Right Or Wrong? 2
"K-Kim... w-what are you doing here?" Shego asked obviously surprised by her appearance.
"You know what I'm doing here." Kim simply stated.
"Care to enlighten me?"
Kim turned away not wanting to meet Shego's gaze. Shego stepped into the pouring rain and lightly grabbed Kim's shoulders. She turned the red head around to face her. Kim still didn't meet her gaze and just looked at the ground.
"Say it." Shego whispered.
Shego brought her hand up to Kim's face and softly caressed her cheek. Kim slowly met her green gaze and leaned into her touch.
"Tell me princess, you came here with a purpose."
"I… I didn't do a thing." Kim whispered.
"I know, I was there."
"You stormed off and I didn't do a thing. I just stared at my hands and didn't stop you."
"We all make mistakes princess."
"Yeah b-but... I made a huge mistake." She said and she turned away. Shego watched her and smiled a sad smile. She came up behind the red head and softly wrapped her arms around her. Kim leaned into her slightly and closed her eyes.
She loved everything about Shego. The way she walked, talked, moved, she even liked the way Shego breathed. The way she would yawn and rub her eyes when she just got up. Or how she made her knees go weak with that dazzling smile. That smile that is rarely shown. She loved it all and it confused her that she was still having doubts.
She didn't do a thing; it was tearing her up from inside. Shego was probably the most caring, loving, faithful, beautiful woman in the world. Yet there they were, standing outside, all because she didn't stand up against her own parents. All because she was having doubts and didn't know what to do.
She sighed and she felt Shego's arms tighten around her. It had stopped raining, leaving them soaked in the middle of the night in front of Shego's house.
"You're probably wondering why I'm not mad. If you were in my position you probably would've singed somebody. I feel like I should, but I know it won't get me anywhere." Shego whispered.
"Then why?" Kim asked softly.
"Because I'm not afraid to admit that I love you. I don't have a doubt in my mind about that."
"You must know that I'm here because I think my parents are wrong. That just doesn't take away the doubts I have." Kim whispered.
"Everybody has doubts Kimmie."
"But you're so perfect to me why do I have doubts?" Shego chuckled softly and tightened the embrace even more.
"It's human to have doubts. Even I have doubts but just not about loving you. I may seem perfect to you but subconsciously you know I'm not. I'm still the evil Shego who tried to hurt you so many times and you know that. You'll always think about me like that. Even when we don't fight anymore. It's normal Kimmie because you want what's best for you. You think I'm what's best for you and who knows, maybe I am. Yet you know there will always be a part of me that's evil."
"I'm having doubts because you're evil?" Kim questioned.
"Yeah it's something that goes against those hero rules. A hero isn't supposed to be in love with his or her enemy. It's something that shouldn't have happened but did anyway." Kim finally understood what Shego meant and she had to admit that Shego was right. She never would've figured that out on her own.
"You don't mind?" Kim asked softly.
"I don't mind as long as you don't leave me." Shego whispered in reply. Kim felt the tears in her eyes well up again. She turned around in the embrace and quickly slipped her arms around Shego's waist. She buried her face in Shego's left shoulder, hiding the tears that were escaping from her eyes.
Shego knew she had to be angry with the red head. Yet she couldn't because she knew it wouldn't get her anywhere. Instead she chose for understanding and comforting her. She softly stroked Kim's fiery mane and mumbled gentle words of comfort.
Even though she was comforting the younger girl, she wasn't ready to forgive her. She knew she couldn't be angry with her but she was hurt. Being hurt was something she didn't like, especially not emotional. She felt the need to scream and blast something into pieces. Yet she remained as calm as possible.
She was afraid that she would scare Kim away. Even though Kim had hurt her she didn't want to lose her at all. Yet something in her mind told her it would be better if they weren't together for a while. Just like a break so they could both get their heads straight.
"Shego how do you really feel?" Kim questioned softly. Kim heard how Shego's breathing changed and almost regretted her question. Shego stiffened slightly at the question and that's when the doubts started to appear.
"Shego?" Kim pulled back slightly to look at her.
