oh please, don't pretend to be the innocent party here. You probably tricked her into doing that. Don't think I don't see how you look at Beca. How you always look at Beca. I'm not freaking blind. And then you go and pull a stunt like this? Right before we all leave? What do you think was going to happen?!"

"I-I-I don't know." Chloe sighs in defeat. She never really thought that far. She didn't know what to expect. She had no plan. She just needed Beca to know. God, how can I be so selfish? How did I not consider this happening?

Jesse starts searching his pockets for his phone. "Let me tell you what you did Chloe. You ruined EVERYTHING. Beca cannot handle emotions, fuck she is partially scared of happy emotions. But she and I were happy, I made her feel safe to be happy and you come in and take it all away. You ruined her. You ruined my relationship and you ruined my future with her! Now I gotta try and fix the crap storm you created." Jesse calls Beca and puts the phone to his ear and listens to it ring. Ring. Ring. [ "You reached Beca, I can't come to the phone right now, you know the drill, maybe I'll get back to you." Beep.]

"Beca, love, please come back. We should talk about this. We are a team. We can work this out. Call me. Please don't run. I still love you. Call me."

Jesse hangs up the phone and lets out a big sigh as his heart breaks.

"I'm going to try calling her." Chloe pulls out her cell phone and clicks the contact labeled "Hot DJ" and brings the phone to her ear. Jesse rolls his eyes. If Beca didn't answer the phone for him, why would she answer the phone for her?

Ring. Ring. Ri-…Chloe turns to face away from Jesse. "Beca?" Jesse's eyes widen and mouth drops in the background. Chloe waits to hear a response but she is greeted with silence. "Beca, please….come back and talk to me…let me explain…I can explain….We can work this out." Silence. Chloe glances at her phone to make sure Beca didn't hang up. The screen indicated that the call is still connected. "Beca, please." Chloe can't help her voice cracking and tears beginning to spill down her cheeks.

["I can't do this right now. Have a wonderful time in Costa Rica."]

"Beca, I love you, please come back."

["Bye Chloe."] Click.

Chloe hugs herself as a violent sob vibrates through her body. Her heart completely shattering with another two words. This was not how its suppose to be. She knows in her bones that she's suppose to be with Beca. Right? This is not how it ends. This is not how it's suppose to end.

Almost immediately after the phone call, Jesse gets a text from Beca.

Beca: Bye Jesse.

All Jesse can do is stare at his phone. Frozen and numb. Did she just break up with me via text?

Chloe slowly turns back around and notices the Bellas behind Jesse, waiting for news. Chloe closes her eyes and shakes her head. Afraid her voice will fail her. The girls rush to their captain, the first one being Stacie and engulf her into a big group hug. Chloe buries her head into Stacie's neck. Not many people know this but Stacie and her have become good friends over the years. Between being each other's wing woman at parties and their shared interest in the small DJ and Stacie's secret crush on Aubrey when the busty brunette was a freshman, they were indeed close. Stacie knows more than anyone else, even Aubrey, how deep her feelings for Beca went thanks to one faithful night of whiskey slap.

Stacie tightens her hold on the redhead and shushes her sobbing. "This is not the end. It's not over til the Fat lady sings."

Fat Amy pipes in, "Yeah captain and I'm not singing. This is just the beginning for you two lovebirds. You will see. This is just the beginning to the EPIC of EPIC-EST of love stories …right below Bumper and I's of course."

Chloe can't help but let out a small chuckle to Fat Amy's words. Oh how she loved these girls and the sisterhood she was blessed with for so many years.

Stacie leans down and whispers in Chloe's ear, "Don't worry, I'll watch the sexy DJ while you're gone."

Chloe nods. She feels slightly comforted by these words, a little hope slowly creeping into the shattered remains of her heart. When I come back, I will get her back. I don't care who she is with at the time. This is just the beginning. Just the beginning.

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Sooo not everyone can handle relationship drama. I know I can't. I either BS my way out or shut down.

So what do you guys think? Hate it, love it? Hate me, love me? Continue? I'm almost done with chapter 3 so IF you guys leave me some reviews so I can know you are still with me, I can have it posted soon. So the real question is, do you trust me? ;)