"Yeah uhm I'm fine don't worry about me." Shego replied stiffly. Kim dropped her arms and roughly stepped out of Shego's embrace.
"That's bullshit! Tell me what's really bothering you! You can't forgive me can you?" Kim asked silently her eyes going up to Shego.
Shego turned away not wanting to meet Kim's gaze.
"Please." She heard the red head's small plea. She took in a shuddering breath but didn't face Kim.
"You're right, I can't." She admitted. "I want to forgive; I just can't do it right now. It takes time and eventually I'll forgive you. My heart felt like it had been shattered, so it's quite reasonable that I can't forgive you just yet." Shego muttered the last part in a bitter tone.
Shego stiffened when she felt two arms wrap around her.
"I'm so sorry." Kim muttered against her shoulder. "I know sorry isn't enough and I understand that you can't forgive me just like that." She continued softly. "Just let it out."
"Are you sure?" Shego questioned which surprised Kim.
"Absolutely." Kim replied.
"Then you'd better let go." Shego muttered and Kim did as she was told. She stepped back and watched Shego intently. She stumbled back with surprise when Shego suddenly ignited her green plasma. She watched in awe as Shego's body got engulfed by her own plasma. The bright green plasma almost blinded her with its intensity.
She looked away slightly and shielded her eyes with her hand. Shego's plasma kept growing and lightened half of the street. Kim could feel the heat coming from Shego's radiating powers. She looked up in surprise when she heard her name.
Shego turned to face her though it wasn't quite clear because of her glow. She reached out for Kim and the red head froze. Is she going to burn me?!She questioned herself. She had a slightly panicked look on her face as Shego got closer. She won't attack me will she? She can't be that mad!
All she could do was panic as Shego got closer and closer. Shego noticed her reaction and smiled a small smile.
"Kimmie it's okay." She whispered and she reached out for her. Kim didn't know why but she immediately trusted Shego. She calmed herself down and slowly reached out for the offered hand.
What happened next amazed her beyond limits. It was the last thing she had expected to happen. Shego's hand gripped her own hand and she didn't get burned. Even though an immense heat was generated by her plasma it didn't burn her at all.
Her olive coloured eyes were filled with confusion as she looked up at Shego. Even Shego had a surprised look on her face.
"Why doesn't your plasma burn me?" Kim asked. Shego smiled at her and pulled her into an embrace.
"If it doesn't burn it means there's trust between us." Shego mumbled softly.
"Does this mean you forgive me?" Shego's plasma died immediately and she dropped her arms.
"No." She stated.
"Oh." Was all Kim said. "Why did you ignite your plasma?"
"I had to know for sure if there's any trust between us." Shego replied simply. It became quiet and Kim felt a lot of tension between them. She looked around trying to find something that could distract her. She ended up staring at the ground.
She had hoped that Shego was ready to forgive her and was disappointed when she found out she wasn't. She had the feeling it had been going better between them. Shego had comforted her and they hugged several times. It almost seemed like nothing had happened but she was wrong.
There was just one thing that was bothering her. One thing she couldn't quite figure out. A question that had been in her head since she had knocked on Shego's door. She looked up at the woman in front of her and bit her bottom lip. Finally, after gathering some courage she decided to ask what she couldn't figure out on her own.
"What do I have to do for you to forgive me?" Kim asked breaking the uneasy silence.
"Disappear." Shego muttered and she turned away. Kim stared at her with big eyes and watched how she walked back to her front door. Shego looked back at her as she opened her door and didn't say a thing. She stepped into her house and disappeared out of sight as the door closed, leaving Kim out on the street with tears in her eyes.
Note: You TOTALLY DIDN'T! see THAT coming! Did you?!
At first it went like.. tell me why you're here! then it went like.. I'm going to forgive you..
then it was like.. I'll forgive you eventually! and now it's like.. just disappear.. Kinda harsh right?
Goes to show.. you never know what to expect!
And maybe you don't agree with me.. but I think Kim should work a little harder for Shego's forgiveness... I mean she knows sorry isn't enough.. so she'll have to find another way! Which ends up making the story a bit more interesting!